Monday, December 31, 2007

Just in a few hours, we'll kiss goodbye to '07 and open up our arms to welcome 2008 :D

In a blink of an eye, it's another 365days.

Looking back ...
2007 has been quite a fruitful year.

Moving on to a new phase of life, to a totally new environment. It took me quite some time to adapt to everything. I glad I have gotten use to the life in poly. Often I asked myself whether I regret coming to poly even though I could have got into jc. However, I knew I didn't.

New faces on campus, it felt a lil wierd. Glad that I met hoxiaobelle & some others who're really nice. (: Up&downs but still I managed to brave thru 'em. There will be more to come in '08 but I believe I can handle 'em like how I did before.

Gaining job experience as an admin. It made me realise the dark side of office politics but picked up quite alot during the 6weeks.

Family. Almost lost one life, but I'm glad his health is recovering. The days at hospital are scary. I was quite afraid that my phone will just rang during that period. Thanks all who stood by me, if not I guess I won't be that strong to face it.

* * To my friends。。。

Esp. my oldBUDS 老朋友, .
qiuhui.qiuping.huifang.meiqin.darcie.chuinsoon.elycia.
<3s ofmylife

thanks for being there... I really treasure the many years of friendship we've shared thru' out these years. (: Be it rain or shine, I've got you guys walking thru w me. DAR, jc doesn't made the crazypartners drift yeah. It will definitely be more than just one decade. =D

Maybe should catch up w Elycia soon? Along with that crazyWHEEEEEwayne. RAHHHH, MISS ME must meet up. Miss the days in secondary school. I think f&n class really a bunch of crazypeeps. Miss those times in kitchen and hearing Ms Lai shouting at us.. Lol!

* * * * *

Resolutions for '08?
1. Be more studious and put in that "Xtra" effort to do well for proj&exams
2. Save money, stop spending money like water
3. Kick the bad habit of being late; aww it's my resolution last yr?
4. Kick the pon lecture habit!
5. Be more open up, in other words- sociable
6. Be more patience
7. Spend more time w my love ones
8. Love all my friends&family more (; seriously.
9. ^^ ...


Wheeeeee enjoy the last day of '07 before the clock hits 12o'clock and HAPPYNEWYEAR (in advance) !!!

Life is like a box of chocolate, we never know what we gonna get…

Sunday, December 30, 2007


26/12/07

Went to school for ISmeeting in the morning. (See! How no life can I get!! =// ) HOWEVER, I had life for the later part of the day. Met up Belle and we bused to VIVO to meet Val and her lil adult-like cousin who is only p2 going 3. Caught Alvin and the chipmunks. It was nice, chipmunks that talk and sing. (: Awesome. Belle resembles Simon. LOL!





the one in blue resembles her


us :D


Our 1st but not the last for sure (:


27/12/07

Project in school again. =\
Bought Ben&Jerry's choco brownie fudge & strawberry cheesecake home. (: That at least cheer me up a lil.


- - - - - -


How I wish school don't start next week. If only money can buy "HOW I WISH..."
My projects are like #?!@*& not completed. 5projects. Awww why isn't it as relax as sem1. Still have to prepare presentation slides, continue blogging updates for lms, and the most important one is bca tutorial which is due 2359 in another less than 24 hours time. I am like ants on hot plate now. Rushing against time to finish up my work. Awwww I need to be discipline enough to finish my work or else I think I can forget about countdown for the new year. It will be countdown to my 死期 instead. LOL! Choy choy~


Resolutions for '08?
I thought about it already. Perhaps I will post on the last day of 2007. (:

Hope those who are like me, rushing like hell (MADNESS is a nicer word) to finish their work, all the best yeah. =D


Have a break, have a kit kat

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007


Merry X'mas

Feliz Navidad






a merry '07 & lovely '08 ahead (:


It is time for us to celebrate Christmas, soon it'll be D countdown to 2008 yeah. Time flies, just another few more days and we'll all kiss goodbye to '07. Received quite a handful of sms(es) when the clock hits 12am sharp yesterday. I always thought it is sweet to receive greetings at the very moment, like counting down to that split second. (:

X'mas eve

Met up buddy and off we went to QP's hse. She used food and tempted us to go down, chickenwings, sambal prawns & sotong. After that, headed down Bugis to buy BUDDY's belated prezzie, got her a white bag. The village was packed like sardine and tuna, people mountain people see. I am not those who enjoy crowds and squeezing with human. Walked around parco, we bought the Merci choco. :D Bumped into Tyna who is working and exchanged a few words.


After quite some time, we decided to have zi cha and headed down a stretch of road with many delicacies. Settle down at Jin Ji, there are many artists who petronized them. We ordered black pepper crabs, fried you tiao w sotong paste & sourspicysoup. The food was good!

After dinner, we bought vodka and we walked to esplanade. The x'mas lightings were really dazzling and beautiful. There were groups of people who were carolling also. We sat near the stairs of the river and started drinking. I love the night scenery of the riverside. Ate the choco and almond really taste "GOOD". We gave choco to a girl who was trying to sell us soft toys.

For a moment, I thought I was somewhat drunk. But I wasn't. ;] Trained home and we still queued for 198 not knowing that we actually missed the last bus already. Took 240 instead. Reached home about 12plus 1.

It was really great to spend the eve with 'em. (:








X'mas




Didn't had any plans to go out or anything. Woke up and had a hangover from last night. Lol! Still remember I was out with HUIFANG last x'mas. xD Phone just keep vibrating during the day. Greetings keep coming in. It was nice though I'm not a christian, neither do I celebrate x'mas. =)


Received some cards from my sweeties already. Was quite touched by 'em. (:
Seriously. Thankyou guys! You made me understood the real meaning behind friendship.

FanQie;
really treasure u seniors from choir. It was really nice singing, laughing and not forgetting the times we played caps ball. It's been almost a year plus w/o a cca. I'll always remember the funtimes we shared. The christmas carols we used to sing during sec1 reg, the tune still lingers.

DAR;
u'll always be the first one I think of when I need the jokes and laughter to cheer myself up. =D thanks for the 9 going 10 years friendship. Up and downs. We'll still go thru another 10,20 years together. It's more than words to explain how much I really cherish our friendship. we'll always be like that always~

There's so many people whom I really wanna say a thank you for making my life so worthwhile and interesting. It's you guys who made me feel loved. <3

thankyousomuch!


xoxo,
xiaowei




Saturday, December 22, 2007


Holidays has been great! Did you enjoy it? Though it's a short 2 weeks term break, I am :D with it. Met up with most of my besties.


16th dec
Met up with HUIFANG, smartkiddofromhc after 937325482740 zillion years. Hohoho. It was raining cats and dogs. So instead of going shopping, we went to kbox. (: Smuggle quite alot of food in and sang too. Someone only know how to sing chorus(es). HAHA! Took neox (: Nice nice~ Heh! It was great to catch up with u. Still as crappy and crazy like before xD I still owed you a present!



