Suicidal smile

It all began with a smile, suicidal one.

A nice ride, back to one. (:

It leaves me hanging somewhere, or nowhere.

I hope the time never comes to bid goodbye.

* * *
Explanation? sweet
but at the same time, what does it mean?

-suspense-

I hope everyday can be the same though
I know that day will eventually come. (:

I just like it that way..