Tuesday, October 30, 2007

完美故事

那是才开始认识你的日子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
假如你是我等待的爱情故事
我希望每页都有你的名字
两个人陌生认识
爱不是个孤独的字
有些话想几千次
对你想说些什么
但是我没办法解释

爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实

那是才开始认识你的日子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
假如你是我等待的爱情故事
我希望每页都有你的名字
两个人陌生认识
爱不是个孤独的字
有些话想几千次
对你想说些什么
但是我没办法解释

爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实
爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实
I used to compare present to before.
But I come to realise that before is always the best.
So I don't compare no more.
It can never be as they are not the same. (:

Lay back the good, old memories locked within the hearts.
The smiles I will always have hanging there when I look back.

Move forward and discover.
Pick 'em up along your way and
when you look back again, the grin gets wider.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Somehow I prefer work to studies (for now).

Oh so random.

I made an effort to do my tutorial.

My mood is quite sunny now after the results. (: xzxzxz
WOOhoo it's SUNDAY~ so it's MONDAY tml.
Monday = School = Waking up duper early = Dragging laptop & damnheavybooks along to NP



Yeah I'm so in love with this song! =)

Friday, October 19, 2007

Alright back to blogging.

Thanks to those who have been concerned about my previous post and the friends who kept me going & supporting me. Really appreciate loads. (: I'm glad that the condition has turned better.


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In a blink, it's Friday already. School has started after like 7weeks. Those fortunate kiddos in Pri, Sec & JC are going on holidays. Well major exams- Os and As up for some of them as well. Good luck to all of you!

PSLE was over last week. I was still working last week and so overheard colleagues discussing over it since some had children taking the exams. It was really _____ to hear kids crying because they cannot do/complete or maybe ace the paper. It just reflects how competitive people can get over exams. Attended LMS class today and the tutor talked about the education system also. There will be people who will try to squeeze into the top class or best class due to reasons such as friends are there, the subject combination is the best. But everyone has their own capacity. And there cannot be so many people getting As and not possibly having many no.1 as there will have people who's at the bottom. Exams are not everything.

On the last day of work before I left SIM, my colleague talked to me about studies. He really gave me alot of encouragement and tips on how to do well in studies and life. Exams are definitely not just determining how smart you are and how many As you can achieve in academic. During the process of studies, the knowledge and skills we can pick up are far more important than how well you can really do well in exams. He really motivate me to do well. He's also an average polytechnic student, he went overseas to pursue his degree and masters. His GPA was 3.8, quite impressive.

Studies is not about competing with others but a matter of whether you've met your own expectations. 3.41 is considered fairly good but it's not meeting my own expectation. I'm definitely gonna have a better time management and work harder this semester. =)

It's all about attitude!


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Work
I have learnt quite alot from my colleagues. Be it from paperwork to handling calls and everything. It's a worthwhile experience over there. The people are really nice over there and even the students are really great and helpful.

School
One week zoooomed past and yeah it's time to switch from holiday mood to study mood. Only had lectures and BCA workshop this week. Everything went in from one ear and came out from the other. BAHhh~ I guess it's gonna be a tough sem ahead since I didn't have any good feeling about any of the lecturers and seems like there's no lecture like CIP that I can skip. Oh well..


Meet ups
Met up with DARcie last Sunday. Yeah went for a lil shopping for bags and stuff. Alright the main point is we got to meet up like finally after !@#$%^& years. Catch up quite along and I guess her life is really happening. Heh! Bitching and suan-ing each other like tomorrow. Doing stupid things like laughing like some mad women on bus, her bbtea incident.. Shall go out again soon yeah~ =D Got a haircut at FarEast too. It was really great as I cut away my thick long fringes.


Out with buddy last Sat but had to pangseh her to rush to hospital. So met up with her on Mon after lecture. Headed to Westmall for movie. The sound system suck. Watched 881. Yeah kinda slow, it's been screening for more than 1mth but just had the free to time to catch it. It was nice but I cannot get some part of the story. It was touching towards the end.

I wanna catch Lust also. Lee Hom's starring in that movie. Hohoho~

Sidetrack a little, wonder if anyone listened to 暗巷2, 广播剧场 by yes93.3fm. The ending 2.1 was really sad but on the whole, the storyline is really good!! Only when you lose something, you'll then cherish it! Click here 暗巷2

Yeah exchanging textbooks and going shopping tml or should I say later in another few hours time.

What a long post, better stop before you wanna throw eggs or rotten veggies.
Enjoy the weekend peeps (before Monday comes again) !!! :D

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Just when I thought it's the start of liberty from work, it is actually the start of the nightmare.

I dare not think of the consequences.
I feel so scared in the cold ward.
The machines and the medication on him.
I broke down when I thought I can be strong enough to hold back my tears.
The pain he felt was tremendous,
too much for one to take.

I wish I was the one there.
I don't mind if my life will be shorten if he can pull through.
I hope he can stand up and nag/ scold me.
I just don't want to see you lying there, cannot even recognising us no mater how hard we tried to call you.

No matter how much I've hated you, all the hatred is gone when it's on the brink of losing you.
So please don't take him away from us.