2007 v 2006 (:
11 years bestie, xoxo




17&18th dec
Despite the monsoon season, went over to ecp with buddies. Stop by Sheng Siong to do some shopping for bbq at night. Bought quite alot of stuff and cabbed to ecp. Set up the tents and sat down to play cards. I love playing CHEAT! Others always got cheated by me. :D I am a conswoman.

It started to drizzle. ): However it did stop. Had bbq, ate prawns`wings`mashmallows etc and drank quite abit of red wine. (= Played zhong ji mi ma. Forfeit was to drink, truth or dare. =// Stayed up till quite late and eventually fell zzz while still chatting subconsciously. Shared secrets. (:

Luckily there was no rain or else we'll be floating on water.

Woke up ard 6plus and din feel like sleeping anymore. Sat by the seaside and i realised the sky and waters were really beautiful. :) There are many people jogging, strolling with dogs and some doing taiji. I wanna stay near the sea next time. QP woke and we chatted quite abit. Went up the breakwater. Packed up and we walked quite a SHORT distance, area F to C. Like WHOA! ~~ Had brunch at parkway parade's hk cafe. Eeeeew I don't like the food there. Xin wang's way better. Bused home and we were all so tired that we fell zzz.


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21st dec
Day out with dearestMQ and CS. Headed to Marina square for yuki yaki, had steamboat + make our own ice cream. The manager there is really nice, showed us how to make soft and yummy ice cream. Caught up quite alot with each other and keep "BULLYING" poor cs. Haha! But we know he wun mind de. Oh yeah, dunno why after the PRAWN king (p.s. not PROM king) peel finish his prawns, the aluminium* always chao ta. Can't be our cooking skills not good. Changed the alu* many times. Thanks dearest for always 夹ing菜 for us. (;


Strolled over to Suntec, took sweet neox (: heh then i bought em donuts as belated b'day prezzie. It was donuts day as we all had donuts. =D Camwhored madness on train. Bought candy canes. Wheeee~ xD I am really a joker man. PS for twice, once in yuki yaki and once in the train, no idea why i said I _ _ _ _ _ Ghost. RAHHH~ I am not racist. I am just outta my mind.


hah! SAY WE LOOK CUTE!! if not... (hiak hiak!!~)





headless creature?
everybody smile w/o teeth, 1 2 3 *snap*

-loves1stdear '03
onceadear,alwaysadear


p.s. the yellow thingy above is not pizza, it's ice cream (candleWAX!!! -.-)
we are happy kiddos






besties = love ;)


attn: msDARcieCHOY, where's the x'mas neoprints? hur hur.. meet up soon yeah. don't abandon me because of... hehe! u know who~ (:

One week gone, one left. Gotta make full use of the time to finish the oh-so-crap projects & the unfinished business-tutorials. I just cannot settle down and work on 'em. 5proj on hand!!! zzz~ But had fun w my grpmates during proj meetups in sch & at jelib. Sometimes sch is really ______, but they esp hobelle added colors to my life. =D

Today is 冬至,a day where the Chinese eat 汤圆。
Happy Tangyuan Day to all~ We're all one year older, thats what the elderly says. =]

Oh yeah moving house soon~
I guess I will miss the old building, afterall I spent my 17 years here.

all i want for christmas is ...







Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Finality of outcome is that CT is finally over and done with :D :D :D


YAYness~


After blaw paper, headed down town w BUDDY. Lunched at HK Cafe. (: Shared porkchop rice, dim sum and french toast. AND icedMILKTEA of course.






Bused to Bugis and bought earrings and slippers. Headed back town and shopped around Far East. Got 2 tops and a belt. Spent quite alot. =) Sat down at mac cafe and had Himalayan tea frappe. We can just go on and on talking about anything under the sun. Girls can just go on and on NON-STOP.







BUDDY :)

-what a beautiful day

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Have you ever board a wrong bus before?



DANG!



I DID.



My first time I ever took a wrong bus. I saw 183 as 185 and blindly board it. I was still happily thinking that I no need to be drench coz 185 stops at the bustop. The bus entered the industrial park at Toh Guan East. I started to find something is amiss. Called Yvonne and glad to know that it will stop at JE interchange. (: Took 99 home and yeah, got drenched.



I used to laugh at peeps who take the wrong buses. But now, I realised it's no fun and joke taking the wrong bus. At one point, I felt so lost that I just wanna alight and cab back home. >D



Yeah had subway for like 4times since last Fri. Super Hero's meal :D Yummy~







ISABELLE's shirt is K________ inner wear. =x LOL! Ok la.. She is definitely nt zhong se qing you de k. She and her aherm* sit bus gt pose de. Very seh. Haha. xD


PBL2 up next. I or rather we notice a change but I hope it will be a permanent one though. Set aside 3days for all the projects already :)

Alright manage to clear another 2 chpts of POA during the long miserable 3.5h break.Oh ya, I realised retarded games like Burger Shop can make us so high. Especially with retarded peeps mumbling away beside you. But it's really fun, helps to kill time also. :) Wahaha.

BLAW was so-so. Test results is not as bad though. ;]

Woohoo CT is coming. It's coming. CT's coming. -.-"

Shall refrain from coming online unless neccesary. [''.]

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

I'm not sure whether the decision made is right or wrong.
But I just HOPE that history doesn't repeat.

My mind is still in a swirl ): ): ):

* * *

Overnight bbq after exams w buddies (:
Time to party~~ 17/18 dec

* * *

Completed 2/6 of revison for POA. :)
Four more chpts to go.
I finally understood the first two chapts.
I hope I will like it as much as I like bstats in 1.1.

Oh yeah, I think the 9 o'clock drama sucks, the storyline and the cast. Period.

silent.mugger
mug silently
silently mugging


sometimes it's just so hard to find someone you can really trust and confide in
unlike the good old days
<3 misses DAR, Kiwi, HF & MQ
the people I know I can really blabber about anything under the sun.

Monday, December 03, 2007

Warmth & love is in the air.
Sending x'mas cards to dearest.
X'mas carols played down the street.

Spread the love and joy.
I love the month of December.


* * * *
Gotta start shooping for pretty cards. (: And finally 2 years has passed. It's time to throw away the old one and get a new phone. Wheeeee~ Eyeing on W910i. Awww $$$ saving up in progress though.

Caught the early & empty 154, double decker somemore.

Bump into MeiQin early in the morning :D

Day dream almost the whole day.
From BCA to POA lecture to tutorial.

BLAW article due today. I always remembered it's 3rd dec but I din realise it's 3rd dec already. I'm still stuck w Nov. =/ Stayed back to find article. Found one but stupid article !#@$%# the court's verdict was no one is at fault so we found another article. Bump into THAT CS also. I emphasized is THAT cs. Always having peer tutoring. Confirm get 4.0 GPA le. SO damn hardworking mugging.

