once again, HAPPY BDAE eeyore!
chu ni fun ru dong hai`shou bi nan shan! =D
nian nian you jin ri` shui shui you jin zhao!!
zhao shen gui zi! oOps o.O wrong phrase.

. tuesday 29nov`zer05 .
mmm.. dunnoe consider tues or mon. LOL. read on to see why i sae so. gather da peepx on mon de 11plus at nite. did discussion on wad to do when i add eeyore in. peepx included; ben, jw, honeydew, wf, rc, hup n of coz me! now i wonder if my clock got prob. all da us had diff time. who to follow so can strike 12am exact to wish neh? lOlz! np np come np. -.-'' added her in. everyone started bombing her wib wishes n messages. more stupid is da nudges! ben is maid! oOps! had a fun online party! =D tink she had a memorable time bahz. thanks to all who had cooperate to help this be successful. slept at bout 2plus?

started my dae at 10plus. was late to meet hy at jp. =x ps arz. lucky not realli veri late yeah. =p went to b1 to look cakes. well common sense tells dat buy cake is either to eat/ bdae yeah? or else play arz? ._. haha. look at prima deli denn walk to polar etc see see here. look look there. hard to make up mind. decided on walnut cake at last. went to polar buy small cake, hello kitty de. went to florist wanna buy roses. ex sia if wanna make bouquet. being not rich, only bought 2 roses; pink[hy picked] & blue[me] blue rawks totalli! ;) nice! go up to get container to put da choco i/we made ytd at duckie hse. melt da big bars of choco n put in mould. saw james n told him it's mq bdae.well he gave funny replies n will sae me 'free' as usual. went to gift land next. bought a big card. not realli. but to me bigger than usual de cards. contridicting myself. =D hy picked da card. nice! *claps* buy wrapping paper. n a luminous color de tape to wrap present.

buy finish da needed de n went to eeyore de hse downstairs wrapped stuffs. damn da tape. cant use at all. cheated my money! dun ever be deceive by appearance! grrr. wrote messages on da BIG card. haha. hy took LITTLE time to tink of wad to write. while me transfer da chocos to da container. someone came over n asked if we doin ART? haha. YEAH we are. saw eeyore de bro n we lyk trying to hide in case he sees us n tell her? i was so stupid n called her tell her i walked frm boon lay to her hse n got LOST! cheated her feelings. nah i wasnt. wanna drag time so lied. i was making da call below her place. she actually believe. muahaha. *evil* hiak hiak

done! happily we went up. din went straight to her door. coz her door open mahz. settle da cake at da staircase. puttin candles. peep n saw her door close le. so i walked to da door dere n knock knock wib my lil hello kitty cake. ermm dun realli noe how she felt. muz asked her personally lahz. asked her turn ard n asked hy come wib da big de cake wib candles lighted. let us in. sang duet de bdae song n cake has signs of melting so.. fast fast make le wish n blew off. hy was da healthy minister so she removed da waxes n ash etc. =) cheeriors or else tink i ll be not here, in toilet bahz. took pics da cake. shall upload when i change a skin n eeyore send me. funni shots! gave her da presents. YEAH! i won! she like da blue rose! well but she likes BOTH! i gave her my bao bei cd wib jy signatures. treasure it, scratch it n whack u arz. n poster too. my jianyi!! zhen xi!

list of her current prezzie;
the rainbow connections cd+ poster
roses
BIG card
chocos

ate da cake. hehee cake's nice! agree? eeyore used chopsticks!! so cute. eat cake use kuai zi? started using hands. nice xw put cream at her face! facial mask. almost finished da cake but still got 1/4 bahz. in her fridge. da lil cake too. eat le mahz? next open com listen songs! hy using com to read da conversation last nite. while me n her go to her rm take pics of all da prezzie. funky! yeah she pasted da card on her wall. can see daily! she oso took pics wib her prezzie. then we gather in da room talk talk. laze ard~ slack basically.

mei nian ni yao gen shui qing zhu sheng ri ar HY?

decided to go watch harry potter. hy so hyper. her 2nd time still.. haha. went hy hse first coz needa take bank book do bank transfer. went bank next. waited long~ me n eeyore start taking pic coz da backgrd was chio. took so many pics. hey faster load da pic ar. all in her fone. cool. took so many still can. first time she so zi lian. oOps i mean usually she dun take pic de. spastic faces. haha.

after hy done. rushed up to buy tix. *aherm* sae da tix seller nt bad. hai kan le liang yan wor. who ar? blah buy popcorns n drinks n zoom off coz aldy start movie le. had long commercial. da show started. tink cedric shuai lahz. haha. not bad de show. sadded when cedric died. nice movie in short. details? go watch bahz. perhaps write a movie review when i blog again? freezing inside. it lasted quite long! was icy when it ended. rushed to toilet but who noes it's colder! GRRRRrrr..

went ard. enter our kiddish land- kiddy palace. start to take pics wib soft toys. spotted 2 cuties pies. 2 bros bahz. small small n so naughty nor. running about n bumpin into us. we still tried to stop em. but da bigger boi boi was naughtier than small de. small one cuter. eeyore went crazy over em. small boi boi shake hand wib her. took pics of em. left dere after bidding bye. kids nowadaes are realli adorable! someone came to tap me. scared me sia. it's peiyong. cant recognise her sia. she cut hair but nice coz like china dolls. =D

went to buy finger food. those dong xi. lOlz! improper meals. bought da XL fried chicked extra spicy n octopus prawn balls. we all shared da food. but still it's full! ate n went 7-eleven. buy my tea. HAHA i caught u! [mq] she loves copyin me! meow~ time kinda late so go home. bidded bb to hy n nice eeyore pei wo wait bus. talked bout da dae n her tatoo on hand dat makes her lyk gangster. crapped n talked bout gang name etc. LOL. can see she's realli happy bahz. before i left ferr bus still sae thanks. well welcome! =) still sms n thank after i reached home.

