last dae of `05
woke early in da morn at 7plus? booo! was waken up by my uncle. had to go to tb control unit for a check up. coz my ah gong got mahz. so muz check whether we all got affect anot. shower. took cab down to thomson dat area. waited. filled up our details n particulars. =( had to take JABs!! can faint. i'm scare =/ went to the small rm n had jab. it's PAIN of coz but ok lahz. din cry. it bleed. needa go back ferr x-ray or watever on tue which gt sch. leaving sch at 2 bahz so cant go choir do banner.

took cab back home. go mac buy breakfast. da guy was so lol lahz. so de.. bought pancakes. watched tv while eating. xiao zhu de show. luo mi ou catch criminals de. went out at 1130 to meet hf. went jp had lunch. had sizzling hotplates at banquet. mango ice kachang was ewww. walked ard in search of baggies. went bugis. walked walked. went to clementi --> jp. cant make up my mind. any suggestion anyone?

went home. saw jm along da wae back. washed up. cedric called. blah. he was playing da music he used to sing making fun of my name. watever xwg~ >< tink muz be his bro lahz. crapped. i sent him wrong sms-es dat dae. wat 10min n orchard. oso dunnoe who or why i sent. unconscious~ asked him down ferr countdown but his mum.. so nah.

met dar n hf at 7plus. went shopping ctr photocopy dar de stuffs n collected my spects!! woots. went qh hse to put stuffs. ._. so ps lohz me. i peep into his bro rm denn i sae no one. next moment i saw one guy which is his cousin behind me. -_-'' me arz waited ferr qp to come n we went down for COUNTDOWN!! so crowded. hang ard. bought food n settle at a corner to eat. talked talked n played truth n dare. some approached ppl to sae hi or happy new yr. sae bout pri sch de crushes~ went up to carpark n played sparkles.

last dae of 05` time juz flies n new yr is here~

in this 2005, it has been a long way to pull thru this yr. it has been tough journey but w/o my buddies, i ll not be here now. haha.

graditudes to;

eeyore; really a big thanks! somehow or rather we can alwaes talk secrets n have been my pole where i can rely on. a friendship where we had cold wars for months in sec2` lil misunderstanding. somehow we alwaes can make up. ;) thanks for been tolerant n bearing with me. a friendship going on for 3 yrs. remain as best buddies alwaes~

shuman; man man. ermm a bubbly gal who alwaes jumps around. blur blur sotong dat can make us really happy. had great time with her. a nice man who really give us things. eg eating cheese BREAD in class. she bring de!! continue ur hard work in sec4.

sawbian; another gal who is impt in my life. why? we go to sch together in da morning!! or u can imagine how bored it can be alone? a nice gal who will not betray u, keep secrets. a good listener and helper for ur sorrows. never sae NO to frenz. where to find?

jazzrel; a good listener to share ur loads of worries. will not reject others. a very enthu gal who's on with anything. someone who can motivate to do work. a never giving up person.

tiffany; a super pleasant sun nu of mine. special mention coz i really find dat she's a nice person whom u can talk to. share lil secrets. someone who is really patient. alwaes bully me but can be really kind n nice. thanks for spending my last yr of open hse so wonderful n fun. adding colors to my choir life.

darcie; buddies since pri4? we had a big cold war of nearly 2yrs n we nv talk. but in p5/6 we made up. alwaes goin out tgt taking da same routine to jp imm on sundays. nv fail to make me smile with her cold n lame jokes. we 2 are big jokers. ahaa. enjoy ur crappings n chatting session. Os are coming n we will not be out so often le. but after Os let's go out more again!!

paul n kk; felt very happy when i heard those words frm u all. knowing dat u are still enthu in class stuff. making it possible to have our 2c spirit going on. the pillars of 2c. keep the fire burning n hope our class can go on n stay as best frenz 4va~

maureen; mummy! erm really abig thanks for all ur motivation n encouraging words when i broke down while doin courseworks. someone whom i can alwaes throw all my sorrows at. nv fails to make me feel good again. when i fall, u ll hold me. thanks!!

there are many ppl i want to thank but it's gonna be days n months to type all out. they are;

<3 weishan sioknah chien juen huplian siewming huiying joanna poh sin hsienjuen cheryl adeline qinghui siqi danlim cedric guohao hassan jaer joshua xinyi xuelian xueting wanting peiyong shujia shangyuan wingyi weijie yuying, qiuhui huifang qiuping all my 2c peepx & all choirians.

list will go on n on~

reflection
i ll work doubly hard for the year 06 coz its my major yr. Os!! same to all who are taking. not to slack n idle anymore. i muz try to be less sensitive towards everything. taking things openly n be less narrow minded. thank you ppl whom have been dere for me. anything u can oso come to me ;) i ll be here if i am not sleeping? haha. gambatte for the new yr. strive for excellence!! =] quoted from fuhua's motto. a smooth sailing future ahead. keep smiling!! =D

loads of love.

# counting down; 02 daes

thurs 291205
i seems so free to be blogging so often. nah is grab last few daes b4 i have a new start in 2006.

woke freaking early at 7plus. shower and changed to go sch. had choir pract. combined. con't to strive bahz. attendance ferr alto was great. keep on coming ;) rusty le so spent long on the songs. had meeting after that to settle admin stuffs. looking forward to it. muahaha. looked at class labels as they are up. my class din change? on same level same rm. beside is 4a. 5b n 5a.

ps to tiffany to let her wait so long. realli sorry.

had lunch wib her at banquet. intially undecided so walked rounds n ended up still dere. had chicken chop while she had her usual~ the plate was freaking BIG! went to buy bb tea. she din wanna go home so.. we went back to sch to talk talk. canteen washing so we sat at the locker corridor de benches talk talk~ bout tiffany de secrets!! wanna noe? shall NOT tell u. laughing off my head bout her childcare stuffs. a really stubborn gal. to alot of other stuffs. talked n talked.

rained!!! ._. stuck in sch. we hanged ard sch. we had lemon barley. walked one round ard sch n went to sch nearby the optics see see. NAH not nice. fly n explore the neighbourhood. go ntuc n this H2O tank wan water AGAIN so i buy. blackcurrent something de. nice lahz but sweet. parted with her at 4plus? reached home n shower.

dragged till late denn met qiuhui go boon lay make my spects. =/ go to the usual old uncle shop. YIPEEEE love dat spects~ woots. it's black framed de. i tinking of getting one white de oso. so chio. it's cheap too. my degrees juz 125 bahz? but in class i blind le cant copy notes~ shopped wib her for the bed sheet she gonna changed coz we goin over on 31 to stay overnite after the countdown. so excited. ;D cant wait. went to pasar malam got a coconut n some finger food. went to her hse n slacked~ went home n watched tv!! liang de ge so sweet.. :)

i got my spects! next shall be bag!! and hair. cut n make sure i bian mo shu become black my hair. =] happy dae~ lalala~

# counting down; 04 daes

wed 281205
WOOOOHOOO choir day!! BAH BAH~ ahaa reached sch quite early. only got me n 2 sec2s; yifeng n meixin? down dere talked talked n came tania! alto!! soon many came. joked n played ard. *fast forward* soon it was 10am! saw many altos de! so we all moved to facing parade sq dere. how COOLINGdat was. SUN !!! had sectionals.

i really will feel veri happy if u guys will he zuo. for example; we sae moved denn moved ok? (: or the voice will be so bits n pieces. dat will make us SLs n P more relax. really project ur voice ok? you sing in choir purpose is to lalala-ing de yeah. or else, so funny lyk dancers join dance n dun dance? c'mon we altos mahz. not scolding juz some facts to make us even better. alto de leaders all veri lenient n dun scold ppl de. so muz cooperate. =) a point to note when u ppl take over us. not much problem wib u ppl~ enjoy crapping n talking to u ppl~

seniors came back. quite happy. they kept their promises. their advices gave us more motivation to lead on. esp the talk wib xueting. we realli look up to her man~ ;) we needa be firm n draw a line of SL bahz or our words hold no meaning. FIERCE? cant bahz. ahaa~ anyway choir is one thing but we all are gd frenz outside choir oso?

went CU to makan. 17 choirians! 3 generations. seniors us n sec1s!! had you mian. cheryl go shake tiffany (whose sitting beside me) n the drink tiffany holding spilled on my bag!! OIE! nah not angry juz.. >< haha silly 2 was holdin keyboard trying to play dunnoe wad melody. walked back to sch.

sat at canteen to wait for ball. talked talked. ball came n went to parade sq to play. cheryl din play. nyny did. seniors [lao ren] vs us. they were still as strong. lost to em. tired so stopped. we sat down n chatted. bout camps`ghostly stuffs`dreams`our welcome party for sec1 choir-ians. so fun de water bomb. =] use plastic cups. all da UG falling in were looking at us gong gong. rushing to taps to refill n made the canteen WET. but fun dats most impt!! ;) ahaa worrying bout choir after us leaving~ population goes down. but jia you yeah!!

more ppl join in our conversation, sec4s. talked till funerals n coffins~ blah blah. had a nice talk. they so bad. take my fone denn tou pai my pic. dunnoe is who go used my fone go ring paul. juz got a call back frm him. ._. suspects are the 2 silly ya tou. oOps i mean sun nu[s]. ahaa~ talked till 5 le denn leave. went buy bb tea. had bread while they had fries. board 198 wib hy. needa settle loads of stuff during meeting tml. endless admin stuffs/work.

tml is 9am. =( how to wake up? i used to waking up at 10plus le. to those who din come today, i hope to see u guys tml. c'mon sectionals doesnt mean dun need to come kay. it is ur responsibilty yo come. not SLs calling u to come for pract. u dun come u dun learn n pract how to go for performance liddat? attendance was ok. for some who have valid reasons, u can set aside time juz merely 2hours to come, no matter wadever reasons/ excuses. u shld noe how to organise ur time. not meaning u have stuffs on denn u dun come. this is not scolding or lecture but u shld noe ur responsibilty. really appreciate ppl who came. ;)

really need MUST to have these b4 sch really starts
*school shoes
*a bag
*hair cut
*new pair of spects
-HOMEWORK n COURSEWORKS done- =X mission impossible!!

for now enjoy ur holidaes all ;) before whoosh it's GONE!!

finally i'm back to live mood. kinda crazy n physco by STUDIES. the thought of it juz eeks. homework

sat 241205
x'mas eve. rushed to jp last min to book bbq pit. thanks eeyore ferr pei-ing me! (: all pits at ecp nt available! only area f gt so no choice so booked. hang ard jp. saw many fuhua peepx. wanted to watch king kong but decided nt to. 3hours. too long. will watch some other days bahz. went to famous amos change my voucher ferr cookies. YUMMY! the packaging realli nice. biscuit oso. (: slurps. bought some necklace n chains. packed some food n eeyore gave me 2 lao po bing. home sweet home~

sun 251205
MERRY X'MAS ALL!!
santa ng blessed all kids adults old folks a blissful year ahead~
may all ur little or big wishes come true!! (:

received many x'mas greetings n sms-es. thanks peepx! to my surprise, some ppl lyk grads or nt veri familiar de oso sent me sms-es. dat's realli sweet. no matter is it the same sms or greetings, i save all in my fone in a folder. thanks!

mon 261205
WHEEEES! a super duper fun nice dae i have had in my whole holidaes!! caught up wib my pri sch buddies!! how long has it been since we hang out as a group? maybe teachers' dae? BAH. whatever.

met up my beloved qiuhui aka kiwi fruit at her hse dere. she rebond hair liaoz. now chio chio. went to wait for bus. ._. so long nv come. suddenly turn my head n saw.. xiao qing lohz. saw pizza hut uni de ren denn tink of her. so long le din realise dat i was also staying near her. juz a block away. chatted n crapped. bidded bb to lao mu ji. went to mac makan. talked talked. time passed real slow. went to kiddy palace. courts to sit sit sofa see see furnitures. went to john big little to play wib cosmetics!! ><'' so fun. test out ALL diff products. eyeliner nail polish lipstick etc~ went to smell perfume. spray spray play play. my whole hand is so colourful. =/

12.30 pm strikes. BOOOs everyone was PUNCTUAL nvm. waited n more came. went value buy stuffs. off we went to bedok. kim so bo liao. tell leng leng de riddles. crapped our way to bedok. went off shopping coz lazy guo hao was at home though he stay so near, paya lebar. GIANT. dwarf. took a trolley`off we go taking things n stuffs. gh suddenly pop out frm nowhere n cedric oso. so ps to ppl who queue behind us. we were freaking slow. so many stuffs~ added to $100.05 hao CHEAP for a 10man bbq.