AND THANKS TO THAT ERNIE! I SCREAMed LIKE TWICE IN THE CANTEEN! Somemore it's like there is still human beings around. GRRRR..

- - - -

Common Test is just in one week's time. So excited. It means holidays is coming. So before we taste the fruits, we gotta go thru the bitter part first. But still don't feel the urgency and heat of CT, like =.= I guess perhaps it's only 3 modules.

I gonna start intensive mugging tml. YES! I AM!! =) Ace it all. Lucks to all. Though luck don't really works at time. :D But somehow it will boost your confidence yeah!

Coffee and more coffee.
Burn, burn the midnight oil.



- - - -
The bus rides are like a poison.
To and fro.
Maybe it is just to meant to be this way. (:





Thursday, November 29, 2007

HAPPY B'DAY MEIQIN dear :) :)

stay pretty and cheery always <33

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

I'm seriously tired of putting up a mask everyday.
You wouldn't know how I feel if you're not in my shoes.

Once bitten, twice shy.
I will not want to repeat the same mistake of grouping with someone I know I cannot work with. Period.

My mood seems to be like roller coaster, going up and down.
I think I have a split personality.
Oh well.

I need my buddies~
ARGH!!~ I'm like tied down by projects and stuff (like always) and keep postponing meetup(s)..

1. Huifang
Been 9268299912372 zillion years since I met her [hope she become more gentle, but quite impossible since she's in tkd now xD]

2. Casper aka DARcie
Last meetup was 14Oct, one day before sch starts. Miss her craps and "lameness"~ We're just so so crappy. Crappy buddies..

3. Qiu(s) Hui & Ping
Awwww the last outing was a few weeks back then.. Yeah let's go KBOX~~ Sing to our hearts content.

4. Mei Qin
Though in same school, but as compared to last sem, we seldom meet each other. Haa always say wanna meet up but then I think quite long never go out le. Aha shall go out some day ah!

5. My moron- Siya
Yea now that As is over, hopefully we can meet up someday k. (: My very beloved and retarded alto 2. Lol!

the list go on and on.. Only if I have (365 x 2) days in a year. Yeah IF ONLY.

- - - - -
The common test schedule as follows;

MAEC
MACROECONOMICS (MAEC) (60 min)
Mon, 10 Dec 07
1:30pm - 2:30pm
Sports Hall


POA
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING (POA)
Tue, 11 Dec 07
11:00am - 12:30pm
LT20 / LT22

BLAW1
BUSINESS LAW YR 1 (BLAW1)
Wed, 12 Dec 07
8:30am - 10:00am
CC Level 1 / 2

At first, I was like cooooooooool~ Then I paused and think for a second or so.
MAEC + POA + BLAW = Shit

- - - - -

Have not been digesting whatever that is taught in lecture and tutorial. Gotta pull up my socks, hair, whatever that can be pulled to make sure my gpa don't fall below 3.0

Alright! There's presentation tml and I just wan to get it done and over. Oh ya, I think I am super high today (in lib), was like laughing like some madwoman and making the rest laugh also. Ernie's really good at acting, damn hilarious. Warping others is fun (:

WOOhoo. Nights peeps. Don't really know if anyone is reading, but who cares, I update for myself to read de. :D :D

* * * *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHUINSOON aka doraemon.
5years already. Yeah same class all the way up till sec 4 and now same course. Yeah so you gotta spend your b'day in sch till 7 for peer tutoring. Awww will have make-up celebration and belated present for u k. (: (: How about double choco donuts? Lol! Donut freak. So hope you have a super-duper wonderhuuuuu b'day and finally 17 ah! I'm turning 18 in a few mths and you just 17. Ok nvm sweetest and funkiest 17 la. Weeeeeeeee~ HUAT AH!


* * * *
I LOVE MR. PIG xD
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS~~~ =]
TAG and I WILL LOVE YOU MORE.
Ok I like going high again so hang on peeps esp those who are damn stressed up like me.

RELAX and tell yourself;
tomorrow will be a better day =)





If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down but the staying down.

- Mary Pickford

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

!#@$%*@#$%

I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF THIS KINDA ATTITUDE! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! IT'S GOING BEYOND MY LIMITS AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I SERIOUSLY DESPISE FREE RIDERS. I DON'T SEE ANY CHANGE AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO BE BOTHERED WITH THE PROJECTS AT ALL.

I don't know how am I going to pull through this tough period. Especially when deadlines draw near, the tutorials left undone, nothing seems to get into my head and worst thing is common tests is coming. Everything is going in the wrong way. Fed up with studies, people and myself. I just can't face you like how I used to. It's very obvious if I don't like someone, I will not bother about you and there will be minimum or rather NO eye contact at all.

I wanna confront you and tell you how we actually feel. Even when you receive negative comments from tutor doesn't seem to help. You're just ike that. What can I do? I feel so helpless. I remember you told me you wanted to change. But is that all just bullshit? I don't trust you anymore.

I really miss last semester's grp mates. All so nice and great partners to work with.

I realised I have been very hot-tempered for this period, ever since sch starts. Even small trival stuffs can also irritate me and trigger my anger.




"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned."


"For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness."

I am losing so much happiness. RAHHHHHHH~ because of you.



Enough of the rantings. I just need a fire extinguisher or something. Must really make full use of the weekend to get things done. Sun Tze, here I come on Sat to finish the pbl and revise poa w hobelle.


ending the post with the peekture of 傻大姐 & me (:

We love to sing at the lib to irritate 老三 !!!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

三个心愿

沁:我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面
想带你环游世界

飞:我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok

副歌(合唱):第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
哦~~~

沁:为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman

飞:这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪

下一个心愿给你最好的自己

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Problems.

Yes, problems just keep surfacing one after another. When I just managed to solve one, another pops up. I find it almost impossible to communicate and work efficiently. It's very irritating. Why must there be such people who exist. Free riders. Are you one? Hopefully not. Well is it true that a leopard never changes its spots? It's tiring and really makes one blood boils. Is it so hard to get things done. I don't know. I really wish this semester to end and get off all this shit.

All I see now is deadlines, and just more deadlines.
Presentations. I have no idea how to deal with it.

I hope you really take initiative to do work before you're mark down in the evaluation.
Prove me wrong.

Grouping can really make or break the group.
It depends on all the people you're gonna work with.

- - - - - - - - - - - *

The modules are already very _________ (fill in the blanks) and worst off is that your tutor makes it worst. Schooling use to be so easy and sweet back in secondary sch days. You just need to drag your damn-so-heavy bag to sch and sit through the lessons from morning till mid noon. Who cares about participation in class man. But now, no participation = lower grade. I guess I frown more than I smile now. Maybe what really makes me smile is the silly jokes from silly friends like Isabelle.

