Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Finality of outcome is that CT is finally over and done with :D :D :D


YAYness~


After blaw paper, headed down town w BUDDY. Lunched at HK Cafe. (: Shared porkchop rice, dim sum and french toast. AND icedMILKTEA of course.






Bused to Bugis and bought earrings and slippers. Headed back town and shopped around Far East. Got 2 tops and a belt. Spent quite alot. =) Sat down at mac cafe and had Himalayan tea frappe. We can just go on and on talking about anything under the sun. Girls can just go on and on NON-STOP.







BUDDY :)

-what a beautiful day

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Have you ever board a wrong bus before?



DANG!



I DID.



My first time I ever took a wrong bus. I saw 183 as 185 and blindly board it. I was still happily thinking that I no need to be drench coz 185 stops at the bustop. The bus entered the industrial park at Toh Guan East. I started to find something is amiss. Called Yvonne and glad to know that it will stop at JE interchange. (: Took 99 home and yeah, got drenched.



I used to laugh at peeps who take the wrong buses. But now, I realised it's no fun and joke taking the wrong bus. At one point, I felt so lost that I just wanna alight and cab back home. >D



Yeah had subway for like 4times since last Fri. Super Hero's meal :D Yummy~







ISABELLE's shirt is K________ inner wear. =x LOL! Ok la.. She is definitely nt zhong se qing you de k. She and her aherm* sit bus gt pose de. Very seh. Haha. xD


PBL2 up next. I or rather we notice a change but I hope it will be a permanent one though. Set aside 3days for all the projects already :)

Alright manage to clear another 2 chpts of POA during the long miserable 3.5h break.Oh ya, I realised retarded games like Burger Shop can make us so high. Especially with retarded peeps mumbling away beside you. But it's really fun, helps to kill time also. :) Wahaha.

BLAW was so-so. Test results is not as bad though. ;]

Woohoo CT is coming. It's coming. CT's coming. -.-"

Shall refrain from coming online unless neccesary. [''.]

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

I'm not sure whether the decision made is right or wrong.
But I just HOPE that history doesn't repeat.

My mind is still in a swirl ): ): ):

* * *

Overnight bbq after exams w buddies (:
Time to party~~ 17/18 dec

* * *

Completed 2/6 of revison for POA. :)
Four more chpts to go.
I finally understood the first two chapts.
I hope I will like it as much as I like bstats in 1.1.

Oh yeah, I think the 9 o'clock drama sucks, the storyline and the cast. Period.

silent.mugger
mug silently
silently mugging


sometimes it's just so hard to find someone you can really trust and confide in
unlike the good old days
<3 misses DAR, Kiwi, HF & MQ
the people I know I can really blabber about anything under the sun.

Monday, December 03, 2007

Warmth & love is in the air.
Sending x'mas cards to dearest.
X'mas carols played down the street.

Spread the love and joy.
I love the month of December.


* * * *
Gotta start shooping for pretty cards. (: And finally 2 years has passed. It's time to throw away the old one and get a new phone. Wheeeee~ Eyeing on W910i. Awww $$$ saving up in progress though.

Caught the early & empty 154, double decker somemore.

Bump into MeiQin early in the morning :D

Day dream almost the whole day.
From BCA to POA lecture to tutorial.

BLAW article due today. I always remembered it's 3rd dec but I din realise it's 3rd dec already. I'm still stuck w Nov. =/ Stayed back to find article. Found one but stupid article !#@$%# the court's verdict was no one is at fault so we found another article. Bump into THAT CS also. I emphasized is THAT cs. Always having peer tutoring. Confirm get 4.0 GPA le. SO damn hardworking mugging.

AND THANKS TO THAT ERNIE! I SCREAMed LIKE TWICE IN THE CANTEEN! Somemore it's like there is still human beings around. GRRRR..

- - - -

Common Test is just in one week's time. So excited. It means holidays is coming. So before we taste the fruits, we gotta go thru the bitter part first. But still don't feel the urgency and heat of CT, like =.= I guess perhaps it's only 3 modules.

I gonna start intensive mugging tml. YES! I AM!! =) Ace it all. Lucks to all. Though luck don't really works at time. :D But somehow it will boost your confidence yeah!

Coffee and more coffee.
Burn, burn the midnight oil.