LAZINESS cause us to take cab. easier to get to pit which is 62 at area F!._. no more other pits available. we had 2cabs. one wib all da stuffs. of coz we took da one w/o things! thanks peepx who brought em to da pit. reached pit. settle down. slacked while da 2 macho guys start fire! due to ... SHI BAI ! we played murderer n it was a HARD game. cute murderer qh was lyk.. ahaa. dunnoe how to kill ppl. blink eyes face will cramp. dai di too. n HEART ATTACK! really attack. gh was SLOW!! alwaes kanna hit hand reddest! mine was bloody red nia. we ate tuna wib bread jelly n drink.

we went to start fire. not really successful but we continued to bbq. qiuping came after pang seng-ing her mom n buying our needs. yipeee! started bbq-ing n our main focus is on TSUNAMI coz gt rumour sae todae s'pore will be hit. looking at ecp de high tides. we all were ._.''' chua tio. talking bout we will all perish together. drizzle came. so there we open hf de umbrella. close after it stop.

our worst came. RAIN + thunder storm + abit of lightning! BAH. we jian chi till cannot when rain realli pour meow n woof. tan to shelter wib all our stuffs n food. FIRE was so perfect under my control but.. RAIN!! >< worst still is our grill keep catch fire. LOL stupid peepx next pit BOOO us. they no better. ate wad is edible. squeeze together under the shield of ONE umbrella! how pathetic? =x but it was heart warmning coz we all were freaky COLD. wind blows~ took pics. did silly things lyk doin pri sch song cheers. solo by cedric. "kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa la~"

ppl will all laugh n look at us. NVM. coz we bad enuff to claim we were frm xxx sch. bleahz. stupid ppl frm da other side dsiao us nor. we laugh they oso. nvm. we oso did something bad. BLUE under.... =X we yum senggggggg~ for dunnoe freaking how long no breathe le. they oso copy. thanks to the nice ppl who gave us a white color de thrash like bag. we use as shield wind. COLD mahz.

rain finally smaller. YEAH! charlie angels me dar n qp went out to stroll. jumping on water! SPLASH~ woots. how nasty can we be. strolled n see see da other side de ''talentime or gathering" big grp of ppl. compared to 10 of us. cleared up. went toilet wash up. stinky toilet. we use da open shower area n play! water fight. kanna water while trying to hai others. GUOHAO came to female toilet. but.. it's OK! we're sister mahz.

walked from area F back to mac. it's like F to C? FAR sia. crapped n sang along da way. fun lahz denn ate our tibits. slacked at mac n went finding our way to marine parade. rmb da times when 2c de some fo us went off in da morn ourselves. same feel. YEAH! found our way out. caught 197 to go je. stupid gh leave da tongs etc so i bring em home. we were talking craps down dere. serious stuffs. our experience of late home phobia. scared em. went by many places. so freaking long journey!

The Promise
5 buddies ever qh qp dar hf n me shall celebrate one another bdae together next yr. i ll be da reminder!! yipee among all mine will be 1st! feb. next is dar in may. qp in june. qh hf in sep. STUDY together! next meeting is HARI RAYA next yr. or countdown for year 2006. stay over at qh hse. xD hooked fingers le yeah on bus.

visit to mrs tan hse next yr!! during chinese new yr! HONG BAO!!! :D

chalet for our class. the first one! die die must have. after Os everyone shld be FREE!! yippeee.
work together at robinson or somewhere together if can!! (:

got off at je library opp de stop. bidded bb to da rest n me hf qh took 198. long~
HOME SWEET HOME~

muacks to all my 6.1 buddies. had a nice n memorable bbq. in da rain!! takkaire n shall meet up soon.

came: xinyi kim qiuping qiuhui huifang darcie guo hao cedric n ME! (:
6.1`02 rawks!

ups and downs. there'll certainly be happy n sad times. let all my saddness go down the drain. happy moments i dun expect it ll last but vividly i ll rmb. it's all because of you

Mon 191205
waited quite long for this day bahz. our 2c`04 chalet once more at pasir ris bungalow. woots. started off the dae by goin aljunied wib eeyore. met at 8.30. was LATE. took train down. took 125 n climbed da dumb flights of stairs. tiring man! >< i took videos wib my fone every level we go. went back je makan lunch n waited ferr da rest to come n meet. many were late. left when all came.

reached dere n put down stuffs. 7 of us went out to buy groceries. went to elias mall. shopped shopped take take n pay 70odd bucks for all stuff. we wanna buy things n da guys render help to take all stuffs. we were goin in circles coz dunnoe where 7-11. bought .. n DNA [ a drink dat's only 5% alcholic] charcoal n ice. went back n played some cards games. slacked watched tv.

had steamboat. we had a photo taking. kahkin set timer n ran down frm da stairs, juz in time. we were to yummmmm seng~ took 2 shots. will upload if i can get kk coz my msn got some probs now. bOoooo! did washin up n watched tv. slacked.

played this game wib eeyore manman n cs. we were playing some silly games n cards n losers will have to be sprayed n punished. punishments were lyk to hug someone frm da back. or sae i love u. haha. it was so ps when i had to sae i love u to ys. ahaa.. as he's those kinda.. how to sae.. shy de.. >< cs was a funny de. he tio denn punishment is to hug ****. but he shy lahz. denn we down dere shout includin peepx on mahjong table "bao **** bao ****" so high nor. almost scream out my throat. tio punished got abit wet. we were all coverin our faces so wun tio.

suddenly oso dunno how started.. me n paul started da chase ard da hse.. i was chasin him after my squirtle. he took it n i got his wallet. we were on da 2nd level tryin to get back each other stuff. kk was down dere stoned. din help me. >< dumb paul go hide in da room. he wanna tear my squirtle apart. separate da head frm da body. lol. others were dere taking down video n pics of da 'fight' TRUST? can trust him lahz he can keep his promise. da chase din end. coz i had his i/c. he snatched it again n chase. really sweats~ ended. da process was really lol lahz. kiddish us. da guys all ended helpin him. screamed so much n losing my voice.

played mahjong. rc taught us. sk came too. he stupid de nor. hai wo de. >< took my watch dat's lyk a ruler to play. whenever da tv channel u got da merry xmas song by superstars he will sing~ lalala~ shall made him go choir someday. lol. he sang n sang~ he love da part where jy n wl goes [but if u hold me tight~] played da small mahjong set wib rc. we had to play 2 person's role. keep running about. had a long game. before i slept on da sofa.

heard noises. brian may they all came. saw a golden man when i tried looking up. went back rm played cards. sk rc had this fight. recorded wib my fone. dunnoe how n i slept.

tues 201205
woke up next dae. was shivering coz da air con was really string. saw manman n sk when i opened my eyes. they came to slept. stupid sk keep ka jiao n snatch blanket. he bo liao till play wib da blue eeyore n my squirtle. he tokin craps. really cant sleep. he's lyk da olden daes in june 04 de chalet at coasta sands, [[TRUMPET]] !! so NOISY! woke up n went over to guys' de room discuss bout food for bbq. on wad to buy n pay etc. was sitting in dere wib my blanket. da guys went out on da shopping spree. so nice yeah. 2c guys are nice.

continued my beauty sleep. got up n played mahjong. i was bad at it. they were back n in kitchen doin most of da chores. *claps* din really enjoy da noise level n feeling quite sickly so went back rm to slp. thanks haris who climbed over frm da window next door n asked if i'm ok. a few others too. my son of coz too, shawn. he was tapping my head n got da others to be less NOISY happily w/o knowing slept til 5plus.

got up watched tv. thanks my mummy maureen ferr da words. da guys came back frm fishin or watver. nice yongseng gave me his drink. coffee de. nice! =D thanks coz nv expected he can be nice too. they were busy preparing bbq. me n few others were glued to da tv. fighting remote controls. sk n cs insist watch channel 8. took turns.

went out wib son to fetch yy lp n angel. tok to him alot n hope he can change bahz. wish him all da best in his re-exam. wanna see him in 4e next yr. they came n we stared tokin rot. lyk DHL? DZ? ahaa. angel got teased. din had lunch but somehow i'm not hungry. din ate much when son started to feel worry. he got me food. thanks boi. haha. ys so cute. he was eating hot dogs dat he juz made. he din dare to eat when i was lookin at him. he moved n got away. he came back awhile ltr n passed me da hot dog. ^^ he's a sweet boi.

watched superhost. we all went WOW when we saw da artistic human. i was wondering how come they dare to.. oh nvm. seeing how each react was cute. when time arrived to annouce da marks n position. scream n cheer dat my fav will nt be ranked last. was happy kyrist was in top few. sadded when m1 gt last. voted ferr him.

bidded bye to da gals n son. slacked watchin tv. while some played true or dare? stupid soemin jumped frm dinnin area to where i was lying n tapped my head. n sae something. watched da result. was really touched by wad zhengbang had said. i was dere cryin. Nah. is my tears juz flow down liddat. u may tink it's stupid. but i was really sadded. lowest in popularity was my another fav. m6 kyrist. well. i lyk both but i prefer zb more. when he said his one min talk i cried even harder. too sentimental as well i was tinkin of some other stuffs.

wiped away my tears n got to bed. thought of alot of stuffs. listened to radio. n soon i was in my dreamland~

wed 211205
slept all da wae til 8plus. washed up packed rm fold blankets. y in same room we still i try to avoid? i dun juz dun wanna weep n pls dun give me..