Luckily it's Thursday. A day where I ended class QUITE early, 1plus and headed to BT market and had happy duck rice and black white ( a mixture of soyabeanmilk and glass jelly) w ho & belle. I also bought the smooth smooth bean curd home. Just took a short nap. Btw, taking afternoon naps help to reduce the chances of having cancer so if you doze off in class, just tell the teacher you're kia si so you zzz. ._." Wahaha!

No need to chiong any tutorials or pbl. So just relax and sit in for LMS tml. (: It's odd week!!!

Frustration and disappointment are primary emotions before it lead and contributed to ANGER, the secondary.

I guess I need to attend anger management class to calm myself down.
Haha! Actually I'm not so angry afterall. I'm just not happy with that attitude you've shown towards work.

Alright. Teebee and it's time for bed. =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SIYA!!! sweetest18!~ my beloved "moron"
& yes we'll meet up very soon after ur bigAs.
-ur monster

Pleasure is not happiness.
It has no more importance than a shadow following a man.
- Muhammad Ali

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Yeah the weekend comes and goes so swiftly that I feel like weekend = weekend.

To SHUNA;

生日快乐,
福如东海 寿比南山!:)
Sweetest 17 yeah~~

I start to feel the rush of sem 2. Seriously I think I will soon have the i-really-hate-sch syndrome. It's like work piling on top on (still) WORK. When can I ever finish them? End of the week/ month? (Yeah right!) Nothing seems to be right. Some modules are driving me crazy. POA, BLAW, BCA.. I hate excel, i hate POA, i hate everything else.

On top of that, groupings also can make me go MAD, real madness. I really dislike that kinda of attitude I get from that particular person. I don't think any of my other friends deserve that kinda attitude also. Sometimes I wish there's no need for groupings and this kinda of crap won't happen. I don't really care if you read or know about this. RAHH! And in the whole 17years of my life, I have never met someone like this before. It just makes my blood boil again thinking back of that day's tutorial.

Alright I'm just releasing my ANGER instead of kicking a big fuss with the other party. I must learn how to be "nice" even though I am very reluctant. Sheesh. Often people have to put on a masquerade, I am just one of those. Somehow I really envy those who can really have zero hatred in them and treat everybody equally nice. No discrimination, nothing.

Note to self;
BCA e-learning work & PBL
POA/BMGT/BLAW/MAEC tutorial(S)
LMS blog entry on self-awareness & self-esteem

-Loads of work to be completed.
Buried under the whole chunk of work-

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

完美故事

那是才开始认识你的日子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
假如你是我等待的爱情故事
我希望每页都有你的名字
两个人陌生认识
爱不是个孤独的字
有些话想几千次
对你想说些什么
但是我没办法解释

爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实

那是才开始认识你的日子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
假如你是我等待的爱情故事
我希望每页都有你的名字
两个人陌生认识
爱不是个孤独的字
有些话想几千次
对你想说些什么
但是我没办法解释

爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实
爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实
I used to compare present to before.
But I come to realise that before is always the best.
So I don't compare no more.
It can never be as they are not the same. (:

Lay back the good, old memories locked within the hearts.
The smiles I will always have hanging there when I look back.

Move forward and discover.
Pick 'em up along your way and
when you look back again, the grin gets wider.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Somehow I prefer work to studies (for now).

Oh so random.

I made an effort to do my tutorial.

My mood is quite sunny now after the results. (: xzxzxz
WOOhoo it's SUNDAY~ so it's MONDAY tml.
Monday = School = Waking up duper early = Dragging laptop & damnheavybooks along to NP



Yeah I'm so in love with this song! =)

Friday, October 19, 2007

Alright back to blogging.

Thanks to those who have been concerned about my previous post and the friends who kept me going & supporting me. Really appreciate loads. (: I'm glad that the condition has turned better.


* * *

In a blink, it's Friday already. School has started after like 7weeks. Those fortunate kiddos in Pri, Sec & JC are going on holidays. Well major exams- Os and As up for some of them as well. Good luck to all of you!

PSLE was over last week. I was still working last week and so overheard colleagues discussing over it since some had children taking the exams. It was really _____ to hear kids crying because they cannot do/complete or maybe ace the paper. It just reflects how competitive people can get over exams. Attended LMS class today and the tutor talked about the education system also. There will be people who will try to squeeze into the top class or best class due to reasons such as friends are there, the subject combination is the best. But everyone has their own capacity. And there cannot be so many people getting As and not possibly having many no.1 as there will have people who's at the bottom. Exams are not everything.

On the last day of work before I left SIM, my colleague talked to me about studies. He really gave me alot of encouragement and tips on how to do well in studies and life. Exams are definitely not just determining how smart you are and how many As you can achieve in academic. During the process of studies, the knowledge and skills we can pick up are far more important than how well you can really do well in exams. He really motivate me to do well. He's also an average polytechnic student, he went overseas to pursue his degree and masters. His GPA was 3.8, quite impressive.

Studies is not about competing with others but a matter of whether you've met your own expectations. 3.41 is considered fairly good but it's not meeting my own expectation. I'm definitely gonna have a better time management and work harder this semester. =)

It's all about attitude!


* * *


Work
I have learnt quite alot from my colleagues. Be it from paperwork to handling calls and everything. It's a worthwhile experience over there. The people are really nice over there and even the students are really great and helpful.

School
One week zoooomed past and yeah it's time to switch from holiday mood to study mood. Only had lectures and BCA workshop this week. Everything went in from one ear and came out from the other. BAHhh~ I guess it's gonna be a tough sem ahead since I didn't have any good feeling about any of the lecturers and seems like there's no lecture like CIP that I can skip. Oh well..


Meet ups
Met up with DARcie last Sunday. Yeah went for a lil shopping for bags and stuff. Alright the main point is we got to meet up like finally after !@#$%^& years. Catch up quite along and I guess her life is really happening. Heh! Bitching and suan-ing each other like tomorrow. Doing stupid things like laughing like some mad women on bus, her bbtea incident.. Shall go out again soon yeah~ =D Got a haircut at FarEast too. It was really great as I cut away my thick long fringes.


Out with buddy last Sat but had to pangseh her to rush to hospital. So met up with her on Mon after lecture. Headed to Westmall for movie. The sound system suck. Watched 881. Yeah kinda slow, it's been screening for more than 1mth but just had the free to time to catch it. It was nice but I cannot get some part of the story. It was touching towards the end.

I wanna catch Lust also. Lee Hom's starring in that movie. Hohoho~

Sidetrack a little, wonder if anyone listened to 暗巷2, 广播剧场 by yes93.3fm. The ending 2.1 was really sad but on the whole, the storyline is really good!! Only when you lose something, you'll then cherish it! Click here 暗巷2

Yeah exchanging textbooks and going shopping tml or should I say later in another few hours time.