- - - -
The bus rides are like a poison.
To and fro.
Maybe it is just to meant to be this way. (:





Thursday, November 29, 2007

HAPPY B'DAY MEIQIN dear :) :)

stay pretty and cheery always <33

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

I'm seriously tired of putting up a mask everyday.
You wouldn't know how I feel if you're not in my shoes.

Once bitten, twice shy.
I will not want to repeat the same mistake of grouping with someone I know I cannot work with. Period.

My mood seems to be like roller coaster, going up and down.
I think I have a split personality.
Oh well.

I need my buddies~
ARGH!!~ I'm like tied down by projects and stuff (like always) and keep postponing meetup(s)..

1. Huifang
Been 9268299912372 zillion years since I met her [hope she become more gentle, but quite impossible since she's in tkd now xD]

2. Casper aka DARcie
Last meetup was 14Oct, one day before sch starts. Miss her craps and "lameness"~ We're just so so crappy. Crappy buddies..

3. Qiu(s) Hui & Ping
Awwww the last outing was a few weeks back then.. Yeah let's go KBOX~~ Sing to our hearts content.

4. Mei Qin
Though in same school, but as compared to last sem, we seldom meet each other. Haa always say wanna meet up but then I think quite long never go out le. Aha shall go out some day ah!

5. My moron- Siya
Yea now that As is over, hopefully we can meet up someday k. (: My very beloved and retarded alto 2. Lol!

the list go on and on.. Only if I have (365 x 2) days in a year. Yeah IF ONLY.

- - - - -
The common test schedule as follows;

MAEC
MACROECONOMICS (MAEC) (60 min)
Mon, 10 Dec 07
1:30pm - 2:30pm
Sports Hall


POA
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING (POA)
Tue, 11 Dec 07
11:00am - 12:30pm
LT20 / LT22

BLAW1
BUSINESS LAW YR 1 (BLAW1)
Wed, 12 Dec 07
8:30am - 10:00am
CC Level 1 / 2

At first, I was like cooooooooool~ Then I paused and think for a second or so.
MAEC + POA + BLAW = Shit

- - - - -

Have not been digesting whatever that is taught in lecture and tutorial. Gotta pull up my socks, hair, whatever that can be pulled to make sure my gpa don't fall below 3.0

Alright! There's presentation tml and I just wan to get it done and over. Oh ya, I think I am super high today (in lib), was like laughing like some madwoman and making the rest laugh also. Ernie's really good at acting, damn hilarious. Warping others is fun (:

WOOhoo. Nights peeps. Don't really know if anyone is reading, but who cares, I update for myself to read de. :D :D

* * * *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHUINSOON aka doraemon.
5years already. Yeah same class all the way up till sec 4 and now same course. Yeah so you gotta spend your b'day in sch till 7 for peer tutoring. Awww will have make-up celebration and belated present for u k. (: (: How about double choco donuts? Lol! Donut freak. So hope you have a super-duper wonderhuuuuu b'day and finally 17 ah! I'm turning 18 in a few mths and you just 17. Ok nvm sweetest and funkiest 17 la. Weeeeeeeee~ HUAT AH!


* * * *
I LOVE MR. PIG xD
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS~~~ =]
TAG and I WILL LOVE YOU MORE.
Ok I like going high again so hang on peeps esp those who are damn stressed up like me.

RELAX and tell yourself;
tomorrow will be a better day =)





If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down but the staying down.

- Mary Pickford

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

!#@$%*@#$%

I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF THIS KINDA ATTITUDE! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! IT'S GOING BEYOND MY LIMITS AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I SERIOUSLY DESPISE FREE RIDERS. I DON'T SEE ANY CHANGE AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO BE BOTHERED WITH THE PROJECTS AT ALL.

I don't know how am I going to pull through this tough period. Especially when deadlines draw near, the tutorials left undone, nothing seems to get into my head and worst thing is common tests is coming. Everything is going in the wrong way. Fed up with studies, people and myself. I just can't face you like how I used to. It's very obvious if I don't like someone, I will not bother about you and there will be minimum or rather NO eye contact at all.

I wanna confront you and tell you how we actually feel. Even when you receive negative comments from tutor doesn't seem to help. You're just ike that. What can I do? I feel so helpless. I remember you told me you wanted to change. But is that all just bullshit? I don't trust you anymore.

I really miss last semester's grp mates. All so nice and great partners to work with.

I realised I have been very hot-tempered for this period, ever since sch starts. Even small trival stuffs can also irritate me and trigger my anger.




"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned."