all gathered in da living rm. realised dat my watch spoil le. da second hand drop out. =C kk sk are culprits. whole chalet my watch wib em. went outside gate to wait. took some pics b4 leaving da place. all will lies deep under our memories le bahz. reached pasir ris n began our journey back to jp. were debating where to go. je? westmall? or.. final decision is JP! i put my wallet in da steamboat dere coz easier fer me to get. stupid of me dat din realised sk they all took my wallet n took da $$. bleahz. started da body search aka molesting session. gt back 20bucks n 10bucks they returned by telling a story. wad $$ on da floor. lookin at videos took were memorable. joked n laughed n reached jp.

went to mac to makan. had mcspicy. no more DOUBLES? coz save $$ mahz? order medium coke n fries i can hardly eat much. ended me hassan kk eeyore having chi kou ba down dere. loser eat. ahaha. they suggested watchin movie. was wet blanket coz i nt in mood watchin mahz. went off first. reached home slacked sleep. watched repeat of superhost. cried AGAIn when i saw da results. somehow tears juz gt down. slept again got up watched tv. star idol was ok ok. lyk only bryan wong. YIPEEE he got in. cheeriors~ drank da DNA. was bitter man. ><

thurs 221205
had tang yuan todae. yeah i'm 16 le! wish all good things come along n bad de all shoo far far ok. (: eat more. i gonna have exactly 16 tang yuans, NOT in a dae. BAH. greedy~

<3 2c`04 loads, a class where there are warm peepx ard. hopefully we still can go out next tyme? now dat chalet is over. tyme to come back to reality to do work n watever i needa do. settle buyin of books cuttin hair etc. thanks my lovely duckie to send me xmas card wib a candy n letter in dere. realli treasures u loads. muacks! stay as besties alwaes! see u real soon to take xmas neoxx! tml is a better dae. upload pics if i have em.now my voice is damn coarse after da yelling n shoutings C=

no more eye contacts or watever or it shall kill me. EYES HANDS made me feel so down!! gonna put down or..
who can tell me wad shld i do? con't or give up le?

dear all, i've change my hp no. yeah do take note k? =) or if ya cant contact me dun sae i nv sae wor. ;)

well finally got a change. got a new fone [N6230i] at 228bucks. sign up starhub's student plan. yeah! thanks meiqin ferr pei-ing me in da morn n listenin to my grumbles n naggings bout what fone n which company i shld sign up. thanks ferr da advices. fone doesnt really matter but it's da plan. POD LITE is OUT woots. met her in the noon n went ard searching n looking at fones. we paced up n down till da sales ppl see us till sianz.

next had lunch at mac. chatting away bout movies. anyone KING KONG wib mq? explained coursework to her. we were lame enuff to copy WL etc de signature. dat's us. accidentally spilled coke on da floor. ps to da lobby de. :) used to work dere so can ming bai. went off to look at da fones AGAIN to confirm.

saw py at shopping centre. spotted da N6230i at starhub. bluetooth mp3 infra-red radio camera~ perfect ferr me! double confirm da price wib da guy. CHOP CHOP confirm. woots. send mq off. was kinda worried n nervous coz i din noe how to tell ah ma. plucked up courage n told her. expected i had to create a fuss before she ll agree! however nah. questioned me n went to da shop wib her. da short guy so kawaii. keep smile smile de. attempt to speak hokkien to my ah ma. ^^ picked my new no. settle everything. got a voucher frm famous amos. free COOKIES! pei ah ma go shopped shopped buy food n back home charging my fone now. muacks to my ah ma!! cheeriors. love my fone! =D

now my ah ma happily looking at my new no n making 4D out of it. finally change! now all my worries gone by half. coz wanna change long ago but.. now is DONE! still have digi cam which i wan get by next yr april! =D

tml n sunday is da dae i gonna chiong my f&n! ><>RESPECT ME! as i said AGAIN!!
i had enough. rubbish craps nonsense

The Promise
A beautiful Princess, a courageous Slave, an ambitious, charismatic Mighty General, an evil and cunning Duke, each propelled forward and entwined by vehement passions: greed, ambition, loyalty, revenge, the unremitting search for true love.

it shows n proves me dat slaves are really loyal to their masters. was really touched by the show.

``speed is not what u can see or feel but..
it's something dat ur desire really shows n prove.
you juz keep on running non-stop til..
u wun realise dat leaves turn yellow
the sun and moon are on the same sky
u wun realise u fell in love``

is there TRUST between human kinds?
sometimes i realli doubt so.
how many frenz u can really trust.

PROMISE dun make one when u cant afford to keep to it.











Chicken Little
this show is oso not bad. quite cute lahz da chicken. =D it's abit too short, an hour or so~ but chicken little is a nice fellow. sometimes we needa give trust to others. love da fish too. so de cute too..




Star Idol
he was OUT! abit sadded lahz. juz 17 nia. so cute n kawaii! >< regret nt voting. but still young~ future is still bright ahead ;)




# thursday 151205
ooh met huifang in da morn at 9plus. but she's LATE! waited so freakin long~ nvm.. haha! at least i'm punctual! went to take 198 to je library. reached bout 10plus. freakin early yeah. coz wanna chop seat n get my comfy bean bag. woots. settle down but cnat realli focus lahz. >< played ard n drew on da floor. =X met tomato at jec to collect books. heavy sia.

went off at 1plus. got sianz of hwk. =/ took 97 to habour front centre makan. had mac. played da game where we mixed da damn chilli sauces etc wib mayo n loser eat wib fries. LOSt so many times. =s had hard time tryin to clear em. blah blah. took train back to jp. chatted bout our past. days in pri sch. Oh my.. it's been 3yrs le. talked bout lovely n embarassin stuffs~ my grp RAINBOW! kinda dumb da name but had nice tyme wib my buddies!! was laughin at some stuffs when tryin to recall. so many quarrels n conflicts. but still frenz morever~ next buy tix ferr [the promise] actually dun wan coz dunnoe wad da story mahz. but still watched. no KING KONG! coz hf dun lyk. ;(

walked ard. bought popcorns n went in. liew eh~ my theatre is 4! happily me follow crowd n went to 5! found our seats gt ppl so we sat next to em. hf asked em n we realised we were in WRONG theatre. how stupid can i be. so throw face sia. nvm we got out n went to da correct de. tink many ppl oso went wrong so it's not realli pai seh lahz. overall it was realli nice. characters were shuai n chio!! nicholas but he's kinda mean n cruel. he could nt believe others n includun himself after da female lead lie to him. the slave, kunlun killed the KING! whoa. cool yeah? he saved the princess n brought her away. he wore a mask but princess fell in love wib him~ w/o seeing his face. he jumped off the cliff ferr her. how sweet. he told her; you must live, must live for yourself. she was kinda touched. loads of fightin went on. bloody scenes. peepx frm the land of snow are ppl who are kind hearted n really nice. ;) slaves are also nice de! dun look down on em. willing to do anything de.

after da show went home n watched tv. reaching for the stars. watched coz of jianyi's twin!! the rainbow connection. woots. tml last episode le! fast yeah. kinda sadded chen sheng was dead. he's michelle de papa. gosh dumb da guy who threw da letter away! >< nice hope will have happy endin since now yoyo leg's in prob.

RESPECT
been thinking alot these days. RESPECT. have i ever been respected? sometimes i hate the way some really treat me. dun treat me watever u like can. i'm also human. so kindly show some RESPECT. jokes i can take it. but rmb dun cross the LIMITS! dun wan respect denn kindly shut urself. watever i'm juz ranting away. RESPECT i nt referin to all. but some. be nice to me i ll oso.

Chalet
3 more days to go. can meet all my lao peng you, 2crazirians. my 3rd year le! our 3rd chalet ferr many of us. quantity doest matter but quality is most impt. whether many goin or less, it's da thinkings dat matters.

enough le. shall update some other stuff i did again. though i tink i have forgotten le. =) shall look ferr phones n change my contract! student plan bahz. yeah! i look forward to 191205. may it be a nice n memorable one!! ;D

yeah finally settle down n do some report writing [updating] after a week? a secret to share; i settle most of my stuff thus i can spend time updatin le! shhh~ dun tell others. tsk tsk. so xw is back to blogging! woots. care to read on? update to gib my grand baobei, nyny face.

# monday 121205
whoa a great day i can sae! met up at jp control stn at 0845. i was punctual n reached 1st. waited. looked ard but nv realised sy came le. ALTOS are punctual peepx as usual. waited. huppy came`hy came n mokky was last. thats y i'm late to meet da rest at je [CHERYL] saw dat? i'm not LATE. ;) next caught train to je. saw nyny n cheryl so i followed em w/o em knowin to da provision shop. they din realised. till cheryl was looking n giggling away. BOOOoo! bought some stuffs n waited for vincent n junwei. how FAST are they man. haha n set off to habour front. so cramped n crowded. =C they kept laughin at my tee coz of da word #01. shorty well its design mahz!!

reached habour front. called nyny n they were still at h.front centre. in mean while i pei mokky go buy zui [water] there came da 2 crazy gals. bought red bull [myself] n green tea & crackers [ CHERYL made me buy!! =X so i blanja her] worst i'm made to carry all da stuffs! nvm.. boarded da bus. we had odd no ppl so i sat wib someone i dunnoe. a lil gal. i got attack by 3cameras. [huppy, mokky n rryl de] i siam n siam but dunnoe how they still gt my pic. strange. bought entrance tix n happily took yellow line to palawan beach.

crossed to other side of da bridge. throw down our stuffs n went to da water. took suntan lotion. everyone started applying happily. i aldy sae its suntan lotion. sprayed abit on my 2 sun zi n they wan more so i give nor. zzz~ next they started complainin. nvm da rest of us were desperately blackie wannabe. saw fishes in da water. we had captain ball match. fun lahz. but splash water cham coz salt water is so damn SALTY!! *pukes* we few sec3s had a mi mi discussion. next moment we sat down in da water n got wet. but it's COOLing lahz. saw a ang moh n his dog went into da water. pro ahz can swim de.

went back to da other side n some went off to BK to makan. we aint hungry so we stayed on n played. cant go da plafform coz i dunnoe how to swim. =X stayed ard n we constructed a 8 shape by diggin holes. nyny was attracted by da orange trunks hunk! i was bullied terribly by da 2 kids. keep puttin sand on me. enjoyed da breeze n soaked quite long b4 me n sy went up n showered at da open shower.

hungry so we ate tibits we had. saw da dog n it showered. it was reluctant to go when his owner asked him to. so cute when he rolled on da floor. da 2 sun zi came up frm da sea n washed up n ate too. cheryl; rmb bring towel next tyme! she wet my greeny towel after it sort of dry. went to 711 to buy food. got milo freeze n mee hoon myself. a super big gulp ferr all to share n cheryl da sweet [in return got a fish ball]. hmph cheated my $$ sia da stupid guy!! >< suan le.

went back n enjoyed eating. cheryl was so silly dat she was keep goin ard asking ppl who took da sweet. it was.. in my pocket lahz! hohoho~ ate finish n crossed over da bridge again to play! junwei tagged along coz he cant find vin they all. got he to take pics. pose so long n he took only 2. -_-'' saw some small crabs n we dun really dare play dere.

went back n constructed a bigger hole. da lifeguard came over.