What a long post, better stop before you wanna throw eggs or rotten veggies.
Enjoy the weekend peeps (before Monday comes again) !!! :D

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Just when I thought it's the start of liberty from work, it is actually the start of the nightmare.

I dare not think of the consequences.
I feel so scared in the cold ward.
The machines and the medication on him.
I broke down when I thought I can be strong enough to hold back my tears.
The pain he felt was tremendous,
too much for one to take.

I wish I was the one there.
I don't mind if my life will be shorten if he can pull through.
I hope he can stand up and nag/ scold me.
I just don't want to see you lying there, cannot even recognising us no mater how hard we tried to call you.

No matter how much I've hated you, all the hatred is gone when it's on the brink of losing you.
So please don't take him away from us.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Another week gone, which means 2 weeks to sch. I dread to attend lectures, tutorials and everything. I haven't really enjoy my holidays (yet).

Work is still the same.

Went out with buddy to IKEA yesterday. Shopped around and bused to Holland V for XO fish head. The aroma of XO was real strong! Back to JP and bought 60bucks worth of cosmetics. I spend money like water. =/ Ate cheesecakes at CoffeeBean and shared a mocha mudslide. The cheesecakes are heavenly.

Lee Hom's in town (: His song hit the no.1 in the 93.3 chart. :D

Yeah that's about it.

Sunday, September 23, 2007



My new found love (:

Bought zen v plus to replace my old mp4. Didn't want to splurge alot on mp3 so I got this. If not I will have go for zen or zen vision which will be above 200bucks. Haha! Xiaowei is such a spendthrift. Tsk! Gotta start saving up. Already got a list of wanted stuffs that I want to buy before the semester starts again. Work to spend, spend to work. Oh well, what am I talking about. HAHA!

Work has been so-so. But seems like my colleagues also feel very restless in the noon especially during 4plus. Great companions to keep me alive during lunchbreaks. Don't know why but I am very looking forward to Friday when it's Monday. I love to hear Cruz say: "WOOHOO, it's FRIDAAAAAAAY!~" Somehow I don't wish school to start and want to continue work.

Tues was self-select TT. After much discussion with ho and belle, we decided to stay tgt and got into bs0703. Any class will be fine as long as we stick as one. Haha! Ho called and we were like so excited when it's 2.29pm. Haha! I like the way the timetable is organized. Most of the modules have lecture and tutorials on the same day.









Lee Hom is just so so talented :D I like his music since I was in Primary School? Yeah ! His new album is nice, perhaps I should go grab one. The melodies just kept spinning in my head.

Been hearing news about icebergs over the north pole melting. GLOBAL WARMING~ ARGH hope Singapore won't disappear after 2040. It is said that the melting of iceberg will cause the sea level to rise and low lands like Singapore will be covered. Awww~ Let's be more aware and stop doing acts that will increase global warming. (Esp if you wish to live till age of 90 or longer) Save the earth!!! So many things happening, like the earthquake in Indonesia. I really cannot imagine if Singapore gonna have earthquake. It will be chaos! Hope all the disasters all go away ):

I guess nothing much already. Oh my accessories and room is in a great mess now!!! Shall nua-ed before work starts tml and maybe pack my stuffs~ Whoopee!~ =)

玩酷就是残酷?

Saturday, September 15, 2007

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
拆穿我留些意怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你


This is so true for friendship. Die hard friends are hard to find. Especially when I've met people like Buddy & Qiu Ping along the way. Love them to bits and pieces. (: It's just so amazing to see the bond between us getting stronger and stronger year after years! A 9 and a 11 friendship! WOOHOO!

And we celebrated each other's birthday this year together. The feeling is just so good!

Today I met up with QP to buy cake. -.- That smart girl went to JP instead of JE's prima deli. So I need to wait for her. She's so ''efficient'', I finished my breakfast, she still haven reach. Decided on Hazelnut Indulgence and rush over to Clementi.

Went into KBox 1st in order to give buddy a surprise. Lit candles with Happy Birthday in the bg. She sort of expected it. After making wish, the cake was cut. Passed her the card I made and she TEARED! I saw her rubbing her eyes and ask if she cried. But she said no. But yes! She did. Aha she was touched! =) She teared last year too but I was sleeping so I din realised. She peeped at the giantcard I made while I slept. >D Yeah our friendship will still stay strong and we'll go KBox to celebrate b'day 10 years down the road. If got children le also can bring them along. Lol!



So sang quite alot of songs! Wheeeeee it has been nearly a few mths since I stepped into K. It felt GREAT! especially with right company~ Sang sang sang and took lotsa pics but it's with buddy. The cake was yummilicious~ The food was alright. Bused to Bugis but buddy wasn't feeling good so cabbed home instead. Buddy takecare alright! We shall go out together after your promos! Go out eat zi cha and shop.

It's love :D

Friday, September 14, 2007




For my dearest buddy- Qiu Hui (:

14092007 is your big day. We've been thru quite alot these past 9years. Without you, I may not have been what I am today. Despite the age difference, somehow we clicked well & we have anything under the sun to say & crap. Perhaps you're older by 2 years, you always will give me constructive advices and suggestions. Whenever I felt like giving up or waving the white flag, your hands and ears reach out to me.

You may not know how much impact you have on me but you did make a difference in my life. The times we spend mugging cum sleeping at your place during the torturous Os, planning & organizing outings, chilling out by the riverside vomitting out the lil secrets and all.. Thanks for all your support all these while.

I wish you all the best in every lil thing and do well for your upcoming promos! :D

You're definitely one friend that I cherished very very much~

Once again,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!

Loves XiaoWei.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Guys who are gentlemen are charming :D
Agree or disagree?

Opening doors for ladies &
Letting the ladies get outta lift first.

And I met so many in one day!
That really made my day. =)

Oh so random.

Son called today during work and yeah sort of catch up with him abit. That smart ass got quite a high gpa. Engineering = Maths. =/ Well he landed in somewhere he can do well. Good for him. (:

The thick pile of files and data made me feel so sleepy and fatigue by just looking at them. And yeah still got work waiting for me in the office. I hear BAP calling out to me.

Yeah the person called and say he will deliver the hamper tml. (:

Two more days more. & the day is also my buddy's BIG DAY!

And holidays doesn't seem like holidays at all.
Workworkwork all day long.

Looking forward to Sat.
Still brainstorming of surprises for celebration. WOOhoo! Big day.


Awww, anyway it's WEDNESDAY already. Time zoomed so fast that I lost count of the date. Soon it'll be FRIDAY! Wheeee coz you know it's gonna be the weekends!

Hang on peeps & nights! (^#,^)
GOOD day to all for the rest of the week!!

Sunday, September 09, 2007



Yeah that's a pic of us who went for the steamboat that day. =D X-Men in action. HAHA!