a long yet meaningful dae ferr me! though it's not my bdae. wish u all da b3st n gd luck beh! jia you in all u do. <3 frenshiplasting.. whack u da no of times u deserved. those haben whack muz fast fast! beat steel still hot. abit broke after these mini celebration. gotta save up. bring u out someday to bu chang back da balance. =D

. monday 28nov`zer05 .
went duck hse myself. sat 180 alone till dere myself. haha. find her place myself but stuck. so i sat at 185 near de playgrd wait fer her. went ten miles mall buy mashmallows drinks n tibits. melted chocos. ate wib mashmallows. her bro was playin bass guitar. ermm okay lahz. saw it n it looks cool. dye hair~ not realli obvious. had fun time playing ard wib dye. using platic bags is realli.. aherm* coughs washed off n water is realli COLD! screaming away lyk mad. haha worst was duck. sat. squat down n got herself wet! lol. continue our choco making. watched la bi xiao xin while she shower. watched super sunday! 79 979 799 79. try reading it fast. amazin~ went bp plaza coz she wanna buy clips. bought seaweed fries. forgo my bus coz haben eat finish. got on da bus. went home n slack~

dats my life this few daes~ wanna chiong hwk le. give me da motivation to finish all da hwk pls!!! tired~ but happy! =D love my frenz loads..// [o''o]

HAPPY BDAE to EEYORE!!
buddies alwaes~

specially dedicated to u!
on this special day 291105

hope u enjoy da lil celebration we had online! =D
thanks to honeydew, ben, jw, wf, huphup & rc n not forgettin me! =D

it's been a long n busy this week. to recall, mon had bbq wib choir, tues to fri had practice. now my weekend is gone le oso. haha this proven dat time really flies!! nov coming to an end, 2006 is coming le.. i gonna be 16 yrs old, n it's gonna be my turn to pia Os. =C can time moves slower mahz?

. saturday 26nov`zer05 .
woots. woke n laze ard online. shower n went jp meet eeyore. went to catch train. talked n chatted alot.. did wat i suppose to and went back jp to eat. had buddies meal AGAIN. haha. was damn FULL! while waiting ferr my dear darcie to reach to meet up, went library to return books. pei eeyore go look ferr someone's present. it was so long le but still buy. went to 77th street n she bought a shirt. black de. okay lahz quite nice. but i prefer brown. *eeyore bdae coming!! HINT to *aherm* duckie came. miscommunications so made her go up n came down. =p

eeyore went home n we went to take train to jec. coz duckie wanna go the rainbow connections de autograph session. on da way to jec, saw weijie so rang her to tell her. haha. wonder ard till 5plus near 6 denn stand dere wait ferr da superstars to come. actualli juz go dere see see de but i went to buy da soundtrack. 15bucks wib poster. saw da POP guy. his name is jia le!! lol! waited n they finally came. screams n applause. but dun tink da fans not veri enthu. mainly is kelly n jy de fans. red yellow n pink [xinhui] jy look suave in his dat outfit bahz. a yellow 'tie' n da gals look good too.

they sang live. kelly n jy sang qing chun coz no hab my fav jianyi ard. my 1st time see em in real person. da 3 superstars were made to walk catwalk. jy sae he dunno denn host peifen asked him anyhow, juz walked n act cool. haha. autograph session starts denn when ended, they took grp photo. kelly fans were veri supportive. keep shouting n screaming her name. we went to da back to see their departure. walked walked, bought waffles. strolled to da bus stop happily eating. my bus came but duck made me pei her to eat finish. her bus came denn mine. reached home n listened to da ost. nice!! i love qing chun n wu ban..






this show is nice!! xD jianyi rawks!! i'm hooked..

. sunday 27nov`zer05 .
no intentions to go out todae de. dad rang up n wanna bring us to see grandpa so shower n went out at 3plus. gt a cab n tell him to go west coast dere meet dad wib my sis. da driver drove at slow speed when only got me n sis. when my dad got on, he sped so fast. ._.'' head gt dizzy. grrr.. dad bought buns n tea. now i realised NUS n NUH so near. da canteen is so crowded. ppl enjoy goin to hospital? lol. da canteen so spacious n full of diff kinda food.

went up to level 6. needa wear a mask before enterin. my grandpa stayin in A class de ward bahz. he nv share wib others lyk da other tyme. he looks so much thinner n weaker. first time i feel dat he's not as bad tempered as b4. stood aside while my dad fed him. not bad da room, got tv de. stayed ard n b4 leaving, we said bye n he waved. did felt abit guilty bout din treating him nicely in da past. hope he recover fast bahz. he's havin operation this wed. everything will be fine bahz. =) i love my grandpa n dad.

took 197 to je. n took train to westmall. had lunch. me had ban bian while sis had duck rice. went ard walking. went pop buy pens. we bought watches; me green de, hers brown. err n also a pair of slippers. took 157 back home~ tired sia. yipee tml dying hair at duckie place wib her. wheeeee.. xD she's excited too bahz. yeah can eat choco!! her hse is full of it. shall start my holidae assgn n change blogskin asap. =D

well too high todae so it's gonna be a short update.
more details shall be updated again.

went ferr the rainbow connnections de autograph session.
saw junyang`kelly`xinhui.

n saw da pop guy, jiale!!
haha. =P
bought da cd n hab signatures of 'em wor. xD

SLEPT!
but still i'm tired.

glad i din went lot 1 wib da 2 crazy freaks; TIFFANY & CHERYL.
well maybe next time bahz.

my day;
woke at 9 -> shower -> buy sweets -> go sch -> saw peiyong n others at ava so joined in n sang -> SECTIONALS time -> it was quite okay? =D altos wOooo -> sing sing n SING -> i became music stand -> break -> give sweets -> all GONE -> free tatoos in sweets pkt -> gave out all -> played ard -> FAILED to make da tatoo on my hand ;( -> many did it -> crapped ard -> stupid hassan + scouts sing n sing BEAUTIFULLY when went passed us --> BUT hassan gt POTENTIAL!