lifeguard: rmb cover up da hole [grins on his face]
us: OKAY!! [more grins]

reasons to cover up hole
1. coz it's not nice
2. the guard himself is afraid dat he may fall into da hole [in times of emergency while running to da sea]

ans: 2 [ so obvious!! ]

the hole was real big. jw kept remindin me dat i got da buried him at 12 mid nite. lol. leave it alone n went to da water again. mui vin n sk left first. jw was hesitating but he din. by then all of us were red lyk lobsters n ang baos. i got bullied by my sun zi[s] again. picking up leaves n claimin its my hair pin. put cabbage lyk stuffs on me. i hate SAND!! they attempt to pull me out further into da water. i was lyk huh. coz i cant swim. at least a bit improvement. my 2 nu er[s] hold on to my hands. stayed in da water n finally we got up after jw de naggings. we went to our hole. all got inside n we destroyed our hole. =D cleared up n went to shower n change.

we shower in da public de coz too many peepx. washed n changed. while packing stuff. some stupid guys frm da toilet next to us threw crabs over to our side. *screams* n chiong away frm da lockers. poor jw waited quite long bahz.went to take bus but damn many ppl. y da bus got so many apnn. stupid lohz made so much noise as if having ktv session liddat. -_-'' laugh til busrt then u all noe ar. waited long b4 we got shuttle bus. keep getting suan by em ferr my #01 shorty tee. =( ahaha.

reached n went pasta mania. ate ham & sausage bake rich. ok lahz. not bad. better than al funghi.;] let em try mine. jw was last to order n he even forgot to pay. ._.'' his was so COOL. garlic pizza bread $3.20 it was bigger than his face. i added cheese to it n cheryl added da tomato sauce. he din finish. haha.

done n we went ard takin pics. took wib my idol barney, dong fang bi li oso hab, ronald too, xmas tree o.O took train back. we sat on da ground. me jw nyny cheryl discussing on [[sunburn de effects]] they were afraid lahz. ranking is nyny is reddest, cheryl is 2nd n jw was blackest! they got off at je.

reached jp n went to pasam malam to walked ferr 5-10min b4 rushin off to watch jianyi! bought 2 coconuts so did sy. pei my 2 nu er[s] walked n crossed da road to take 198. hmph so long lahz da bus n missed 8mins of da show. nvm lahz. however i had hard time trying to open my coconuts at home. chopper is too weak. hammer as some suggest? i ll try bahz. ;D went online n slept till todae de 10plus 11am denn wake.

kinda missed da greeny cabbage` sand` sun`water~ update again~ xD brain dead. skin peeling~ how's others? burning yeah. feeling pain + itchy? ahaha. bah bah bah [[bah bah family rwackxx]]


greedy me.


nice scenery


caught unprepared


the 7 flowers

us n my idol barney


the x'mas tree~ *ring ring*


grab grAB GRAB!!


my egg


i look so sleepy


look into da mirror


dats RONALD!!


hearing if he've got heartbeat?!


kiddy us~


family portrait


our reflections


gosh my face!!

xw: should update mahz?
wx: nah. waste time only.
xw: but..
wx: but wad?
xw: i'm bored.
wx: ok lahz. update bahz or else u ll bored to death.

yupx. time flies. seems lyk juz yesterday since i blogged or started holidaes. =/ OFFICIALLY now LESS than a month le. ='( as well today is my FINAL day dat i ll slack. coz hab many stuffs to do. for eg, most IMPT is courseworks [dragged somemore i ll slaughter alive when sch starts], assgn[s], choir proposals [*cross fingers* it ll works- for now remain as a secret. sHhhhhh~], get a date ferr da gathering i organise at sentosa wib my lil n OLD kids, my pri sch gathering [bbq?], 2c chalet..

looking at all da stuffs, TIME is realli ESSENTIAL! ><'' god pls give me MORE time. so wad did i do over da days? *whoooosh* recap;

. friday 02dec`zer05 .
mmm.. suppose to go out ''TREK'' but.. both of us got so lazy so din go out in da end. slacking n packing my stuffs in my cupboard. YIPPEEE~ clear finally after dragging ferr one month. RUBBISH online watched tv the rainbow connection rawks! perhaps not da show but.. da characters bahz. JY~ he looks cool in GREEN! show is getting more.. coz xiaoqian will be kinda 3rd party between yoyo n JY. nvm ending is still nice! muz watch! die die oso muz! online till weeee hours as usual.

. saturday 03dec`zer05 .
woke early in da morn. keep draggin da meeting time so end up met at 10plus. hohoho~ walked to boon lay hawker centre makan. CARROT CAKE! yum yum!! went to buy drinks; sugar cane n hei bai. nicer w/o sugar? haha. my eyes super sharp. saw cedric dere sitting down. grrrr saw n faster siam b4 he hit/ abuse me. not so scary la. juz dat he loves ''bullying'' ppl.

strolled to cheena garden n trek dere. nice scenery. saw a grp of boys kayakin/ canoeing? ._.'' haha seems cool, isn't it.walked to je to catch train. how to catch? xD muahaha. saw xuelian on da way takin 97. actually oso wan take de, go labrador see sea.

caught da train[in my hands] and off we went HAPPILY to aljunied to collect pay. reached. DUMB n DAMN da freaky shop, not open. we CLIMBED da freaky flights of 6levels. goin against da damn flights kill. or u try. BOO da shop n went off. something ps happen. we were in 125 denn saw one lorry of ppl n ask mq look. they actualli waving back lyk crazy. =x hide lyk siao. mq love seeing gays. oOps guys.

took train n went habour front. SENTOSA!? nah. went labrador park. <3 sea <3 sea breeze <3 sun it was freaking and damn COOLING dere man. wind blow n blow lyk mtv liddat. woots. sat dere chit chat n see see. walked ard da park see see look look.

shucks we missed da bus by a step so have to wait ferr another 1/2 hr. crapped n joke n lame ard. haha da song nen ai jiu ai by guo yan fu n ou xuan?! lol lahz. mq tot they danced so they sang. ermm its JASON n ruth okay. haha. ARGHH !! wu chu cai hong rawks totalli! wheeeee..

caught 97 back to je n off we went to westmall to buy my stuffs. thanks mq ferr pei-ing me sit bus or i ll be so lonely taking bus alone. she saw her relative ke MEI qin on bus n she sat wib him. haha pls remove da MEI to noe who is HE* LOL me.

went online n chatted wib cedric, my tu di. bout choir n stuff. he still kinda enthu in 6.1 yeah. *claps claps* he told me alot of true facts n be strong bout cca. yeah sure WE can de! i ll use ur story as a gd example to follow. hang on coz of our juniors. nv rely too much on past. standing on our own.

well we laughed bout choir costumes dat we seen so far since syf. da ntuc costume n many more. so LOL lo. BAH! haha. one touching thing is he ll get angry when ppl sae guys who are in choir are sissy. guys in choir is have POTENTIAL compared to others who cant yeah?! i told him dat i cried badly during my speech day when we it's our last performance wib seniors. well he told me he cried too. ermm emotional yeah. choir is realli a nice place where i have learn alot of stuff. ^^

cedric is slow! he's "smart" haha! =D

i may not be a good leader but i am willing to lead. i cant teach but i ll try my part to. i may not perform n sing veri well but i try. no one is perfect yeah. *cross fingers* but at least i try my best. now is dec. next yr is Os. leaving choir kinda soon. few more months to go. wonder how many will be =( to see us leave.. or.. haha i dunnoe.

but nv regret joinin this cca. noe many nice seniors juniors buddies! singing together~ joking laughing n kanna scolding together~ having a nice commitee when we can joke laugh n work together are all endless memories i will have in choir.


loads of admin stuff n here i go chasing my assgn n work. star award tonite. muz watch. coz superstars coming! time now in 1212h. long way to go~ tml man man goin m'sia. rmb buy us.. thanks wor. gd luck to our sch band ferr competition in genting. ta taa~ takkaire to all. ;)

yeah backie, from my tv n stuffs. life's juz so rushin n busy nowadays. can i have more than 24hrs per day? god listen up, i wan more time. yup so fast and one month is gone frm my holidays. poof. did nothing realli useful. ._.'' looking back kinda regrets.

. wednesday 30nov`zer05 .
mmm.. last day of nov! so fast. it's as though i blink my eyes since holiday starts n it's gone. when i blink my da other eye, tink it'll be dec end le? rotted at home. woke at 1pm coz slept at bout nearli 2plus am. staying up so late as usual. doin senseless stuff online? looking at blogs n findin blogskin. cant realli find any.

watched tv all day long. star idol!! albert is cute! =D luckily he's not out. the rainbow connections is nice! of coz, coz got jian yi mahz! yeah me n qinghui tinks alike. she oso likes em! yeah lyk her mum, tink alike.

. thursday 1dec`zer05 .
it's today!! woke late in da noon. changed my blogskin. it's NOT green. lookin out ferr greenish ones. nvm. juz stay wib this. a new look since it's a start of new month. juz find this skin nice n cute bahz. changin when i find another nice one. sms eeyore go out. she slept lyk a log n we went out at lyk 3plus. coz i wanna get stuff at westmall. it's nt good to rot too much at home too. get out to get fresher air.

she came my hse here. we tok n tok n missed da bus. saw med. well she said i changed alot? so cant realli recognise me. haha perhaps she nv see me in casual before? tsk. went to mac get fries n walked to lakeside. *aherm* saw preys din she? so obvious. da badminton guy keep.. blah n took train to westmall. walked ard, got my stuff. went burger king makan. FULL!

went to imm hang ard n buy stuffs too. walked to take 198. da uncle was nice to let us board 1st. so packed la bus. peak hrs. poof. bought a pkt of milk. sadded la. the side was caught by da door n it starts leaking. control but no avail. alight at fuhua to throw away. saw danlim. took bus n HOME!

watched POH, shower n my fav! wu chu cai hong lohz! jianyi is so.. cute when he blush? haha. he's juz so.. sweet~ muahaha. qinghui click on me after da show. she oso went crazy! =X haha. me oso. watched yummy yummy. online~ time is realli not enough! to meet up frenz` do up own stuffs etc. BUSY! better time management. better start on my assgn before cryin lyk hell before holiday ends. coursework` mindmaps. anyway da time i blogged is crazy. but nvm bout dat. help~ =) takkaire all~

yeah!
updating later..
watching jianyi in few minutes time..

woots.
change a skin.
no GREEN!
will continue looking ard.

shall update again! =D
jianyi rawks totalli~
the rainbow connection.
ta taa~

once again, HAPPY BDAE eeyore!
chu ni fun ru dong hai`shou bi nan shan! =D
nian nian you jin ri` shui shui you jin zhao!!
zhao shen gui zi! oOps o.O wrong phrase.