It has been a rather pleasant week for me. Work is hectic & real busy. Browsing through the thick files with N students' applications, scanning and compiling statistics & photolist (makes me feel so sleepy!!!) However the GOOD thing is that there's always freebreakfast & the nice colleagues who will guide me along and yup, also got nice kuey lapis.

And the BRANDS.hamper will be delivered to my place this week :D :D :D

On a side note, results is gonna be released real soon. Don't know why, but I really look forward and quite eager to know how I fare, be it good or bad. Obviously, I hope I did well!

Holidays is over for the jc/secondary peeps, luck for promos & prelims!

WOOhoo there're many nice songs that I'm hooked to;
1. 穷开心
2. 任意门
3. 玩酷

& many many more...



is my best companion on the way to work everyday (: Knowing more about the latest music & local news happening, like the guy who took the rifle and ammunition outta camp. Ohmy.. That is dangerous. No wonder on the way back from work that day to JP, I saw some men in blue (normally seen petrolling at the MRT) on street.

So the point is listening to radio can help enhance my awareness of such happenings around me. =) YES! so listen to YES93.3FM, the best / popular radio station.

Real lazy to touch any quiz(es) now so friends who had tagged me, I'll do when I'm less lazy or should I say when I am more hardworking. =p Heh!

Ohya, it's 09/09 today. Happybirthday to Adeline! ^^

Alright, toodles~ I'm outta here.
Good day (or rather week) to ALL!!!

-I smiled when I looked up and see the beautiful sight of magnolia white clouds dotted with azure blue that very day. (:

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Pancakes are love. Especially when I don't feel like having rice or noodles. :D
DO you know the combination of peanuts & sweetcorn is heavenly? =]

  • Work
Feeling very fatigue these few days. However, nothing can beats money that comes along with the exhaustion from work. Alright, I sounded $$ minded. Haha but who doesn't love cash. Started work on Thursday in SIM. The colleagues are nice & friendly peeps. Photo-stating endless copies of notes & papers, keying data of the students in, listening to phone calls when the rest were away in meeting. Food was good. :D Everything else is good except got some paper-cuts.

  • 6.1 Gathering; Steamboat
- - - - - - - -
In 2003
We went back to visit Mrs Tan!

In 2004
Did we have gathering? I think so but it was so long ago and I cannot recall.. I think we caught a movie that features Twins.

In 2005;
We didn't manage to catch Mrs Tan but we met up. Mess around in pizza hut and caught a movie [the perfect match].

26/12/2005
BBQ at ECP! (:

In 2006;
we're all back in pri sch. Sitting around Mrs Tan like small kids, listening to her. That was the only time where we had most of us present as a class. (: And we went off for Sakae after that. Caught a super duper ... movie. Monster House. And we sat at Banquet and chit chat till late night.

09/09/06
had BBq at West Coast Park. Had loads of fun messing around with food, ice and games like MURDERER! We stayed till quite late coz we just love to kill JJ. Everybody was like targetting on him only! He will whine when he's the 1st one to die. LOL!

Sept
Mugging at JE lib with 'em. =D

01/12/06
Overnight BBQ at ECP :D

- - - - - - - -

Rushed to meet Qiuhui @ Clementi after work. The crappy Cedric was also there with his crappy friend. Then we went off to meet the rest at Marina Bay. There were many others going for steamboat also. The bus was packed so half of em boarded and we took a van there. It was so much comfy than squeezing the bus like sardines. The van was so much faster than the bus lahz! Settle down and got food. Me & Qiuhui went to chop crabs and get live prawns. My hands became stinky. But for GOOD food, it's worth.

It was damn comical scene to live prawn jumping outta the hotplate. And it happened to our tables. The prawns are alive! It's quite cruel to eat em live but it's NICE and yummy! Ate till I really wanna throw out. Took group photos [some spastic shots] and it's with JJ. Headed to the arcade to play some games. Left ard 1130pm, boarded the train and the madJJ keep making us laugh. Crossing his arms and say he's chen shui mian. It should be xu chun mei * & it's chen shui bian not mian. Started digging out the old times and laughing at our past.

Like...
______ split his pants while doing star jumps.
______ eating white chicken wings.
______ eating grasshoppers when the teacher ask him why he catch.
______ flicking his ''pi sai'' at others.
______ slapping people's back when they talk and adjust his watch after doing so.
______ is a big bully back in sch.
______ fell into the pond.

It was really funny incidents that happened back in those times. How many of you still meet up with primary school mates? I am very proud to say, "YES! I DO!" Miss those times when we are given special treatment back in the old campus, having classes at the air-conditioned annex blocks. And someone even say if we (those frm poly & other jcs) transfer, we can form a class in jjc. It will be so sweet to be in the same class again after 5yrs right. There are freaking many 6.1 ppl in jjc, they can have gathering anytime they want.

Haha! And yup, too bad that no everyone made it for the gathering but hopefully next time, more peeps can be present.

6.1' 02 :D is love!

In 2007
we met up again!

In the years to come, there'll still be meet up(s) !!! ;]

Oh ya, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO all the teachers especially those who've imparted your knowledge to me. :D



  • Lucky star shinning [AGAIN]
Guess what. I've won something again. 500SGD worth of Brands products from stay sharp contest. I felt random and just sent in an entry that day.

Question: 请问要当一个“眼明心清”的人,应该具备什么条件呢?
一个“眼明心清”的人,应该具备很快地反应能力,过目不忘的好脑力,只要看一眼就能牢牢记在心里。眼睛也会非常注意 (observant and sharp) 周围所发生的事。判断事情的能力要很好,心要稳和定下来(stable & calm)来做出正确的判断。眼明心清的人应该很照顾自己的双眼,当眼睛累了就要让它们休息,也要有足够的睡眠。身心才会健康,这样他才会“眼明心清”。

That's my answer. HAHA! Hope the luckystar keep on shinning and bless me with GOODresults on 14th I guess. & pass the luck to all my friends having promos.

  • Sidenote
31st Aug- Happy B'day to Wendy & Tiffany. (:
Stay sweet n happy always~

Shopping tml for some office wear and bling bling accessories.

Oh ya, Lynette I realised I did that [weird] quiz before, not long ago. Haha! So I no need do le right? (:

I miss angangangHUIFANG! :D Quite some time since we last met up yeah. Half a year perhaps. Stop growing! Puberty is over!!! Meet up soon hor!



  • Just-for-laughs

HOKKIEN lesson~~


Children is suay-kia.


Bird is jiao-kia.


Puppy is gao-kia.


Kitten is ngiao-kia.


Chick is kuay-kia.


Give birth is sey-kia.


Police is mata-kia.


Tattoo is ang gong kia


Fatty is bui-kia.


China guy is Teong Kok-kia.


Malay is huan-kia.


Indian is cake-leng-kia.


Chinese is tng-lang-kia.


Japanese is jit-pun-kia.


Bad guy is pai-kia.


Good guy is ho-kia.


Korean car is KIA.