11 strikes -> back to music rm -> SLACK -> ms lim came -> practice~ -> overall okay bah todae -> got closer to many altos de peepx thru da 4 /5daes

1pm strikes -> had lunch wib da 2 abnormals at banquet -> hide my bag when i buy food -> LOL -> ate grill ish butter rice -> used 3tools to eat; knife/fork n spoon -> okay okay bahz -> crazy 2 keep gigglin n laughin -> still pour all da chilli cucumber or watever on my plate -> gross -> =X eat lunch muz stay away frm .. -> da 2 wanna go lot1 -> i nt supportin -> no matter how persuasive TIFFANY is, i cant be moved

conclusion: CHERYL loves to pull my bag as she walked TIFFANY is crazy n giggles as she eats.

slept -> watch tv -> online -> poor hj my another cheeky de nu er sick -> takkaire ar -> watch wu chu cai hong -> JIANYI -> online again -> sleepin sOon o.O

i wanna bring altos de ppl out one day. ferr a movie or steamboat? n bring my nu ers out ferr gatherin. HAHa.. qinghui still sae mummy muz pay? =C broke~ gonna miss 'em coz no more choir till 28th. cyaz peepx denn~ n sb go m'sia le. takkaires n go sch together again when u are backie. no more le. goin out tml!! xD yeah.

tired ;(
freaking tired.

dunnoe wad got into me.
it's time to slow down n catch a breathe.
need more n MORE rest & sleep
before i go crazy #$@!%

update ltr`off to zzz land
wanna change my blogskin into greeny!

CHOIR RAWKS!!

i tink ALTO rawks even more..
sec3s rocks!!
sec2s pebbles!!
sec1s stones!!
TIFFANY* Qinghui* Adeline* Dan Lim* Geraldine* Hsien Juen* Wan Sien* Sharlynn*
Cheeriors to da sec1s. U guys did well! keep it up.
tinkin back when we were lyk em.. *coughs* =P

in high spirits today. =D
went sch ferr choir practice.
security guard chased n asked us why we in sch.
he DUNNOE dat we got practice. =X

had practice at 11.
well overall alto did well. =P
da malay song was nice!
all da altos start callin me Xiao Hui = small grey

blah. =/
i got so many names.

after practice while waiting ferr hy buy her books.
got ka jiao by 2mad peepx; mrs cedric & mr tiffany AGAIN!
jingyu was normal. =)
i'm alwaes BULLIED!! s0bxx =[
mummy~ HELP!!

WORST!
xm & hy + da crazy sec1s saw paul n start to..
!@&#$
*runs*

went to buy dye.
jp --> waffles --> watson [buy cream developer]--> kfc [buy food ferr me & eeyore] --> walk under da big sun to eeyore hse --> eat/ makan --> slack --> 'dye' hair --> xw makin so much noise n wet da toilet roll in da bathrm --> not much effect --> watch SHOOT n discuss --> we are NOt mi xin somehow --> play com --> HOME SWEET HOME --> walked to jp alone --> top bus consession --> home xD

in good mood. high 5 to qinghui, my another nu er. she oso loves jian yi.
wheeee.. =D

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poof. now my hand got 3 cuts on my arm. LAZY. gonna start doin my work after my practices end this fri.

. friday 11nov`zer05 .
had committee meeting. planned bout da bbq etc. bought a cake ferr bloody 9bucks. actually dun wanna buy de!! cut le give to some ppl. LOL. buy cake ferr nothin. while meetin, me n hup had this creative game. scissors paper stone. loser kanna draw on hand wib chalk. =( i was screamin my way coz it itches. ticklish. LOL.

. thursday 17nov`zer05 .
well actually was slackin at home. guohao felt bored so went out. went jp meet him denn darcie came along. he walked super duper fast. went town to eat instead da steamboat coz due to some prob. crapped lame jokes in da train. reached le had hard time decidin on wad to eat. went to this restaurant at cine beside subway. food was okay okay. ordered fish n chips. spent 44bucks in all ferr 3. went to take neoprints wib duckie while gh went home coz.. had fun time takin neo. went home bout 9plus? thanks nice ducky ferr keepin me company till jp. =)

. friday 18nov`zer05 .
not sure if this is da day. me n hy went shoppin lyk aunties ferr bbq groceries. went super broke. used up 40bucks. before dat went to watson, sasa played wib cosmetics. it was so temptin. i wanna buy. cool colors. we test da colors on our hands. we were crazy.. n i sprayed soda like perfume on her. HAHA. doesnt it smell GOOD? after dat bumped into hup, wendy, ws n xe. they were at da snoopy land doin quiz. so we went in. copy da ans n took some pics too. haha. we were kiddish!! after dat went to hy hse to put da bbq stuff. used com n played a kiddy game. haha but it was cute. went 7 eleven buy lime coke n banana.. home sweet home~

. sunday 20nov`zer05 .
i forgot wad i actually did. slack at home. at nite online chatted wib many n play games wib paul. grrr i'm LOUSY! my tic tac toe got thrash by him which normally i will win. =C played many but still lose. i nv ran u arz.. we 'discuss' bout a topic. he's not gentlemen de. he tinks guys n us are equal. over this we blah blah so long. guys shld have da 'gentlemen' attitude. well nvm got kinda cross after talkin bout dat. talked bout class de chalet. makin tee shirts. he's super enthu bout playin da game dat will made kidney spoil de. rc gotta be careful. lol.