. tuesday 29nov`zer05 .
mmm.. dunnoe consider tues or mon. LOL. read on to see why i sae so. gather da peepx on mon de 11plus at nite. did discussion on wad to do when i add eeyore in. peepx included; ben, jw, honeydew, wf, rc, hup n of coz me! now i wonder if my clock got prob. all da us had diff time. who to follow so can strike 12am exact to wish neh? lOlz! np np come np. -.-'' added her in. everyone started bombing her wib wishes n messages. more stupid is da nudges! ben is maid! oOps! had a fun online party! =D tink she had a memorable time bahz. thanks to all who had cooperate to help this be successful. slept at bout 2plus?

started my dae at 10plus. was late to meet hy at jp. =x ps arz. lucky not realli veri late yeah. =p went to b1 to look cakes. well common sense tells dat buy cake is either to eat/ bdae yeah? or else play arz? ._. haha. look at prima deli denn walk to polar etc see see here. look look there. hard to make up mind. decided on walnut cake at last. went to polar buy small cake, hello kitty de. went to florist wanna buy roses. ex sia if wanna make bouquet. being not rich, only bought 2 roses; pink[hy picked] & blue[me] blue rawks totalli! ;) nice! go up to get container to put da choco i/we made ytd at duckie hse. melt da big bars of choco n put in mould. saw james n told him it's mq bdae.well he gave funny replies n will sae me 'free' as usual. went to gift land next. bought a big card. not realli. but to me bigger than usual de cards. contridicting myself. =D hy picked da card. nice! *claps* buy wrapping paper. n a luminous color de tape to wrap present.

buy finish da needed de n went to eeyore de hse downstairs wrapped stuffs. damn da tape. cant use at all. cheated my money! dun ever be deceive by appearance! grrr. wrote messages on da BIG card. haha. hy took LITTLE time to tink of wad to write. while me transfer da chocos to da container. someone came over n asked if we doin ART? haha. YEAH we are. saw eeyore de bro n we lyk trying to hide in case he sees us n tell her? i was so stupid n called her tell her i walked frm boon lay to her hse n got LOST! cheated her feelings. nah i wasnt. wanna drag time so lied. i was making da call below her place. she actually believe. muahaha. *evil* hiak hiak

done! happily we went up. din went straight to her door. coz her door open mahz. settle da cake at da staircase. puttin candles. peep n saw her door close le. so i walked to da door dere n knock knock wib my lil hello kitty cake. ermm dun realli noe how she felt. muz asked her personally lahz. asked her turn ard n asked hy come wib da big de cake wib candles lighted. let us in. sang duet de bdae song n cake has signs of melting so.. fast fast make le wish n blew off. hy was da healthy minister so she removed da waxes n ash etc. =) cheeriors or else tink i ll be not here, in toilet bahz. took pics da cake. shall upload when i change a skin n eeyore send me. funni shots! gave her da presents. YEAH! i won! she like da blue rose! well but she likes BOTH! i gave her my bao bei cd wib jy signatures. treasure it, scratch it n whack u arz. n poster too. my jianyi!! zhen xi!

list of her current prezzie;
the rainbow connections cd+ poster
roses
BIG card
chocos

ate da cake. hehee cake's nice! agree? eeyore used chopsticks!! so cute. eat cake use kuai zi? started using hands. nice xw put cream at her face! facial mask. almost finished da cake but still got 1/4 bahz. in her fridge. da lil cake too. eat le mahz? next open com listen songs! hy using com to read da conversation last nite. while me n her go to her rm take pics of all da prezzie. funky! yeah she pasted da card on her wall. can see daily! she oso took pics wib her prezzie. then we gather in da room talk talk. laze ard~ slack basically.

mei nian ni yao gen shui qing zhu sheng ri ar HY?

decided to go watch harry potter. hy so hyper. her 2nd time still.. haha. went hy hse first coz needa take bank book do bank transfer. went bank next. waited long~ me n eeyore start taking pic coz da backgrd was chio. took so many pics. hey faster load da pic ar. all in her fone. cool. took so many still can. first time she so zi lian. oOps i mean usually she dun take pic de. spastic faces. haha.

after hy done. rushed up to buy tix. *aherm* sae da tix seller nt bad. hai kan le liang yan wor. who ar? blah buy popcorns n drinks n zoom off coz aldy start movie le. had long commercial. da show started. tink cedric shuai lahz. haha. not bad de show. sadded when cedric died. nice movie in short. details? go watch bahz. perhaps write a movie review when i blog again? freezing inside. it lasted quite long! was icy when it ended. rushed to toilet but who noes it's colder! GRRRRrrr..

went ard. enter our kiddish land- kiddy palace. start to take pics wib soft toys. spotted 2 cuties pies. 2 bros bahz. small small n so naughty nor. running about n bumpin into us. we still tried to stop em. but da bigger boi boi was naughtier than small de. small one cuter. eeyore went crazy over em. small boi boi shake hand wib her. took pics of em. left dere after bidding bye. kids nowadaes are realli adorable! someone came to tap me. scared me sia. it's peiyong. cant recognise her sia. she cut hair but nice coz like china dolls. =D

went to buy finger food. those dong xi. lOlz! improper meals. bought da XL fried chicked extra spicy n octopus prawn balls. we all shared da food. but still it's full! ate n went 7-eleven. buy my tea. HAHA i caught u! [mq] she loves copyin me! meow~ time kinda late so go home. bidded bb to hy n nice eeyore pei wo wait bus. talked bout da dae n her tatoo on hand dat makes her lyk gangster. crapped n talked bout gang name etc. LOL. can see she's realli happy bahz. before i left ferr bus still sae thanks. well welcome! =) still sms n thank after i reached home.

a long yet meaningful dae ferr me! though it's not my bdae. wish u all da b3st n gd luck beh! jia you in all u do. <3 frenshiplasting.. whack u da no of times u deserved. those haben whack muz fast fast! beat steel still hot. abit broke after these mini celebration. gotta save up. bring u out someday to bu chang back da balance. =D

. monday 28nov`zer05 .
went duck hse myself. sat 180 alone till dere myself. haha. find her place myself but stuck. so i sat at 185 near de playgrd wait fer her. went ten miles mall buy mashmallows drinks n tibits. melted chocos. ate wib mashmallows. her bro was playin bass guitar. ermm okay lahz. saw it n it looks cool. dye hair~ not realli obvious. had fun time playing ard wib dye. using platic bags is realli.. aherm* coughs washed off n water is realli COLD! screaming away lyk mad. haha worst was duck. sat. squat down n got herself wet! lol. continue our choco making. watched la bi xiao xin while she shower. watched super sunday! 79 979 799 79. try reading it fast. amazin~ went bp plaza coz she wanna buy clips. bought seaweed fries. forgo my bus coz haben eat finish. got on da bus. went home n slack~

dats my life this few daes~ wanna chiong hwk le. give me da motivation to finish all da hwk pls!!! tired~ but happy! =D love my frenz loads..// [o''o]

HAPPY BDAE to EEYORE!!
buddies alwaes~

specially dedicated to u!
on this special day 291105

hope u enjoy da lil celebration we had online! =D
thanks to honeydew, ben, jw, wf, huphup & rc n not forgettin me! =D

it's been a long n busy this week. to recall, mon had bbq wib choir, tues to fri had practice. now my weekend is gone le oso. haha this proven dat time really flies!! nov coming to an end, 2006 is coming le.. i gonna be 16 yrs old, n it's gonna be my turn to pia Os. =C can time moves slower mahz?

. saturday 26nov`zer05 .
woots. woke n laze ard online. shower n went jp meet eeyore. went to catch train. talked n chatted alot.. did wat i suppose to and went back jp to eat. had buddies meal AGAIN. haha. was damn FULL! while waiting ferr my dear darcie to reach to meet up, went library to return books. pei eeyore go look ferr someone's present. it was so long le but still buy. went to 77th street n she bought a shirt. black de. okay lahz quite nice. but i prefer brown. *eeyore bdae coming!! HINT to *aherm* duckie came. miscommunications so made her go up n came down. =p

eeyore went home n we went to take train to jec. coz duckie wanna go the rainbow connections de autograph session. on da way to jec, saw weijie so rang her to tell her. haha. wonder ard till 5plus near 6 denn stand dere wait ferr da superstars to come. actualli juz go dere see see de but i went to buy da soundtrack. 15bucks wib poster. saw da POP guy. his name is jia le!! lol! waited n they finally came. screams n applause. but dun tink da fans not veri enthu. mainly is kelly n jy de fans. red yellow n pink [xinhui] jy look suave in his dat outfit bahz. a yellow 'tie' n da gals look good too.

they sang live. kelly n jy sang qing chun coz no hab my fav jianyi ard. my 1st time see em in real person. da 3 superstars were made to walk catwalk. jy sae he dunno denn host peifen asked him anyhow, juz walked n act cool. haha. autograph session starts denn when ended, they took grp photo. kelly fans were veri supportive. keep shouting n screaming her name. we went to da back to see their departure. walked walked, bought waffles. strolled to da bus stop happily eating. my bus came but duck made me pei her to eat finish. her bus came denn mine. reached home n listened to da ost. nice!! i love qing chun n wu ban..






this show is nice!! xD jianyi rawks!! i'm hooked..

. sunday 27nov`zer05 .
no intentions to go out todae de. dad rang up n wanna bring us to see grandpa so shower n went out at 3plus. gt a cab n tell him to go west coast dere meet dad wib my sis. da driver drove at slow speed when only got me n sis. when my dad got on, he sped so fast. ._.'' head gt dizzy. grrr.. dad bought buns n tea. now i realised NUS n NUH so near. da canteen is so crowded. ppl enjoy goin to hospital? lol. da canteen so spacious n full of diff kinda food.

went up to level 6. needa wear a mask before enterin. my grandpa stayin in A class de ward bahz. he nv share wib others lyk da other tyme. he looks so much thinner n weaker. first time i feel dat he's not as bad tempered as b4. stood aside while my dad fed him. not bad da room, got tv de. stayed ard n b4 leaving, we said bye n he waved. did felt abit guilty bout din treating him nicely in da past. hope he recover fast bahz. he's havin operation this wed. everything will be fine bahz. =) i love my grandpa n dad.

took 197 to je. n took train to westmall. had lunch. me had ban bian while sis had duck rice. went ard walking. went pop buy pens. we bought watches; me green de, hers brown. err n also a pair of slippers. took 157 back home~ tired sia. yipee tml dying hair at duckie place wib her. wheeeee.. xD she's excited too bahz. yeah can eat choco!! her hse is full of it. shall start my holidae assgn n change blogskin asap. =D

well too high todae so it's gonna be a short update.
more details shall be updated again.

went ferr the rainbow connnections de autograph session.
saw junyang`kelly`xinhui.

n saw da pop guy, jiale!!
haha. =P
bought da cd n hab signatures of 'em wor. xD

SLEPT!
but still i'm tired.

glad i din went lot 1 wib da 2 crazy freaks; TIFFANY & CHERYL.
well maybe next time bahz.

my day;
woke at 9 -> shower -> buy sweets -> go sch -> saw peiyong n others at ava so joined in n sang -> SECTIONALS time -> it was quite okay? =D altos wOooo -> sing sing n SING -> i became music stand -> break -> give sweets -> all GONE -> free tatoos in sweets pkt -> gave out all -> played ard -> FAILED to make da tatoo on my hand ;( -> many did it -> crapped ard -> stupid hassan + scouts sing n sing BEAUTIFULLY when went passed us --> BUT hassan gt POTENTIAL!

11 strikes -> back to music rm -> SLACK -> ms lim came -> practice~ -> overall okay bah todae -> got closer to many altos de peepx thru da 4 /5daes

1pm strikes -> had lunch wib da 2 abnormals at banquet -> hide my bag when i buy food -> LOL -> ate grill ish butter rice -> used 3tools to eat; knife/fork n spoon -> okay okay bahz -> crazy 2 keep gigglin n laughin -> still pour all da chilli cucumber or watever on my plate -> gross -> =X eat lunch muz stay away frm .. -> da 2 wanna go lot1 -> i nt supportin -> no matter how persuasive TIFFANY is, i cant be moved

conclusion: CHERYL loves to pull my bag as she walked TIFFANY is crazy n giggles as she eats.

slept -> watch tv -> online -> poor hj my another cheeky de nu er sick -> takkaire ar -> watch wu chu cai hong -> JIANYI -> online again -> sleepin sOon o.O

i wanna bring altos de ppl out one day. ferr a movie or steamboat? n bring my nu ers out ferr gatherin. HAHa.. qinghui still sae mummy muz pay? =C broke~ gonna miss 'em coz no more choir till 28th. cyaz peepx denn~ n sb go m'sia le. takkaires n go sch together again when u are backie. no more le. goin out tml!! xD yeah.

tired ;(
freaking tired.

dunnoe wad got into me.
it's time to slow down n catch a breathe.
need more n MORE rest & sleep
before i go crazy #$@!%

update ltr`off to zzz land
wanna change my blogskin into greeny!

CHOIR RAWKS!!

i tink ALTO rawks even more..
sec3s rocks!!
sec2s pebbles!!
sec1s stones!!
TIFFANY* Qinghui* Adeline* Dan Lim* Geraldine* Hsien Juen* Wan Sien* Sharlynn*
Cheeriors to da sec1s. U guys did well! keep it up.
tinkin back when we were lyk em.. *coughs* =P

in high spirits today. =D
went sch ferr choir practice.
security guard chased n asked us why we in sch.
he DUNNOE dat we got practice. =X

had practice at 11.
well overall alto did well. =P
da malay song was nice!
all da altos start callin me Xiao Hui = small grey

blah. =/
i got so many names.

after practice while waiting ferr hy buy her books.
got ka jiao by 2mad peepx; mrs cedric & mr tiffany AGAIN!
jingyu was normal. =)
i'm alwaes BULLIED!! s0bxx =[
mummy~ HELP!!

WORST!
xm & hy + da crazy sec1s saw paul n start to..
!@&#$
*runs*

went to buy dye.
jp --> waffles --> watson [buy cream developer]--> kfc [buy food ferr me & eeyore] --> walk under da big sun to eeyore hse --> eat/ makan --> slack --> 'dye' hair --> xw makin so much noise n wet da toilet roll in da bathrm --> not much effect --> watch SHOOT n discuss --> we are NOt mi xin somehow --> play com --> HOME SWEET HOME --> walked to jp alone --> top bus consession --> home xD

in good mood. high 5 to qinghui, my another nu er. she oso loves jian yi.
wheeee.. =D

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poof. now my hand got 3 cuts on my arm. LAZY. gonna start doin my work after my practices end this fri.

. friday 11nov`zer05 .
had committee meeting. planned bout da bbq etc. bought a cake ferr bloody 9bucks. actually dun wanna buy de!! cut le give to some ppl. LOL. buy cake ferr nothin. while meetin, me n hup had this creative game. scissors paper stone. loser kanna draw on hand wib chalk. =( i was screamin my way coz it itches. ticklish. LOL.

. thursday 17nov`zer05 .
well actually was slackin at home. guohao felt bored so went out. went jp meet him denn darcie came along. he walked super duper fast. went town to eat instead da steamboat coz due to some prob. crapped lame jokes in da train. reached le had hard time decidin on wad to eat. went to this restaurant at cine beside subway. food was okay okay. ordered fish n chips. spent 44bucks in all ferr 3. went to take neoprints wib duckie while gh went home coz.. had fun time takin neo. went home bout 9plus? thanks nice ducky ferr keepin me company till jp. =)

. friday 18nov`zer05 .
not sure if this is da day. me n hy went shoppin lyk aunties ferr bbq groceries. went super broke. used up 40bucks. before dat went to watson, sasa played wib cosmetics. it was so temptin. i wanna buy. cool colors. we test da colors on our hands. we were crazy.. n i sprayed soda like perfume on her. HAHA. doesnt it smell GOOD? after dat bumped into hup, wendy, ws n xe. they were at da snoopy land doin quiz. so we went in. copy da ans n took some pics too. haha. we were kiddish!! after dat went to hy hse to put da bbq stuff. used com n played a kiddy game. haha but it was cute. went 7 eleven buy lime coke n banana.. home sweet home~

. sunday 20nov`zer05 .
i forgot wad i actually did. slack at home. at nite online chatted wib many n play games wib paul. grrr i'm LOUSY! my tic tac toe got thrash by him which normally i will win. =C played many but still lose. i nv ran u arz.. we 'discuss' bout a topic. he's not gentlemen de. he tinks guys n us are equal. over this we blah blah so long. guys shld have da 'gentlemen' attitude. well nvm got kinda cross after talkin bout dat. talked bout class de chalet. makin tee shirts. he's super enthu bout playin da game dat will made kidney spoil de. rc gotta be careful. lol.

. monday 21nov`zer05 .
HAPPY BDAE TO SawBian & YY too!!
finally 15 le ar..
sb; been frenz since young? when we din even realised. haha. long story. but wish u all da best n wishes all come true!!! xD

on this day we [choir] oso went east coast! went dere to chill n bbq.met sb early at 7 plus coz i wanna buy grapes n stuffs ferr choir. went jp n =[ dat ntuc n liberty are still NOT open. rushed to 7-eleven. got 2 bottles mineral water n milk tea. only when we were about to pay at da cashier did i realised i forgot to put da dollar notes in my wallet =X how FORGETFUL can i be. sotong me. sb paid denn we took bus n rushed back home. phew i left it at home. saw cedric while goin home. chiong to jp to meet hy n others. cj n hup sms me dat they ll be late. haha me oso. lyk mum lyk daughters. reached je n alot reached le. hang ard n wendy start to dsiao my hair. board da train n da noisy us start to sae lame n cold jokes. we spotted one guy whose hair was 'bao zha' n hup took pics of him secretly. tink he realised n start starin at us. LOL.

reached eunos n took bus dere. it was RAINY. chill ard n started bq at 12plus.. bbq bbq eat eat.. till 4plus. TIFFANY was ice gal. =D haha. played da game paul intro n made some of em drink lyk crazy. went off at 4plus. went jp to makan. ate chicken chop. yummy! home sweet home~ tired.

. tuesday 22nov`zer05 .
bought cake ferr sb. 9bucks!! gone. i'm broke le. =x plus da small de 2bucks. denn me wendy were so crazy over matchsticks. i bought 10pkts ferr 60cts. da cake was gd. had choir practice today. alto attendance not bad. =) learnt songs ferr next yr de cultural nite. went home denn~ it was rainin so heavily. COLD. =C haha.

. wednesday 23nov`zer05 .
HAPPY BDAE TO Joanna!!
have a great day yeah! xD

as usual had practice. went home. yeah me hy dye hair tml? wad color? natural brown?

still mb last wk de today we juz break camp. missed da camp. i wanna go kayakin again. mud walk etc. FUN !! missing it.. tink i wanna change blogskin soon. i wan GREEN!! this time.. haa.. change when i'm FREE. i'm always. =D

eeyore bdae comin.. needa save up 100bucks. we 2 so funny. bdae is buy ferr the other. nv share de. but it is great. k but give me some time. denn one day we go out, u wan wad i buy? so it's gonna be belated! i'm savin up. =) god i need $$..

turning cold blooded and anti social.

NOISE outta me

wanna go out wib eeyore coz she reads my mind!

SILENCE!

let the rain be heavier` let ngxiaowei disappear from this world!

time realli flies tonight.
playing games n chatting wib paul, eeyore, juniors..
i lost so much n nv gonna conceat defeat.

i needa slow down my pace and start to take note every little thing.
i'm juz tired to tink. it's tiring to tink.

PEACE!! is all i wan!

SICK get away!!
poor eeyore is ''sick''.
takkaire arz`muz get well soon wor.

wad a day. =X
thanks ferr keepin me 'company' on phone.

shall update later.
it's tv time now!!

sec3`zer05 camp rawks!

3 words to describe it:
FUN!
FUN!
and more FUN!

.monday 14 nov`zer05 [day 1].
report kinda earli wib all my stuff in sch. can see dat many are excited bout da camp. had ice breaking games. so so bah. our trainer is amir aka shuai ge. he's realli gd looking. gals see le will faint sia. veri style. he looks lyk chinese but tink is mixed bah. juz lyk a big brother to us.*aherm* got memerized by him. had lunch at sch n went to JBAC. had 3 main grps n i'm in B ferr BRAVO! kk was so enthu. haa.. we were all so xian shi. shout loud coz of gainin shower time. settle down n had

*orienteering*
tiring but fun. visit da Hay dairy goat farm. da stench of da goats are so de strong. had a long walk. tiring but okay bahz. next was

*field/outdoor cooking*
we got mass tins n food stuff n went outdoor. started da fire but at times it din work but.. at last it works! dried leaves do da job. cooked da noodles. ws feed me coz i was busy handling da fire n amir was like: so loving.. he jealous coz nobody feed him. l0lz! da food was nice. went back to campsite n had hard time scrubbing da mass tins wib carbons! no dinner coz cook outdoor le ma..

clean up n went hall ferr some singing session. did songs n cheers. love da hokey pokey. got many of us so high. keep yelling n shouting. compete da claps de volume frm each grp. was super high bout da cheers.

*night walk*
changed into trackpants n went off. was da 1st grp. all da us was lyk so scare while walkin dere. gotta scare by one of da instructor standing by. many grps came along. din managed to walk coz da area we goin is infested wib dogs! they were fierce ones. head back to campsite. rather disappointing.

continue sing along session. adnan da CC keep deductin shower time n wanna us to clap n shout ferr da deduction. amir took us ferr campfire preparation. some debrief n went ferr showering. long queue. went back to bunk n da stupid trainers shout shout ask us to zzz. dun realli like em.. slept fast.

. tuesday 15nov`zer05 [day 2] .
stupid alarm rag at 4plus am. grr woke but slack n dragged myself to rest till 5plus denn go wash up. had PT. YOGA?! was so pissed off wib da camp director. made yoga into something all detest. wonderin if all rebel him will how ar.. knees n hands were so pain. push up like positions made us all our energy drained off. had breakfast, food not bad la. nasi lemak.

*CRC*
din went coz cant overcome height's fear. n was not feeling well. =( but cheers to all who did went up. ms lai oso went up. she got so many fans cheering her on.

*kayaking/ rafting*
it was FUN! total madness. we needa pair wib a guy n our class is mainly females n 3h was all males so pair up. was wib Ismail. he was nice. alwaes doin most of da turning of directions. kayak along da ke-longs n went crashing wib it but lucky nv capsized. kayaked twice ard da ke-longs n saw dogs! kayaking was pure FUN! yet tiring.

given da pipes ropes n barriers, we needa creat our own rafts. it lasted only awhile before it fell to pieces in da water. =D got sunburn n tanner le. wheee kayaking rawks.