Furniture is IKEA.


Handphone is NOKIA.

If you manage to read up to this point, you are a Gong-kia (stupid).


If you laugh, you are a Siao-kia (mad).


Alright. It's a super duper long entry already. Better stop before anyone doze off while continue reading. Hah! Enjoy the weekend and holidays is here for the sec & jc kiddos! Woots~

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

A short & quick update.

Donuts from donutfactory :D YAY! coz not i queue. cs queued while waiting for me. So went to find fyn and got my job. Ok both of us got job. Don't know should be happy or ... Working at different places~ Boohoo. Gonna be so bored working alone. Haha but nvm la. Starting work tml at somewhere near school. That means we cannot go back to sch for teachers' day on fri ): ):

WHERE where?
Is no difference from going sch actually. Which is beside ngeeann, SIM for admin work. Paywise got nothing to say since cpf is included. Stupid cs's pay is 50 cents/hr higher than mine. RAHHHH~ Quite alot when mulitply by hrs till oct.

Walked from cathay to plaza to cathay to bugis & trained to cine. WAH we really can walk under the burning hot sun. Settle on HAIRSPRAY. Ok not too bad. Quite entertaining. =) The songs are nice also. Go watch~



Zac Efron is just so so hot! :D


Bused home in 174 & someone had to walk quite a LONG distance home.

The oh-no-life-days will begin tml. But hope it will be a good day at work. :D

happyholidays to all!~

Friday, August 24, 2007

No more mugging
No more notes and past year papers
No more coffee (at least for now)
No more burning of midnight oil
No more "Those who cheat in the exam will be referred to the school's disciplinary committee"
No more freezing aircon
No more exams (for now till next sem) :D

YAY IT'S OVER (:


09 96 13 92
I hate OB. The only module that I sat right in front ._.

CIP was atrocious,
Stats was moderate,
OB was so-so &
econs a rather easier paper than I had expected.

Hopefully I will kiss all these modules goodbye. For now, forget about studies and it's the start of holidays.

workworkwork
funfunfun
$$$$$$$


we'll stay lke that always =] hoxiaobelle



mms by val :D

val must be my twinnie in many donkey years back coz she can read my mind. wahaha =D shall do the [tagged] quiz by Lynette in the next entry yeah. =)

On a sidenote, happy birthday to MsLai & belated to YuanShan :D

Sunday, August 19, 2007

害怕

我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着



FEAR.
That is one of the human' weakness that are seldom shown on the outside.

It's too much to take. At times, I just feel like giving up.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Studied with Leeying @ coffee bean today. Had a large caramel latte and I guess it's gonna be a long night for me. Taught her stats. Had a great laugh seeing her doing stats, she's kinda blur and keep sub-ing in the wrong values. Spent like hrs in teaching her 2 topics. Did econs while she attempt the exam qns.

I still hate econs
I think I never love econs in the first place.
& I can never fall in love with econs~

stats :D
CIP kills xC
OB =)

3 more days to first paper ):
7 more days to HOLIDAYS~
time for play, work & ... $$$$$$ =D

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Wednesday, August 15, 2007











Just another random day.

Met up cs to go mdc collect my khali fong album. Ate mac on the way in the bus and laugh like some lunatics. Missed the stop and reach Toa Payoh and bus there again. I think we are really some mad ppl who just keep laughing non-stop (even not funny also can let us laugh until like...). Even the bus drive also like cnt tahan us. Collected the album, din bump into any artists. Saw Joanna on the way out.

Bused to JE and headed to lib cafe. That sxxxduck (dunno spelling) still remember me!! (: She was saying cs dun resemble doraemon. Had Hilarious Hazelnut. -.-'' That drink really is hilarious. Studied econs there. Left for dinner at Kobayashi. Next was neo craze lahz! Don't you think he got the ''potential'' in taking neo. LOL! Spent quite some time there. Bumped into Si Ting while I was waitin for that cs who visits the toilet like as though it was his second home. Hey gal, it's not what you think k. (:

I started to understand the different market structures. 要把它的底摸得轻轻楚楚, 所以我已经把它抹得不清不楚了。=)The motivation comes and goes. Come motivation, come to me for the next few days. I promise I will treat you nice ._. Going bonkers syndrome. Keep clear and stay away. I need lots of luck. So please help me pray I will have at least 4As. FYI, I only got 4 examinable modules. Haha! I'm so greedy. @@ But who doesn't wants A?

Lucks to many many people~~
Especially those having exams yeah :D

Here's a joke shared by someone,

A: I am crying now.
B: Why?
A: Coz the air con very cold.
B: -.-'''

*So cold* If you think the above joke is not funny, please kindly use your finger and poke your stomach, tickle yourself and make urself TRY to laugh. (: Thanks for ur cooperation. Xie xie he zuo.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

It's a super duper ultra lucky Tuesday.

Someone fell down. Her knees suffer minor injuries. So did her lappy. It's the second time. The last time was in mid July?

Orbi quek~ =D

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Haha. That person was me -.-'' Serve me right.
Who else can be as lucky as me? =3

I was wondering whether I will fall and the next split second, I fell. Now the knee still hurts, the skin is like.. I should have listen to val.


I bumped into a old friend together and exchanged no. It was nice to bump into old pals. Though we stay quite near, we never keep in contact. Yeah calling for all my friends & 老朋友们,你们被missed 了!=)


mugmugmugmugmugmug
but remember have a break
& ...
have a kit kat =D

all the torture will end by next fri :)

Saturday, August 11, 2007





Spent the National Day eve at East Coast, BBQing! Pitching the tents by the seaside. Bought tons of seafood and those-usual-must-buy bbq stuffs. We walked out of the mart w/o paying the charcoals and grill. Awww.. Then the cashier came after us. But we did not have any intentions to shoplift. Just that we placed the stuffs under the cart and totally forgotten about em. Cabbed to ECP, Area G. The pits were all fully booked, even in the ulu ulu Area like G. Had fun BBQing from 6plus all the way till 11plus. Played games and drank. 10% Long Island tastes... Fill in the blanks. Played "I have never" and was made to drink. Got into the tents but it was really hard to doze off. The wind was really cooling at night. (:

Woke up ard 6plus and it was raining. )x What a good way to celebrate National day. Hid in the tent. Ordered Mac and the delivery time was 1 1/2hr long. Went off to the beach and jetty. Area G has the Yatch Club so we got to see many Yatches out in the sea. Sometimes wind is just too strong that some yatches capsized. But I guess it's fun out in the sea. Headed back for breakfast and the mac's service was really terrible that we called and complain. Well well. Continued playing Bridge and Cheat. Packed up at 3plus. We walked all the way to near Changi Airport. Bused home.

Oh ya, Happy 42nd Birthday to our homeland, SINGAPORE. Watched the NDP and it was pretty awesome. =) I wish I was there too. Hopefully I can go if I manage to ballot the tix.