"For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness."

I am losing so much happiness. RAHHHHHHH~ because of you.



Enough of the rantings. I just need a fire extinguisher or something. Must really make full use of the weekend to get things done. Sun Tze, here I come on Sat to finish the pbl and revise poa w hobelle.


ending the post with the peekture of 傻大姐 & me (:

We love to sing at the lib to irritate 老三 !!!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

三个心愿

沁:我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面
想带你环游世界

飞:我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok

副歌(合唱):第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
哦~~~

沁:为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman

飞:这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪

下一个心愿给你最好的自己

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Problems.

Yes, problems just keep surfacing one after another. When I just managed to solve one, another pops up. I find it almost impossible to communicate and work efficiently. It's very irritating. Why must there be such people who exist. Free riders. Are you one? Hopefully not. Well is it true that a leopard never changes its spots? It's tiring and really makes one blood boils. Is it so hard to get things done. I don't know. I really wish this semester to end and get off all this shit.

All I see now is deadlines, and just more deadlines.
Presentations. I have no idea how to deal with it.

I hope you really take initiative to do work before you're mark down in the evaluation.
Prove me wrong.

Grouping can really make or break the group.
It depends on all the people you're gonna work with.

- - - - - - - - - - - *

The modules are already very _________ (fill in the blanks) and worst off is that your tutor makes it worst. Schooling use to be so easy and sweet back in secondary sch days. You just need to drag your damn-so-heavy bag to sch and sit through the lessons from morning till mid noon. Who cares about participation in class man. But now, no participation = lower grade. I guess I frown more than I smile now. Maybe what really makes me smile is the silly jokes from silly friends like Isabelle.

Luckily it's Thursday. A day where I ended class QUITE early, 1plus and headed to BT market and had happy duck rice and black white ( a mixture of soyabeanmilk and glass jelly) w ho & belle. I also bought the smooth smooth bean curd home. Just took a short nap. Btw, taking afternoon naps help to reduce the chances of having cancer so if you doze off in class, just tell the teacher you're kia si so you zzz. ._." Wahaha!

No need to chiong any tutorials or pbl. So just relax and sit in for LMS tml. (: It's odd week!!!

Frustration and disappointment are primary emotions before it lead and contributed to ANGER, the secondary.

I guess I need to attend anger management class to calm myself down.
Haha! Actually I'm not so angry afterall. I'm just not happy with that attitude you've shown towards work.

Alright. Teebee and it's time for bed. =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SIYA!!! sweetest18!~ my beloved "moron"
& yes we'll meet up very soon after ur bigAs.
-ur monster

Pleasure is not happiness.
It has no more importance than a shadow following a man.
- Muhammad Ali

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Yeah the weekend comes and goes so swiftly that I feel like weekend = weekend.

To SHUNA;

生日快乐,
福如东海 寿比南山!:)
Sweetest 17 yeah~~

I start to feel the rush of sem 2. Seriously I think I will soon have the i-really-hate-sch syndrome. It's like work piling on top on (still) WORK. When can I ever finish them? End of the week/ month? (Yeah right!) Nothing seems to be right. Some modules are driving me crazy. POA, BLAW, BCA.. I hate excel, i hate POA, i hate everything else.

On top of that, groupings also can make me go MAD, real madness. I really dislike that kinda of attitude I get from that particular person. I don't think any of my other friends deserve that kinda attitude also. Sometimes I wish there's no need for groupings and this kinda of crap won't happen. I don't really care if you read or know about this. RAHH! And in the whole 17years of my life, I have never met someone like this before. It just makes my blood boil again thinking back of that day's tutorial.

Alright I'm just releasing my ANGER instead of kicking a big fuss with the other party. I must learn how to be "nice" even though I am very reluctant. Sheesh. Often people have to put on a masquerade, I am just one of those. Somehow I really envy those who can really have zero hatred in them and treat everybody equally nice. No discrimination, nothing.