*lunch*
ate first coz we on duty. was tired though juz standin dere to oversee da washing area.

*mud bathe*
wheeee. was so high. reached da area n got pulled down to da mud. stupid amir was so evil. put mud in my ears. i make his hair wib mud. such punk n cool colored hair. poor thing. he went round hugging ppl wib mud. ms lai oso tio. haha. to *aherm*; bu zha hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu chen jin yong you. haha. went to da pond to wash da mud. =) saw da spirit of us helpin one another. i took off my shoes to let peien wear coz hers got stuck in mud. it was painful to walk on stones n rocks on da road. we went to da beach to soak n wash off da mud on our hair. wheeee. COOL! coz got SUN! help ms lai to do facial n cleaning up. ears is full da mud! =X

went back n shower. so shiok. nobody fight to shower. did campfire preparation. came up wib some stuff n got it done. had dinner n da portion was little but full bahz. changed to camp tee n went to campfire pit. many teachers oso came.. saw caleb. so cute. he kept goin near da fire dat some instructor worry n chased him to mr go. he's so small. kawaii neh. did songs n cheer. class by class performed. ours was okay lah. EYES ON ME! shawn made many laugh.

jalan jalan jalan jalan
Jalan Bahtera
we bunk in camp and made new frenz in Jalan Bahtera
jalan jalan jalan jalan
Jalan Bahtera
the night walk rawks but got chased by dogs in Jalan Bahtera
jalan jalan jalan jalan
Jalan Bahtera
the mud walk rawks but lost our socks in Jalan Bahtera
`song by our class.

did hokey pokey. HIGH! =P ultraman`street fighter`batman clap etc. war betweern all 3 grps. 3h did their cheer n we followed. haha BRAVO ma.. cheers!! did hokey pokey twice. nice n fun man! all good things end. we chit chat wib amir n evaluate da camp. he still rmb i put mud on his hair. thinking back mud bathe was realli enjoyable. had supper together. he needa go to jss tml morn ferr his O's geog paper. he was 23 yrs old. he told us he even paricipate at da ngee ann civics plaza de car competition. he endured 37hours n collapsed. went to wash hair n slept soundly. tired n beat!

. wednesday 16 nov`zer05 [day 3] .
LAST DAY! so fast. quite sad bah.

.PT.
was so elated dat C.D not coming. sadded when saw him. got tortured again. n he lied to us. was realli cant take it le nor. still manage to pull thru.but i simply disklike doin it. gals got scolded ferr da toilets. thanks 3d ferr clearing da mess. cleared finish n went ferr breakfast. knee hurts man. chit chatted wib sukhveen n some other gals. finished our evaluation booklet. saw amir n we were lyk so happy? he finished his 40mcqs paper 1 n came back. we gave da framed pic to him wib all our signatures.

got on bus back to sch. saw his bike following behind. CC was on our bus. he sang songs n we gave him silent clap. lOlz! amir went back wib us in his bike. bided bye to him n got to noe he love to eat supper at da sch dere de malay coffee shop. we ate lunch n while goin home saw him again. he stayed near da area near my taman jurong de hse. opposite nia. shall go back more le.. haha. bought lime coke frm 7-eleven n went hOme.

overall it was a fun n memorable camp. wheeeee.. =D missing it already. da cikgu's loud mighty voice.. da trainers.. those female trainers who chase us to zzz.. da camp director's yoga.. da lame clappings n cheers. bravo.. one macho clap.. hokey pokey.. ping pong ball hanging on da wall etc~ wanna go ferr da 2nd mud bathe.. o-key o-key al-right.. used to da food of camp, now eat home cooked food not used.. da short but memorable shower time.. kayaking ard da kelongs.. now aches everywhere.. needa rest n recharge my battery le.

yeah thanks rc ferr da videos. =) n doin up da designs ferr our class chalet.

sec3`zer05 camp rawks!
i ll never ever forget these days at Jalan Bahtera..

TIFFANY strikes back!! [*claps*]
TIFFANY DANLIM CHERYL JINGYU ADELINE ..
JIAYI MEIXIN ..
my promise! =D

i am so HIGH & HAPPY todae. coz its our sch de open hse. -_-''
read on bahz. craziness driving me extreme! >.< . saturday 121105 . OH! which is todae! i tot todae gonna be dull n cloudy ferr me. but it turn out to be SUNNY & HIGH day! wheeee.. coz as usual i ll be da one being left aside. da 2 will go n i will turn invisble. sometimes felt unwanted. BUT.. i'm NOT alone. great feel! it drizzled in da morn. my spirits were okay. went 7-eleven buy sandwiches. reached n ate at music rm. i'm da earliest! soon many came.

changed to gown. i helped em to make up. eye shadow` lip stick`foundation`blusher. i'm multi tasker. shocked when i actually wanna rest le n still got ppl who are actually queuing to let me make up. =) i'm proud of myself. destroyed so many young pure faces! GREAT! i'm some kind da profeesional. =P helped ard till ms lim came. did some warming up. my voice is back. deeper. alto 4 lyk tomato. nvm. hee. da performance so.. soft? mike nv on bahz.

went ferr lunch at canteen wib da coupon. ate wib those sec3 n sec2s de came n join us. jiayi keep dsiao me. honeydew n he down dere taking his wallet n sae.. l0lz went back music rm n played wib wendy n co. slapped hand game. n my hand got RED! played hai dai. we compete da shen [volume] win.

had 2nd performance. watched da drum. wheeee. so nice. band oso. went down wib jingyu to take BALLOONs! so HIGH when i see em.. haha! kiddish ma. in love wib green..! hiak hiak. more sec1s joined in. adeline`danlim`cheryl etc. i lyk mama bringin 5children. got many new nu er.. newest is hsien juen. cute la her. got surrounded by sec2s. thanks sweet jy pei me go buy drinks. went hall outside n do badges. did 2 ferr juniors. left out 1. stupid lo. da name got chopped off. haha.

went back music rm n sang rounds. had so many sotongs wib me. sec1s. dunnoe how to sing n i break down words into bits n pieces. TIFFANY u can sing louder de. xD well danlim de leg lyk mine. BIG so we can wear each other de shoes. whoa. danlim was lyk askin me bout da 1st performance. how we did. yeah nan de got junior asked so much bout sound projection all these. good good.

had last round n changed. WHOA! tiring dae! went to hall dere wib usual peepx. hang ard n made string art? nice la. used as key chain. *grin* u still use da one i gave u. =D saw u so many times. tanner le hor. NICE! went down n dey played da swing by NPCC. it almost collasped? drew many ppl de attention. ncc training ferr speech dae liao. SHUAi. da no.1 uniform.

played table tennis. i was *aherm* lousy. or i ll be in sch team. soon others came down n join us. talk talk lame lame. wiut wee shuna de keychain got honeydew seh. he so pai seh. honeydew veri nice n yummy.. takkaire wor. u looks exhausted but play wib u veri fun. i love to SUAN him. heh.. called daniel ferr fun. duh. his voice so loud sia. dsiao *aherm* de big mole. he replied! YEAH! open xiang bin celebrate. hang ard. went front porch play hai dai`etc. FUN! till mr govin oso came out. told him i wan ceiling de floating balloons. he asked me wait 2 daes maybe will get. eng version. duh. so -_-'' but HIGH sia. xD

CAMP. got hyper. i sae OKAY, u sae ALRIGHT! i created one. i sae COCA.. u sae COLA! xP laming. board da bus n da bus belong to us. freaking NOISY. apple de fault. alight. reached home n some ppl came to do up da windows. =X noisy. online tw tok to me. all bout camp n ncc.. so good js & daniel no need go camp. some one will be =( haha. coz juz back frm ophir ma. song ar. i oso wanna go denn escape camp. poor him got pumped 400+ times. cant really see da flawns they made. scary sia. he told me bout mt ophir de stuffs. *shocked* feeling scare now. why tell me.. now i ll tink de. =X timid.

camp is coming in another 1/2 days. tinking da flying fox n games i shivering. hope can at least plucked courage to play some. tml go buy stuffs bahz. tired. =X hope my nice noisy juniors takkaire ar ferr da 2 practices when we not ard. =D muz go ar! now needa recharge energy ferr mon de camp. thanks sec1/2s esp n choir peepx dat kept me buzzling. u guys made my dae. ziqian is sweet! takkaire all.

ATTITUDE

-respect-think twice`

somehow or rather i hate attitude at tymes.
dun be too straight or watever.
intolerable`

two choices;
1. face it
2. avoid it

my ans: avoid it to prevent conflict.
walked away. shOoo..
i dun lyk those who talk without thinking.
can be offensive at times.
others cant understand

maybe dats me. UNIQUE STRANGE!!

head start finally finished!
grrr open hse tml. success ferr tml.
sec3 camp on mon. hope can get hyper & high!

SMILE ;)
-xin fu de li you

feeling much better.
still thanks da peepx who ask bout me how le.

well i shall update again.
lazy now. n gotta do my PUNISHMENT.

copy 200 sentences of 10 words.
stupid F&N. =X

missed him; my grandpa
wondering is he fine? hope he's okay.
*cross fingers*

_foreverlove
mylighthouse_

STRENGTH
-give me some to live

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth

searching within yourself`
emptiness felt . . .

justanobody

like what ms lim saes;
how many of ur frenz will bother to ask about u when u are sick?
how many will care n ask why when u are feeling down?
or shld i sae how many will even go take note n notice?

is wad i see all juz illusions`
am i thinking too much . . .
little things can make me so content yet . . .
it seems so hard . . .

//. melting heart . //

THANKS!
to my dear fren kiwe Qiuhui.. ferr accompanying me see doc. =) realli appreciate dat.
to my buddies ferr buying lunch & tissue.
to my choir peepx who were concern bout me.

i'm sick.
down wib flu`cough`fever`sore throat!
still thought i ll hab dengue. coz similar signs.
but lucky me, dun hab! cheers~
still nt well but better after eating medicines.

see da doc. he looked at my skin see if got red rashes. whoosh! no have! i more fang xin coz worrying since ytd. =) met qiuhui at bout 7 to go shopping see doc. thanks gal. muackxx. ^^ while waiting ferr my turn, we chatted alot n catch up on our recent lives. she's doin fine in her ncc n studies. dats great. at least keep on joking wib me to cheer my spirits up. went home rest.

had lessons in da morn. well well i was totalli in a foul mood so sorry if i hab offend anyone or watever. feeling so de xin ku. kept wanna vomit. vomit in da morn. =X din wanna go sch coz fever. but still i went. coz gt rehearsal in noon. buddies went out buy lunch ferr me. thanks. but was kinda fan wei. sherlyn n jessica asked me to tc too. thanks gal.

ate n went music rm. actualli wanna go dere sae go home n see doc.. in da end xm asked me changed so juz bear nor. thanks to choir de peepx ferr ur concern. felt better after hearing frm u all. went to hall. cant realli sing but try my best. thanks to ms haiza n ms hoe holding da [smile] paper to ask us to smile. we improved le coz we did. see mr phor de face lyk so happy. like da band's piece. nice man~ lively!! =) jia you when u all go ferr genting de com. silly sec1s kept dsiao me. haha. had meeting. long long~ draggy n tok till sec3 camp. gross tinking of da lizards etc. creatures everywhere~ ewwww. had a fun talking session. even talked bout honeydew. LOL. went CU wib cj`hy`xm eat. went home bathed n went see doc.

dats all le.
needa study function. test tml.
if nt feeling well will go home after maths de test.
i wanna get better!!

*uaregone*awaitsferrfridaetocome-

TIRED.
really. i am.

. sunday 0611`05 .
woke earli on a beautiful sunday. ferr work. give flyers door to door at my neighbouring area. met up wib buddies n off i & mq pair to give. really tiring. well at least we got to talk while work. oso no ppl inspect. =P tok crap n went to eat. bought carrot cake n drink. years since i went to buy breakfast. nice nice. continue work. =X *aherm* got scare by DOGS! alive de n oso dead de. dead = statue. she sae is adventurous trip. running frm one level to another when see dogs. clear a block of 441 units. *claps* got call frm keith n asked me go down ferr hair modeling again. he seems pathetic coz no one can go down so i agree. darcie pei-ing me. thanks loads. finish my job n *whoosh* went home bath n change. met duck. took bus wib mq n went jp take train.

rush down. good thing nv late. met keith downstairs n went up da tony & guy salon. =x he smokes. or he ll be a perfect guy. juz dun lyk guys who smoke. err saw da 'examiner' whoa quite xiong la. lady lai de. he washed my hair. quite nice la will tok to me de. style my hair 3/4 times. i lyk da style but he sprayed too much hair spray so wash off. style a more guai way. hair can be amazing. can be punk`trendish etc. he still sae wanna help us style if we goin grad nite next yr. n yeah he owns me a meal. xD

shopped at parco n went over to bugis village. went inside OG lookin at clothes. i giggled n sae. __ people wear shorts. oOps. haha. tall de wear .. evil grins* got bored n caught train back to jp. crapped n laugh lyk nobody's business. LOL. dine at kfc. walked n lazed ard. duck bought x'mas cards. while i got hup a flower; rose. went home at 8?

I LOVE DUCKIE! she's lame. i'm lame tOo.

. monday 0711`05 .

HAPPY BDAE! HUpHUp~
fifteen le ar. gd luck in all u do n may ur dreams & wishes come true. =) funky 15. dunnoe wad to buy so got u dat, hope u lyk bahz.

had head start prog. was almost late. coz sotong sb tot she bring wrong books denn asked her mama down denn missed many buses. nvm lahz. juz on time. sian. damn dead during lessons. tired! =( cries i wanna zzz. physics do O practical. maths go thru function. ss go thru sbq. next yr kanna eggy? chinese write essay. =X on dengue fever. as i wrote, i got scare. got flu. n da d.fever is similiar to flu. got abit feverish. muscles pain. due to? over-work lyk wad my sis sae? *prays* i do nt have dat. or i tink too much le. stupid brian durin chi sae wad big bird de acc pw gt my name. -_-'' grr 2nd tyme after potato sae wad he shy or watever. haa.. =D gt a super super "sweet" de herbal tea, thanx to apple. saw him smiling while walking pass. i love wearing white uniform man~

went ferr lunch, py joined us n we had chicken rice. gross lahz. rice inside gt flies? -.-'' n auntie sae nvm, is rice fly. yucks but kind uncle change ferr py. had choir. okay bahz. juz dat i was nt feelin okay. flu n used up so much tissue. cant sing. n cheryl tiffany keep telling me MING DAO rawks. haha keke. but ziqian sweet can? ^^ hee. tml full dress rehearsal. long long since i last wore dat? a to do list:

-muz go pack shoes n gown.
-do essay dats nt completed.
-choir noticeboard.
+f&n done le bahz.
-needa buy camp de stuff. find one dae go buy.

time seems so packed. sat open hse` next mon- wed camp` 21-23 nov choir dae camp. there goes my nov. bOo. tc peepx. weather hot` drink more water. not lyk me, sick now. faster recover. all da virus bacteria shOo..
-confused.// a joke or? i dun wanna be tied. released me`
::there's nothing perfect` it's juz all so simple`depends on how we looked upon it::

work is tiring.

went down ferr da hair modeling again.
hair can be amazing`style in all kinda ways.
i wanna learn.

well keith owes me a meal.
better keep promise. =)

tired`flu`aches
doin ss. so much. =X

update again.

todae is a FRIDAY!
well dats was lame of me.

here's goes out to u:
happy bdae to u!
happy bdae to u!
happy bdae shuna!
happy bdae to u!

finally 15 liao. not bad not bad. waited so long n now finally this fine dae came. =D wish u gd luck in ur results n everything u do, ur love <3>.<

. wenesday 0211`05 .
had lessons. xC bored! had choir. i cant teach de. but i gonna try. at least i'm willing yeah? realised potential peepx in alto. basically is crazy ov'r ziqian n in choir having debate against my sec1s. nvm. done oh n ziqian oso good kay. well open hse is next sat. gonna wear gown. well good bah. oso left nt much time le. how time flies. next yr i'm in sec4 le. had meeting. some were high to go sentosa. wheeee. poor vincent was so sad. coz only guy? was discussin dae camp de games. gonna be exciting. went to buy you mian n some other stuff wib xm & hy.

. thursday 0311`05 .
rotted happily at home. tired. did my f&n and ss. =/ long way to go. watched wang zi bian qing wa. goin ga-ga over ziqian. stupid shuna gope my pic n so self-fish dun wanna share. lOlz!
we 2 are ziqian-freaks. esp da part where tianyu was at ziqian hse. how sweet to build a home together? heh~ fight at msn. me n apple vs donkey. haha.

. friday 0411`05 .
YEAH! which is todae! had lessons. suck big time after recess. LATE n u go blah blah. watever. dun realli give any damns. learnt format n did coursework B.

its ur dae apple! were bad enuff to sae we no $$. went out buy choco.cake at prima deli. n apples! lit candle on da apple. she was kinda =O it was my silly idea. smashed cake on her face. how kind are we. shuna went toilet clear. her hair is so creamy. edible. who wants? ewww ate cake. played da silly game paul taught. mixed choco cake wib apple. gosh. heng i nv keep losin. had fun. got 1ncc went passed n sang happy bdae song. daniel was cute at times. blur blur de. haha. lOlz! shuna went ferr sectionals while we continue playin.

went jp. had kfc while waiting. err fishOle meal. x sia. lOlz. lookin ferr jobs. coz in need of $$. she came n got her pencil case n her fav keyvoard. saw familiar faces. *aherm* wanted to noe kenneth. but dun wan after knowin his identity. haha. xian shi wor. >.< she oso drank alchoholic drink. % of alcohol is higher than beer. shake head

hope u hab a nice dae. =)
`_once again happy 15th bdae! =D
once again i felt it`not willing to let go.
whenever u got into my sight`somehow u affected my heartbeat let time decide
-mymrpink `kouyinxinran
back-to-back# leaning against

REGRETS
da shadow will alwaes follow. hauting me ferr life.

i can no longer treasure him, my lil`uncle in m'sia.
he's gone, FOREVER!

he wanted to see us but where on earth are we?
he dotes on us so much. who will ever care if we go back?

X i blame myself ferr being so un-concerned!
X i blame myself ferr not able to see him!
X i blame myself ferr being so bad though he treats us so nice!
X i blame myself ferr being alwaes liddat.
X i blame myself ferr neglecting my close ones.

same ferr my grandpa who's gone nt long.
unfilial me.

i'm sorry, but its all too late.
hope somehow ur pain & misery are gone.

living in a different word n seeking better ife perhaps
.i ll pray hard. i love 'em.

cant be replaced
can u hear me?

happy deepavali all!
a holidae ferr many of us. =)
saw many apnn too. lol.

. monday 31oct`05 .
LAST dae of october. gotta part it, kinda she bu de lahz. but welcome november. *claps claps* official holidae! but wad? da head start prog started too. well its all fer our good so i wun realli hab any grumbles going back lahz. =) i'm good kay. mr go sae he will request to follow up us. =X good or bad. haha. got pro n cons. had 4hours of lessons. quite relax lahz.

after lessons. went to sch opp de coffee shop ate chicken rice wib sb. went to CK buy sweets to give choir de peepx. nearly was late. was on time. saw many sec1s but they are trying up their gown. heh finally ar. had sectionals. guess da weather was too HOT, so no one was in da mood. but after some time.. =)) okay lahz.

practise da 3 songs. n bei feng cui guode xia tian. lub my cute juniors esp altos de. sec1s`sec2s`sec3s. really thanks n happy wib da attendance. i went crazy lookin at JJ de videos! xu zi qian rulez. denn da ku ku sec1s keep made fun.. =P he sweet kay. had a long sectional of 4hours? tiring.. went home n slacked. online` slept late at 1am. offline together wib mq. haha.

. tuesday 01nov`05 .

it's a new START of da new month. so happy! n its todae. wheeee. was tired lahz but went out though. met her at jp denn off we went to explore jp. WOW. its so small so din realli stayed long. took bus to queensway. ate mac. ate lyk hungry ghosts. din go back when gate close. heh! had spicy double plain + cheese. tried some big mac de beef. not too bad lahz. =P coz i seldom eat de. laze ard dere b4 we went off to bugis. HOT! walked ard bugis village. bought loads of yummy food tOo. had ice snow balls` fried ice cream` etc. bugis is full of nice food.

went over to OG to shop n saw GUOHAO! haha long tyme no see n he got sae HI sia. nan de coz he kinda dao de. but it was nice of him to organise class gatherin. thanks dude! looking at clothes n stuff. went over to parco to see see. loads of nice stuffs tOo. bought a dunnoe wad thing b4 leaving. nice lehz, prawn de!

took train to je. ermm *aherm* was lyk so unwilling to get off da train. why why? coz got shuai ge mahz. WE WORE DA SAME SHOES! ji du? his shoes is same as mine, black de. exactly same design. bought my shoes. n 2 rings` 2 facial foams! had bb tea. greedy, aint we? walked to mrt station n saw ys wib a guy. whoa.

haha denn caught train back to jp. wanna buy some more stuffs. my eyes are SHARP de. saw jinming. so said hi! hohoho mq was lyk y he copy me wear same shirt. lol. went off to jp to buy 2 necklaces n honey herbal tea? throat was kinda horrible. =X had a fruitful dae! legs are sore n tired le. spend loads $$ too. *shake heads* went home n watched tv nor. needa packed bag ferr tml de lessons. hopefully i wun be late bahz? i will be PUNCTUAL if i din wake up late nor.


i will spend my 2mths holidaes wisely.
1.finish all my hwk b4 dec comes
2.start to revise ALL sec3 de work
3.brush up on A/Emaths
4.kill my tys(s) by finishin most of em.
5.play n yet work hard ferr da coming Os.
i dun wanna regret when i'm in sec4. =)

wad's da hardest word to learn?
it's FORGET.