. monday 21nov`zer05 .
HAPPY BDAE TO SawBian & YY too!!
finally 15 le ar..
sb; been frenz since young? when we din even realised. haha. long story. but wish u all da best n wishes all come true!!! xD

on this day we [choir] oso went east coast! went dere to chill n bbq.met sb early at 7 plus coz i wanna buy grapes n stuffs ferr choir. went jp n =[ dat ntuc n liberty are still NOT open. rushed to 7-eleven. got 2 bottles mineral water n milk tea. only when we were about to pay at da cashier did i realised i forgot to put da dollar notes in my wallet =X how FORGETFUL can i be. sotong me. sb paid denn we took bus n rushed back home. phew i left it at home. saw cedric while goin home. chiong to jp to meet hy n others. cj n hup sms me dat they ll be late. haha me oso. lyk mum lyk daughters. reached je n alot reached le. hang ard n wendy start to dsiao my hair. board da train n da noisy us start to sae lame n cold jokes. we spotted one guy whose hair was 'bao zha' n hup took pics of him secretly. tink he realised n start starin at us. LOL.

reached eunos n took bus dere. it was RAINY. chill ard n started bq at 12plus.. bbq bbq eat eat.. till 4plus. TIFFANY was ice gal. =D haha. played da game paul intro n made some of em drink lyk crazy. went off at 4plus. went jp to makan. ate chicken chop. yummy! home sweet home~ tired.

. tuesday 22nov`zer05 .
bought cake ferr sb. 9bucks!! gone. i'm broke le. =x plus da small de 2bucks. denn me wendy were so crazy over matchsticks. i bought 10pkts ferr 60cts. da cake was gd. had choir practice today. alto attendance not bad. =) learnt songs ferr next yr de cultural nite. went home denn~ it was rainin so heavily. COLD. =C haha.

. wednesday 23nov`zer05 .
HAPPY BDAE TO Joanna!!
have a great day yeah! xD

as usual had practice. went home. yeah me hy dye hair tml? wad color? natural brown?

still mb last wk de today we juz break camp. missed da camp. i wanna go kayakin again. mud walk etc. FUN !! missing it.. tink i wanna change blogskin soon. i wan GREEN!! this time.. haa.. change when i'm FREE. i'm always. =D

eeyore bdae comin.. needa save up 100bucks. we 2 so funny. bdae is buy ferr the other. nv share de. but it is great. k but give me some time. denn one day we go out, u wan wad i buy? so it's gonna be belated! i'm savin up. =) god i need $$..

turning cold blooded and anti social.

NOISE outta me

wanna go out wib eeyore coz she reads my mind!

SILENCE!

let the rain be heavier` let ngxiaowei disappear from this world!

time realli flies tonight.
playing games n chatting wib paul, eeyore, juniors..
i lost so much n nv gonna conceat defeat.

i needa slow down my pace and start to take note every little thing.
i'm juz tired to tink. it's tiring to tink.

PEACE!! is all i wan!

SICK get away!!
poor eeyore is ''sick''.
takkaire arz`muz get well soon wor.

wad a day. =X
thanks ferr keepin me 'company' on phone.

shall update later.
it's tv time now!!

sec3`zer05 camp rawks!

3 words to describe it:
FUN!
FUN!
and more FUN!

.monday 14 nov`zer05 [day 1].
report kinda earli wib all my stuff in sch. can see dat many are excited bout da camp. had ice breaking games. so so bah. our trainer is amir aka shuai ge. he's realli gd looking. gals see le will faint sia. veri style. he looks lyk chinese but tink is mixed bah. juz lyk a big brother to us.*aherm* got memerized by him. had lunch at sch n went to JBAC. had 3 main grps n i'm in B ferr BRAVO! kk was so enthu. haa.. we were all so xian shi. shout loud coz of gainin shower time. settle down n had

*orienteering*
tiring but fun. visit da Hay dairy goat farm. da stench of da goats are so de strong. had a long walk. tiring but okay bahz. next was

*field/outdoor cooking*
we got mass tins n food stuff n went outdoor. started da fire but at times it din work but.. at last it works! dried leaves do da job. cooked da noodles. ws feed me coz i was busy handling da fire n amir was like: so loving.. he jealous coz nobody feed him. l0lz! da food was nice. went back to campsite n had hard time scrubbing da mass tins wib carbons! no dinner coz cook outdoor le ma..

clean up n went hall ferr some singing session. did songs n cheers. love da hokey pokey. got many of us so high. keep yelling n shouting. compete da claps de volume frm each grp. was super high bout da cheers.

*night walk*
changed into trackpants n went off. was da 1st grp. all da us was lyk so scare while walkin dere. gotta scare by one of da instructor standing by. many grps came along. din managed to walk coz da area we goin is infested wib dogs! they were fierce ones. head back to campsite. rather disappointing.

continue sing along session. adnan da CC keep deductin shower time n wanna us to clap n shout ferr da deduction. amir took us ferr campfire preparation. some debrief n went ferr showering. long queue. went back to bunk n da stupid trainers shout shout ask us to zzz. dun realli like em.. slept fast.

. tuesday 15nov`zer05 [day 2] .
stupid alarm rag at 4plus am. grr woke but slack n dragged myself to rest till 5plus denn go wash up. had PT. YOGA?! was so pissed off wib da camp director. made yoga into something all detest. wonderin if all rebel him will how ar.. knees n hands were so pain. push up like positions made us all our energy drained off. had breakfast, food not bad la. nasi lemak.

*CRC*
din went coz cant overcome height's fear. n was not feeling well. =( but cheers to all who did went up. ms lai oso went up. she got so many fans cheering her on.

*kayaking/ rafting*
it was FUN! total madness. we needa pair wib a guy n our class is mainly females n 3h was all males so pair up. was wib Ismail. he was nice. alwaes doin most of da turning of directions. kayak along da ke-longs n went crashing wib it but lucky nv capsized. kayaked twice ard da ke-longs n saw dogs! kayaking was pure FUN! yet tiring.

given da pipes ropes n barriers, we needa creat our own rafts. it lasted only awhile before it fell to pieces in da water. =D got sunburn n tanner le. wheee kayaking rawks.

*lunch*
ate first coz we on duty. was tired though juz standin dere to oversee da washing area.

*mud bathe*
wheeee. was so high. reached da area n got pulled down to da mud. stupid amir was so evil. put mud in my ears. i make his hair wib mud. such punk n cool colored hair. poor thing. he went round hugging ppl wib mud. ms lai oso tio. haha. to *aherm*; bu zha hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu chen jin yong you. haha. went to da pond to wash da mud. =) saw da spirit of us helpin one another. i took off my shoes to let peien wear coz hers got stuck in mud. it was painful to walk on stones n rocks on da road. we went to da beach to soak n wash off da mud on our hair. wheeee. COOL! coz got SUN! help ms lai to do facial n cleaning up. ears is full da mud! =X

went back n shower. so shiok. nobody fight to shower. did campfire preparation. came up wib some stuff n got it done. had dinner n da portion was little but full bahz. changed to camp tee n went to campfire pit. many teachers oso came.. saw caleb. so cute. he kept goin near da fire dat some instructor worry n chased him to mr go. he's so small. kawaii neh. did songs n cheer. class by class performed. ours was okay lah. EYES ON ME! shawn made many laugh.

jalan jalan jalan jalan
Jalan Bahtera
we bunk in camp and made new frenz in Jalan Bahtera
jalan jalan jalan jalan
Jalan Bahtera
the night walk rawks but got chased by dogs in Jalan Bahtera
jalan jalan jalan jalan
Jalan Bahtera
the mud walk rawks but lost our socks in Jalan Bahtera
`song by our class.

did hokey pokey. HIGH! =P ultraman`street fighter`batman clap etc. war betweern all 3 grps. 3h did their cheer n we followed. haha BRAVO ma.. cheers!! did hokey pokey twice. nice n fun man! all good things end. we chit chat wib amir n evaluate da camp. he still rmb i put mud on his hair. thinking back mud bathe was realli enjoyable. had supper together. he needa go to jss tml morn ferr his O's geog paper. he was 23 yrs old. he told us he even paricipate at da ngee ann civics plaza de car competition. he endured 37hours n collapsed. went to wash hair n slept soundly. tired n beat!

. wednesday 16 nov`zer05 [day 3] .
LAST DAY! so fast. quite sad bah.

.PT.
was so elated dat C.D not coming. sadded when saw him. got tortured again. n he lied to us. was realli cant take it le nor. still manage to pull thru.but i simply disklike doin it. gals got scolded ferr da toilets. thanks 3d ferr clearing da mess. cleared finish n went ferr breakfast. knee hurts man. chit chatted wib sukhveen n some other gals. finished our evaluation booklet. saw amir n we were lyk so happy? he finished his 40mcqs paper 1 n came back. we gave da framed pic to him wib all our signatures.

got on bus back to sch. saw his bike following behind. CC was on our bus. he sang songs n we gave him silent clap. lOlz! amir went back wib us in his bike. bided bye to him n got to noe he love to eat supper at da sch dere de malay coffee shop. we ate lunch n while goin home saw him again. he stayed near da area near my taman jurong de hse. opposite nia. shall go back more le.. haha. bought lime coke frm 7-eleven n went hOme.

overall it was a fun n memorable camp. wheeeee.. =D missing it already. da cikgu's loud mighty voice.. da trainers.. those female trainers who chase us to zzz.. da camp director's yoga.. da lame clappings n cheers. bravo.. one macho clap.. hokey pokey.. ping pong ball hanging on da wall etc~ wanna go ferr da 2nd mud bathe.. o-key o-key al-right.. used to da food of camp, now eat home cooked food not used.. da short but memorable shower time.. kayaking ard da kelongs.. now aches everywhere.. needa rest n recharge my battery le.

yeah thanks rc ferr da videos. =) n doin up da designs ferr our class chalet.

sec3`zer05 camp rawks!
i ll never ever forget these days at Jalan Bahtera..

TIFFANY strikes back!! [*claps*]
TIFFANY DANLIM CHERYL JINGYU ADELINE ..
JIAYI MEIXIN ..
my promise! =D

i am so HIGH & HAPPY todae. coz its our sch de open hse. -_-''
read on bahz. craziness driving me extreme! >.< . saturday 121105 . OH! which is todae! i tot todae gonna be dull n cloudy ferr me. but it turn out to be SUNNY & HIGH day! wheeee.. coz as usual i ll be da one being left aside. da 2 will go n i will turn invisble. sometimes felt unwanted. BUT.. i'm NOT alone. great feel! it drizzled in da morn. my spirits were okay. went 7-eleven buy sandwiches. reached n ate at music rm. i'm da earliest! soon many came.

changed to gown. i helped em to make up. eye shadow` lip stick`foundation`blusher. i'm multi tasker. shocked when i actually wanna rest le n still got ppl who are actually queuing to let me make up. =) i'm proud of myself. destroyed so many young pure faces! GREAT! i'm some kind da profeesional. =P helped ard till ms lim came. did some warming up. my voice is back. deeper. alto 4 lyk tomato. nvm. hee. da performance so.. soft? mike nv on bahz.

went ferr lunch at canteen wib da coupon. ate wib those sec3 n sec2s de came n join us. jiayi keep dsiao me. honeydew n he down dere taking his wallet n sae.. l0lz went back music rm n played wib wendy n co. slapped hand game. n my hand got RED! played hai dai. we compete da shen [volume] win.

had 2nd performance. watched da drum. wheeee. so nice. band oso. went down wib jingyu to take BALLOONs! so HIGH when i see em.. haha! kiddish ma. in love wib green..! hiak hiak. more sec1s joined in. adeline`danlim`cheryl etc. i lyk mama bringin 5children. got many new nu er.. newest is hsien juen. cute la her. got surrounded by sec2s. thanks sweet jy pei me go buy drinks. went hall outside n do badges. did 2 ferr juniors. left out 1. stupid lo. da name got chopped off. haha.

went back music rm n sang rounds. had so many sotongs wib me. sec1s. dunnoe how to sing n i break down words into bits n pieces. TIFFANY u can sing louder de. xD well danlim de leg lyk mine. BIG so we can wear each other de shoes. whoa. danlim was lyk askin me bout da 1st performance. how we did. yeah nan de got junior asked so much bout sound projection all these. good good.

had last round n changed. WHOA! tiring dae! went to hall dere wib usual peepx. hang ard n made string art? nice la. used as key chain. *grin* u still use da one i gave u. =D saw u so many times. tanner le hor. NICE! went down n dey played da swing by NPCC. it almost collasped? drew many ppl de attention. ncc training ferr speech dae liao. SHUAi. da no.1 uniform.

played table tennis. i was *aherm* lousy. or i ll be in sch team. soon others came down n join us. talk talk lame lame. wiut wee shuna de keychain got honeydew seh. he so pai seh. honeydew veri nice n yummy.. takkaire wor. u looks exhausted but play wib u veri fun. i love to SUAN him. heh.. called daniel ferr fun. duh. his voice so loud sia. dsiao *aherm* de big mole. he replied! YEAH! open xiang bin celebrate. hang ard. went front porch play hai dai`etc. FUN! till mr govin oso came out. told him i wan ceiling de floating balloons. he asked me wait 2 daes maybe will get. eng version. duh. so -_-'' but HIGH sia. xD

CAMP. got hyper. i sae OKAY, u sae ALRIGHT! i created one. i sae COCA.. u sae COLA! xP laming. board da bus n da bus belong to us. freaking NOISY. apple de fault. alight. reached home n some ppl came to do up da windows. =X noisy. online tw tok to me. all bout camp n ncc.. so good js & daniel no need go camp. some one will be =( haha. coz juz back frm ophir ma. song ar. i oso wanna go denn escape camp. poor him got pumped 400+ times. cant really see da flawns they made. scary sia. he told me bout mt ophir de stuffs. *shocked* feeling scare now. why tell me.. now i ll tink de. =X timid.

camp is coming in another 1/2 days. tinking da flying fox n games i shivering. hope can at least plucked courage to play some. tml go buy stuffs bahz. tired. =X hope my nice noisy juniors takkaire ar ferr da 2 practices when we not ard. =D muz go ar! now needa recharge energy ferr mon de camp. thanks sec1/2s esp n choir peepx dat kept me buzzling. u guys made my dae. ziqian is sweet! takkaire all.

ATTITUDE

-respect-think twice`

somehow or rather i hate attitude at tymes.
dun be too straight or watever.
intolerable`

two choices;
1. face it
2. avoid it

my ans: avoid it to prevent conflict.
walked away. shOoo..
i dun lyk those who talk without thinking.
can be offensive at times.
others cant understand

maybe dats me. UNIQUE STRANGE!!

head start finally finished!
grrr open hse tml. success ferr tml.
sec3 camp on mon. hope can get hyper & high!

SMILE ;)
-xin fu de li you

feeling much better.
still thanks da peepx who ask bout me how le.

well i shall update again.
lazy now. n gotta do my PUNISHMENT.

copy 200 sentences of 10 words.
stupid F&N. =X

missed him; my grandpa
wondering is he fine? hope he's okay.
*cross fingers*

_foreverlove
mylighthouse_

STRENGTH
-give me some to live

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth

searching within yourself`
emptiness felt . . .

justanobody

like what ms lim saes;
how many of ur frenz will bother to ask about u when u are sick?
how many will care n ask why when u are feeling down?
or shld i sae how many will even go take note n notice?

is wad i see all juz illusions`
am i thinking too much . . .
little things can make me so content yet . . .
it seems so hard . . .

//. melting heart . //

THANKS!
to my dear fren kiwe Qiuhui.. ferr accompanying me see doc. =) realli appreciate dat.
to my buddies ferr buying lunch & tissue.
to my choir peepx who were concern bout me.

i'm sick.
down wib flu`cough`fever`sore throat!
still thought i ll hab dengue. coz similar signs.
but lucky me, dun hab! cheers~
still nt well but better after eating medicines.

see da doc. he looked at my skin see if got red rashes. whoosh! no have! i more fang xin coz worrying since ytd. =) met qiuhui at bout 7 to go shopping see doc. thanks gal. muackxx. ^^ while waiting ferr my turn, we chatted alot n catch up on our recent lives. she's doin fine in her ncc n studies. dats great. at least keep on joking wib me to cheer my spirits up. went home rest.

had lessons in da morn. well well i was totalli in a foul mood so sorry if i hab offend anyone or watever. feeling so de xin ku. kept wanna vomit. vomit in da morn. =X din wanna go sch coz fever. but still i went. coz gt rehearsal in noon. buddies went out buy lunch ferr me. thanks. but was kinda fan wei. sherlyn n jessica asked me to tc too. thanks gal.

ate n went music rm. actualli wanna go dere sae go home n see doc.. in da end xm asked me changed so juz bear nor. thanks to choir de peepx ferr ur concern. felt better after hearing frm u all. went to hall. cant realli sing but try my best. thanks to ms haiza n ms hoe holding da [smile] paper to ask us to smile. we improved le coz we did. see mr phor de face lyk so happy. like da band's piece. nice man~ lively!! =) jia you when u all go ferr genting de com. silly sec1s kept dsiao me. haha. had meeting. long long~ draggy n tok till sec3 camp. gross tinking of da lizards etc. creatures everywhere~ ewwww. had a fun talking session. even talked bout honeydew. LOL. went CU wib cj`hy`xm eat. went home bathed n went see doc.

dats all le.
needa study function. test tml.
if nt feeling well will go home after maths de test.
i wanna get better!!

*uaregone*awaitsferrfridaetocome-

TIRED.
really. i am.

. sunday 0611`05 .
woke earli on a beautiful sunday. ferr work. give flyers door to door at my neighbouring area. met up wib buddies n off i & mq pair to give. really tiring. well at least we got to talk while work. oso no ppl inspect. =P tok crap n went to eat. bought carrot cake n drink. years since i went to buy breakfast. nice nice. continue work. =X *aherm* got scare by DOGS! alive de n oso dead de. dead = statue. she sae is adventurous trip. running frm one level to another when see dogs. clear a block of 441 units. *claps* got call frm keith n asked me go down ferr hair modeling again. he seems pathetic coz no one can go down so i agree. darcie pei-ing me. thanks loads. finish my job n *whoosh* went home bath n change. met duck. took bus wib mq n went jp take train.

rush down. good thing nv late. met keith downstairs n went up da tony & guy salon. =x he smokes. or he ll be a perfect guy. juz dun lyk guys who smoke. err saw da 'examiner' whoa quite xiong la. lady lai de. he washed my hair. quite nice la will tok to me de. style my hair 3/4 times. i lyk da style but he sprayed too much hair spray so wash off. style a more guai way. hair can be amazing. can be punk`trendish etc. he still sae wanna help us style if we goin grad nite next yr. n yeah he owns me a meal. xD

shopped at parco n went over to bugis village. went inside OG lookin at clothes. i giggled n sae. __ people wear shorts. oOps. haha. tall de wear .. evil grins* got bored n caught train back to jp. crapped n laugh lyk nobody's business. LOL. dine at kfc. walked n lazed ard. duck bought x'mas cards. while i got hup a flower; rose. went home at 8?

I LOVE DUCKIE! she's lame. i'm lame tOo.

. monday 0711`05 .

HAPPY BDAE! HUpHUp~
fifteen le ar. gd luck in all u do n may ur dreams & wishes come true. =) funky 15. dunnoe wad to buy so got u dat, hope u lyk bahz.

had head start prog. was almost late. coz sotong sb tot she bring wrong books denn asked her mama down denn missed many buses. nvm lahz. juz on time. sian. damn dead during lessons. tired! =( cries i wanna zzz. physics do O practical. maths go thru function. ss go thru sbq. next yr kanna eggy? chinese write essay. =X on dengue fever. as i wrote, i got scare. got flu. n da d.fever is similiar to flu. got abit feverish. muscles pain. due to? over-work lyk wad my sis sae? *prays* i do nt have dat. or i tink too much le. stupid brian durin chi sae wad big bird de acc pw gt my name. -_-'' grr 2nd tyme after potato sae wad he shy or watever. haa.. =D gt a super super "sweet" de herbal tea, thanx to apple. saw him smiling while walking pass. i love wearing white uniform man~

went ferr lunch, py joined us n we had chicken rice. gross lahz. rice inside gt flies? -.-'' n auntie sae nvm, is rice fly. yucks but kind uncle change ferr py. had choir. okay bahz. juz dat i was nt feelin okay. flu n used up so much tissue. cant sing. n cheryl tiffany keep telling me MING DAO rawks. haha keke. but ziqian sweet can? ^^ hee. tml full dress rehearsal. long long since i last wore dat? a to do list:

-muz go pack shoes n gown.
-do essay dats nt completed.
-choir noticeboard.
+f&n done le bahz.
-needa buy camp de stuff. find one dae go buy.

time seems so packed. sat open hse` next mon- wed camp` 21-23 nov choir dae camp. there goes my nov. bOo. tc peepx. weather hot` drink more water. not lyk me, sick now. faster recover. all da virus bacteria shOo..
-confused.// a joke or? i dun wanna be tied. released me`
::there's nothing perfect` it's juz all so simple`depends on how we looked upon it::

work is tiring.

went down ferr da hair modeling again.
hair can be amazing`style in all kinda ways.
i wanna learn.

well keith owes me a meal.
better keep promise. =)

tired`flu`aches
doin ss. so much. =X

update again.

todae is a FRIDAY!
well dats was lame of me.

here's goes out to u:
happy bdae to u!
happy bdae to u!
happy bdae shuna!
happy bdae to u!

finally 15 liao. not bad not bad. waited so long n now finally this fine dae came. =D wish u gd luck in ur results n everything u do, ur love <3>.<

. wenesday 0211`05 .
had lessons. xC bored! had choir. i cant teach de. but i gonna try. at least i'm willing yeah? realised potential peepx in alto. basically is crazy ov'r ziqian n in choir having debate against my sec1s. nvm. done oh n ziqian oso good kay. well open hse is next sat. gonna wear gown. well good bah. oso left nt much time le. how time flies. next yr i'm in sec4 le. had meeting. some were high to go sentosa. wheeee. poor vincent was so sad. coz only guy? was discussin dae camp de games. gonna be exciting. went to buy you mian n some other stuff wib xm & hy.

. thursday 0311`05 .
rotted happily at home. tired. did my f&n and ss. =/ long way to go. watched wang zi bian qing wa. goin ga-ga over ziqian. stupid shuna gope my pic n so self-fish dun wanna share. lOlz!
we 2 are ziqian-freaks. esp da part where tianyu was at ziqian hse. how sweet to build a home together? heh~ fight at msn. me n apple vs donkey. haha.

. friday 0411`05 .
YEAH! which is todae! had lessons. suck big time after recess. LATE n u go blah blah. watever. dun realli give any damns. learnt format n did coursework B.

its ur dae apple! were bad enuff to sae we no $$. went out buy choco.cake at prima deli. n apples! lit candle on da apple. she was kinda =O it was my silly idea. smashed cake on her face. how kind are we. shuna went toilet clear. her hair is so creamy. edible. who wants? ewww ate cake. played da silly game paul taught. mixed choco cake wib apple. gosh. heng i nv keep losin. had fun. got 1ncc went passed n sang happy bdae song. daniel was cute at times. blur blur de. haha. lOlz! shuna went ferr sectionals while we continue playin.

went jp. had kfc while waiting. err fishOle meal. x sia. lOlz. lookin ferr jobs. coz in need of $$. she came n got her pencil case n her fav keyvoard. saw familiar faces. *aherm* wanted to noe kenneth. but dun wan after knowin his identity. haha. xian shi wor. >.< she oso drank alchoholic drink. % of alcohol is higher than beer. shake head

hope u hab a nice dae. =)
`_once again happy 15th bdae! =D
once again i felt it`not willing to let go.
whenever u got into my sight`somehow u affected my heartbeat let time decide
-mymrpink `kouyinxinran
back-to-back# leaning against

REGRETS
da shadow will alwaes follow. hauting me ferr life.

i can no longer treasure him, my lil`uncle in m'sia.
he's gone, FOREVER!

he wanted to see us but where on earth are we?
he dotes on us so much. who will ever care if we go back?

X i blame myself ferr being so un-concerned!
X i blame myself ferr not able to see him!
X i blame myself ferr being so bad though he treats us so nice!
X i blame myself ferr being alwaes liddat.
X i blame myself ferr neglecting my close ones.

same ferr my grandpa who's gone nt long.
unfilial me.

i'm sorry, but its all too late.
hope somehow ur pain & misery are gone.

living in a different word n seeking better ife perhaps
.i ll pray hard. i love 'em.

cant be replaced
can u hear me?

happy deepavali all!
a holidae ferr many of us. =)
saw many apnn too. lol.

. monday 31oct`05 .
LAST dae of october. gotta part it, kinda she bu de lahz. but welcome november. *claps claps* official holidae! but wad? da head start prog started too. well its all fer our good so i wun realli hab any grumbles going back lahz. =) i'm good kay. mr go sae he will request to follow up us. =X good or bad. haha. got pro n cons. had 4hours of lessons. quite relax lahz.

after lessons. went to sch opp de coffee shop ate chicken rice wib sb. went to CK buy sweets to give choir de peepx. nearly was late. was on time. saw many sec1s but they are trying up their gown. heh finally ar. had sectionals. guess da weather was too HOT, so no one was in da mood. but after some time.. =)) okay lahz.

practise da 3 songs. n bei feng cui guode xia tian. lub my cute juniors esp altos de. sec1s`sec2s`sec3s. really thanks n happy wib da attendance. i went crazy lookin at JJ de videos! xu zi qian rulez. denn da ku ku sec1s keep made fun.. =P he sweet kay. had a long sectional of 4hours? tiring.. went home n slacked. online` slept late at 1am. offline together wib mq. haha.

. tuesday 01nov`05 .

it's a new START of da new month. so happy! n its todae. wheeee. was tired lahz but went out though. met her at jp denn off we went to explore jp. WOW. its so small so din realli stayed long. took bus to queensway. ate mac. ate lyk hungry ghosts. din go back when gate close. heh! had spicy double plain + cheese. tried some big mac de beef. not too bad lahz. =P coz i seldom eat de. laze ard dere b4 we went off to bugis. HOT! walked ard bugis village. bought loads of yummy food tOo. had ice snow balls` fried ice cream` etc. bugis is full of nice food.

went over to OG to shop n saw GUOHAO! haha long tyme no see n he got sae HI sia. nan de coz he kinda dao de. but it was nice of him to organise class gatherin. thanks dude! looking at clothes n stuff. went over to parco to see see. loads of nice stuffs tOo. bought a dunnoe wad thing b4 leaving. nice lehz, prawn de!

took train to je. ermm *aherm* was lyk so unwilling to get off da train. why why? coz got shuai ge mahz. WE WORE DA SAME SHOES! ji du? his shoes is same as mine, black de. exactly same design. bought my shoes. n 2 rings` 2 facial foams! had bb tea. greedy, aint we? walked to mrt station n saw ys wib a guy. whoa.

haha denn caught train back to jp. wanna buy some more stuffs. my eyes are SHARP de. saw jinming. so said hi! hohoho mq was lyk y he copy me wear same shirt. lol. went off to jp to buy 2 necklaces n honey herbal tea? throat was kinda horrible. =X had a fruitful dae! legs are sore n tired le. spend loads $$ too. *shake heads* went home n watched tv nor. needa packed bag ferr tml de lessons. hopefully i wun be late bahz? i will be PUNCTUAL if i din wake up late nor.


i will spend my 2mths holidaes wisely.
1.finish all my hwk b4 dec comes
2.start to revise ALL sec3 de work
3.brush up on A/Emaths
4.kill my tys(s) by finishin most of em.
5.play n yet work hard ferr da coming Os.
i dun wanna regret when i'm in sec4. =)

wad's da hardest word to learn?
it's FORGET.

heart and mind.
they controls our thinkings`da wae we do things.

mind influence wad we sae.
mouth will sae hack care but do u really do.

whereas our hearts are thinking differently.
it's opposite of wad we wanna do.

follow wad ur heart sae.
listen n analyse wad ur mind got to sae.

foo|ishness often occur.
silly acts happen.

perhaps life's gonna be better this wae?
pain`misery`worries

forget is da wae out.
where's da exit?

going round n round.
back to da starting point.