Note to self;
BCA e-learning work & PBL
POA/BMGT/BLAW/MAEC tutorial(S)
LMS blog entry on self-awareness & self-esteem

-Loads of work to be completed.
Buried under the whole chunk of work-

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

完美故事

那是才开始认识你的日子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
假如你是我等待的爱情故事
我希望每页都有你的名字
两个人陌生认识
爱不是个孤独的字
有些话想几千次
对你想说些什么
但是我没办法解释

爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实

那是才开始认识你的日子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
假如你是我等待的爱情故事
我希望每页都有你的名字
两个人陌生认识
爱不是个孤独的字
有些话想几千次
对你想说些什么
但是我没办法解释

爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实
爱是个有你才完美的故事
我们从以前走到永远为止
因为你有一种很单纯的样子
所以让明天忽然那么真实
I used to compare present to before.
But I come to realise that before is always the best.
So I don't compare no more.
It can never be as they are not the same. (:

Lay back the good, old memories locked within the hearts.
The smiles I will always have hanging there when I look back.

Move forward and discover.
Pick 'em up along your way and
when you look back again, the grin gets wider.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Somehow I prefer work to studies (for now).

Oh so random.

I made an effort to do my tutorial.

My mood is quite sunny now after the results. (: xzxzxz
WOOhoo it's SUNDAY~ so it's MONDAY tml.
Monday = School = Waking up duper early = Dragging laptop & damnheavybooks along to NP



Yeah I'm so in love with this song! =)

Friday, October 19, 2007

Alright back to blogging.

Thanks to those who have been concerned about my previous post and the friends who kept me going & supporting me. Really appreciate loads. (: I'm glad that the condition has turned better.


* * *

In a blink, it's Friday already. School has started after like 7weeks. Those fortunate kiddos in Pri, Sec & JC are going on holidays. Well major exams- Os and As up for some of them as well. Good luck to all of you!

PSLE was over last week. I was still working last week and so overheard colleagues discussing over it since some had children taking the exams. It was really _____ to hear kids crying because they cannot do/complete or maybe ace the paper. It just reflects how competitive people can get over exams. Attended LMS class today and the tutor talked about the education system also. There will be people who will try to squeeze into the top class or best class due to reasons such as friends are there, the subject combination is the best. But everyone has their own capacity. And there cannot be so many people getting As and not possibly having many no.1 as there will have people who's at the bottom. Exams are not everything.

On the last day of work before I left SIM, my colleague talked to me about studies. He really gave me alot of encouragement and tips on how to do well in studies and life. Exams are definitely not just determining how smart you are and how many As you can achieve in academic. During the process of studies, the knowledge and skills we can pick up are far more important than how well you can really do well in exams. He really motivate me to do well. He's also an average polytechnic student, he went overseas to pursue his degree and masters. His GPA was 3.8, quite impressive.

Studies is not about competing with others but a matter of whether you've met your own expectations. 3.41 is considered fairly good but it's not meeting my own expectation. I'm definitely gonna have a better time management and work harder this semester. =)

It's all about attitude!


* * *


Work
I have learnt quite alot from my colleagues. Be it from paperwork to handling calls and everything. It's a worthwhile experience over there. The people are really nice over there and even the students are really great and helpful.

School
One week zoooomed past and yeah it's time to switch from holiday mood to study mood. Only had lectures and BCA workshop this week. Everything went in from one ear and came out from the other. BAHhh~ I guess it's gonna be a tough sem ahead since I didn't have any good feeling about any of the lecturers and seems like there's no lecture like CIP that I can skip. Oh well..


Meet ups
Met up with DARcie last Sunday. Yeah went for a lil shopping for bags and stuff. Alright the main point is we got to meet up like finally after !@#$%^& years. Catch up quite along and I guess her life is really happening. Heh! Bitching and suan-ing each other like tomorrow. Doing stupid things like laughing like some mad women on bus, her bbtea incident.. Shall go out again soon yeah~ =D Got a haircut at FarEast too. It was really great as I cut away my thick long fringes.


Out with buddy last Sat but had to pangseh her to rush to hospital. So met up with her on Mon after lecture. Headed to Westmall for movie. The sound system suck. Watched 881. Yeah kinda slow, it's been screening for more than 1mth but just had the free to time to catch it. It was nice but I cannot get some part of the story. It was touching towards the end.

I wanna catch Lust also. Lee Hom's starring in that movie. Hohoho~

Sidetrack a little, wonder if anyone listened to 暗巷2, 广播剧场 by yes93.3fm. The ending 2.1 was really sad but on the whole, the storyline is really good!! Only when you lose something, you'll then cherish it! Click here 暗巷2

Yeah exchanging textbooks and going shopping tml or should I say later in another few hours time.

What a long post, better stop before you wanna throw eggs or rotten veggies.
Enjoy the weekend peeps (before Monday comes again) !!! :D