Losing focus.

I can do it and I must do it. (:

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Is the lucky star shinning?

Won an autographed 方大同's CD from Mediacorp through some contest.
Was so shocked and excited at the same time while browsing through my inbox and had a email asking me to go down to Mediacorp to collect. :D Been quite some time since I won anything. Last time was tickets from 93.3fm to 2 movies premier.

National Day is coming.
Uhm.. in like less than 2 days.
Feel very "Singaporean" and damn excited.
Also dunno why.
Parade. Mass display. Parachutes.
& most impt of all, the
Fireworks~~ =D
Just find them so beautiful (:

The fireworks fest will be on 17 & 18 Aug, 9pm.



"We stand together and hear the lion ROAR ok."

On the other hand, I think I suck. =/
I just cannot make full use of the time.
Time management suck big time.

I faint at the sight of the pile of econs notes. =S
CIP is ...
OB is ...
All I did was 2 chpts of OB & 3 past yr stats papers the past few days.

2weeks will fly in a blink of the eye.

Stress is sinking in.
Knock some sense into me.
Perhaps it's useless.
I can only depend on myself.
Xiaowei's sucha sadist.

Hang on to those having exams. (:
Lucks.


It's so hard to define the meaning of happy.
YES. i mean H-A-P-P-Y.
Neither sad nor happy = Question marks



When the mouth actually ran out of words...

Saturday, August 04, 2007



The ho xiao belle[s] :D

Hopefully we'll be in the same class for next sem. It's weird. Why? The ho and belle are in the same class and I'm in another class. I guess combined class brought us together. Though I know Belle from orientation but wasn't close with her at all. FYI, she came for one day only. Haha! =D Come to think of it, we're from the same group- DWARKA.

Came up with hoxiaobelle during one of the bcomm tutorials when doing a assignment. Hope we can stay like that. It's always fun and easy with 'em around. xD



GAH! Guess I will miss these people.

Those times when we were on the same dance floor, having difficulties in the dance moves, bumping into one another, munching away during lessons, gossiping... Yeah and my MEOWmates! The Fridays we spent sitting down listening to sugar and his rantings, the weekends working on the assignments.. 2 of em are actually in the same s&w class as me. Coincidental or COINCIDENTAL? (: Chacha and jive. Woots!
换季

是泪滴结束每段感情
要时间忘记想忘记
其实埋藏在心里
雨滴结束每个冬季
晒不干过去就面对你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听天空晴朗开始好天气
别在忧郁让心情也天晴
失恋的人就
换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就
换季春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴


Random thoughts just flashed across my mind while listening to this song. The song is about the failure in relationship is like changing of the 4 seasons. Well then I thought about friendships.

How long or strong can true friendship last? Can the strong bonds between one another last? Will my buddies remember me 10 or 20 years down the road? Will distance be an obstacle to challenge the friendships?

I felt no matter how hard you try to maintain the bond, it will not be possible for every single friendships that I've made in the past years. Yes, some friendships are still the same, strong as before. It's possible due to the fact that the other party and me made a point in trying to keep it going :)

For some cases, it is just not the same anymore. The change from the past and now is really drastic. That particular someone is like a stranger, the someone who used to be so close seems to have drift away. I no longer know who you are. The change seems permanent. The distance is so faraway and there is an invisible wall between us. Sometimes, words are just meaningless and empty when not proven by actions.

Hoping that you will turn back. However I think it is quite impossible, the chances are minimal. All I can see is just a vague back view that is walking further and further. I've lost count of the number of steps taken. The tripping stone. Whatever, hope this someone will do well in life.

Enter is hard.
Exit is rather easy.
Agree or disagree?

It is assured that entering one's life, gaining the trust and becoming a real friend is hard. It takes quite some time. On the other hand, exit can be within split second. If entering is easy, one will then have tons and countless true friends & buddies that you can confide and trust in life. For me, it is quite true that entering is a tedious process.

Maybe only someone will know who I am talking about.
No idea of what the above paragraph is?
Or you think you're not that someone? Just ignore. =)

I'm definitely not feeling emotional or upset when I type this post. =]

Friendships can be so vulnerable.
But I still believe that real friendships exist.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

WOOHOO!

The start of the month.

What's up with the woohoo? My (study) break begins after 5pm tomorrow. & it starts at 3pm, so it's a short short day. :D On the other hand, quite worrying coz it's assessment luh. =/ Just hope we won't screw up the 2 dances. T_T Yeah Belle.

It has been a super duper short and slacking week for me.

Mon
Went school for only 2 hours- CIP tutorial. Waste time coz basically I am not absorbing anything. We just chit chat and laugh at the Neh mind neh mind joke. Lol! I think it will be very jia lat for me. From the start of term 2, after PBL presentation, the hoxiaobelle(s) skipped lectures. I learned nothing except for what health risks or whatever.

Tues
OB tutorial. Stats lecture was ._. the lecturer start on the dot even when the LT is less than 1/5 full. And guess what's best? It ended within 25min, going through format of the paper. And the main thing was we've got tutorial at 3pm. The girls in the class camwhored at the stairs in the LT, the lecturer was waiting for us (to leave). We went to sit at the stairs. Attempt to jump down. Then we cam-whored. Shall upload the photos when the lazy ho send me. (: Takecare ah Ho!

Had tutorial and got back our econs; A+ =D I suck at Econs man. Must master how to draw the countless no of graphs. MARKET STRUCTURES!!!

Wed
Which is TODAY! I regretted going sch. Suppose belle felt so too. OB was way too boring with him going through all the slides again which I see no point. Me and belle sneaked out in the middle and Ernie joined us. Had breakfast and there's a long queue for the breakfast set. Someone had problem cracking the eggs. =P And this someone keep insisting that guy is from our og. (which is not...) Next was CIP. DIGITAL LIFE and the emerging technology. Scribble on the sheet of OB check list and played silly games like BINGO and hangman. That's how bored we can get. Skipped tutorial. =]

Reached home early and decided to take nap. The feeling was great coz it has been sometime since I have time for that. Was occupied with projects and presentations earlier the start of term2. WHY? It's so unfair when engineering people seems so free. No offence to any engineering students. But Business is like flooded with such. Ok in conclusion, naps are great! Especially with such cooling and cold weather nowadays to sleep.

There's no more official lesson. =) Now it lies with self-discipline to get a good gpa for this sem. Shall be very motivated and draw up a study plan to start mugging. Nerdy nerdy nerd nerds. Exams falls on 21st-24th. 4 modules. Start early to revise and no more last min. It's a no no.

National Day is coming. Ain't you guys excited? Don't know why I so high? Can't wait to see the glamorous fireworks and the awesome 43rd celebration for Singapore. I love Singapore!!! We'll stand together and hear the lion ROAR!!!~

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
School is great!
End of post. Off to draw up study plan. (: