It's more than words

I need one who understands me,
a listening ear to confide in,
reassurance & encouraging words
break the barrier.

Thinkings. Personality. Behaviour
the Difference

Bud's call made it better.
Seems like 13years made you my soulmate.
One that really can read me inside out.

Black face?
I'm just myself, a way to express unhappiness.

Forgive & Forget
Easier said than done.

Ignore this post if you're sick of seeing these kind of entries.

经得起考验吗？

我的心真的真的好痛
仿佛在流血似的...
每一次我自己静静走开，我怀疑是不是我的问题。。。
可能我把简单的数学题搞复炸了'
连呼吸也变得那么困难`

Work = Exciting + Fun

It was the refresh 100000000x npal day, the day we adore np web so much that we refresh every few seconds. Timetable was consider the best among the 4 choices. End early on Fri! & no 2hours long break! Most impt is HoxiaoBelle stayed together as one for the 4th time. We still are very uptight despite it ain't the first time already. We were like !@#$% on call conference when the stupid npal doesn't load fast.

Ah ke witness the process of how I choose timetable. o",o

It was another day of routine! WORK.

1. 2 people 'fighting' over me. Barney VS Hai Wei. The scene was very LOL.

2. Kind HW helped Ah Ke by asking her if Xiao Liang was hamsummmmm. Her honest reply was YA. =DD and I guess that made his day and pure coincidence brought them tgt during lunch and teabreaks!

3. Great and best lunch so far thanks to that can of sardine!

4. THANKS AHKE! Go tell HW I'm angry [angry at that stupid ak ke)and want him to 哄. His reply: 好好，晚上哄。。。:D

5. That stupid JINGCHA is very not vulgar! F here and there. & those knn blah blah...

6. We sang & dance to NOBODY during tea break. HAHAHA! It was pure entertainment & exercising.

7. I found out SECRET! HEHEHEHEHE. I blessed you my FRIEND, even if you're no longer single, I hope you won't forget me LAH HOR! =P In my opinion, secret should cut his hair!!!

8. OH ya, xiaobin was like blur when he saw us this morning, giving the ''huh.. how come you all are here'' look. gave him the tea we bought just in case he gets mad. his reply was "不生气，很高兴见到你们。。。"

We asked if he drank the tea, he say "不舍得喝:)" Goshhhh where to find sucha cutie?!

Work is filled with fun, JOKEs, laughter daily.

Cow signing off,
mooooooo nights!


因为面对着你， 我才笑得甜蜜

His radiant smile made my day

真是太。。。可爱了！！！

Kawaii to the MAX!

It's the be kiasu & fight for your own happiness [timetable] day tml. Confirmed in Mktng & HR for final year. Therefore, one day off tml! Cows also need to rest aye!

I told a white lie. Harmless one though. Before leaving workplace, lied to xb that it's our last day while he was drinking water. His expression was classic. & we looked at each other in daze.

The news was kinda sudden for him. He saw my dp on my phone and ask if it'me. He asked if my phone got bluetooth and whether I can send him. So cute can. Like keeping the picture for momento. & I took a pic of him with his fav toy!

Bidded the 'last' goodbye and can tell he's indifferent. 我舍不得 你这样的走。。。 I'm good at acting! =P WHEEEE when he see us on wed, he will be like #!#&?*

But it feels good that someone will miss the presence of us when we're really gone... Not everyone at work will.. HOR KHENGPUAY!?

& his cute genuine smile greets me whenever he comes into the working space we're in. It makes me feel chirpy at work. RATHER THAN THE EYE CONTACT W JINGCHA! -.- lol



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我会想你们的，你们要好好的读数知道吗。。。。。。！早点休息。。。晚安！！

Gosh I was really smiling ear to ear when i saw the first sentence!! He's really sweet+cute+______=to the max!

Only that ahKE can understand my latest post ba. WHEEEEE High~ Hope he wun get angry w us for lying. :D

Way too shy to admit

that she missed me! -.-

kp: xiaowei..
let's meet up one day after i come back from bangkok?

but if you dun wan to meet me den nvm lor..
nvm larr..



kp: haha no i din, i tot i tot you miss me and paiseh ask me out, tt's why i ask you out lor.. noble me..
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Still as attitude as ever (since ITP days). She got her own personality!! =P

Been quite sometime since we last meetup. Fix a day soon then! Enjoy your trip to Bangkok! & buy gooooodies back~

Blow the candles out

More pictures & details up after that 'WINNER' of the day @ mindscafe send me the peeeektures. (=

Had Swensens breakie w bud before meeting them' Nice catching up~ (:

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Happy B'day Jazzrel :)
May all your wishes come true~

Walk Away

Sometimes we just need to take things in stride, life will be much better that it deem.

However, when one is on the down side, tears seem to be best companion.

高兴的时候就笑 难过的时候就哭

Walking away silently is better than facing you with my black face. It's a better option, for me to cool down and reflect. Words and eyes just don't meet under that circumstance. Hope you understand why I walk away.

Hoping I could grip on to myself but I lost control over my emotions when owl called. I’m really sorry if I scared you, words just couldn’t be put into sentences at that moment. I think the strangers also !? when they walked passed me.

Hyper kid also asked me if I'm ok when I bump into him at the locker. I think almost alot of peeps know I'm in a foul mood because of that barney.

HALO, you're the main culprit & you go tell others I ... Worst is the person who ask me take the stuff have the cheek to say me. When the piercing words went inside my ears, I was like what the ---- (fill in your own words) For a moment, I felt people can be just so fake and start pushing blames around when things cork up. Where's your sense of responsibility? I'll stop typing in case I get more agitated.

Z who made me felt better and I really miss you all a lot. When’s the last decent outing we had.. Hope we can head out soon! & yeah kiwi it's been weeks since we last met.

& tanmumu who sense something’s wrong w me and realized we shared similar thoughts. thanks for the comforting words. =) she shared this quote w me: instead of time heals all wounds, it shld be love heals all wounds

Another one: words are not meant to hurt people, they are meant to convey “I love you”

High spirits or moody can tell straight from my face. It’s something I can’t hide, not like it's a mask I can keep changing.

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Been feeding on Mr Bean for the day. Riceball - Lunch - Chendol Soya Bean & Ginko Nut Beancurd

the ever nice uncle knocked on my door & gave me a bowl of sharksfin. It really made my day better I guess.

I see bruises/blue-black on my legs. Must be "born" during work. Rubbish sentence after not attending school for a few months.




This is a all time-fav song that people never fail to sing to me.

我不要做你最熟悉的陌生人

The bond remains there at the end of the day no matter what.



I'll learn to take things easy.
I'll reflect on my way of handling my mood.
I'll become a better thinking person.

I'll try!

Sincerity, heartfelt

As usual, my life or rather our lives (+mr.ode-to joy) are preoccupied by work. It's a routine 9-6pm, working like a cow. YES, that's our new titles we given ourselves. JOKE! ----- another inside "joke"

Facing that woman almost daily can get quite tired you know. OOPS hope she doesn't see this sentence. If not her face will be -.- and scream into my face "W_ L__ A__" quoted from jing cha.
Been "xia suay" by her many a times ever since we stepped foot at work. Used to it already! =X Poof.

But still, thanks for being sucha buddy at times. =)

The dinner tonight wouldn't be possible w/o her, seriously.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAI WEI!
海威. 生日快乐 !! ^^
even though he wouldn't get to see this.

Bought him a tiramisu from Bakerzin. The place we put the cake abit de clean but the cake was in shape. He fed us part of the cake before eating it.

Walked home instead of busing. Saw kids picking up 相思豆 & it aroused us to do the same. Dig here and there. My first time doing so. We can continue to do so if we walked home. :D

It was a joke! Home for a shower before heading down to Boon Lay Shopping Centre. Bump into xiao grey. LOL! Bused down. Waited for quite some time & due to comminication breakdown, the meeting place was ... Bused back to JP & met him for dinner.

Dined in at Ding Tai Feng. It was kinda bad as he insisted on picking up the tab. Chatted and got to know him more. It was fun teasing him about minced meat. Great food and company yeah. Walked around and almost all the shops are closed.

His words really made me feel happy as we made his day! =)

Life is so complete especially with friends you made whenever you are.

*****

Happy Bday Sukhveen♥!
May all your BIG BIG small small wishes come true yeah~ (:

MALU to the MAX

Heavypour began once we alighted from the bus. Gave up the thought of walking in the rain & waited for it to stop. Our boss was really kind to pick the 4 of us up at the bstop. (: We are like so 大牌 hur..

As usual, cutie was damn cute and hyper when he greeted us! My neighbour was too HELPFUL. It's mq's N times malu incident at the workplace. Xiao Liang. ._." 这个阿？SHUAI HOR? totally make us lol.

Was really a crazy and HIGH day. & some of them got so hype after knowing my name. Singing ''my song'' away~

Been feeling really tired despite it's only the start of the week.

Results will be out by 9am.
*Keeping my fingers cross*

We have TWINS!

from left-right: me, meiqin, mq's twin, my twin

we look super alike to our twins RIGHT?

Way Back into Happening Fab. Feb!

mugging days during the horrible feb for finals.
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meetup w my batch choirians♥ after killer cma paper for swensens

almost couldn't make it,
seriously ill that day which kinda spoil my mood for the paper

however how could i miss such a rare opportunity whereby i get to dine w my ♥ s

celebrated the feb babies; hy&mui's bday as they're 1day apart, 25th&26th

wendy seems so happy that it's like her bday aye?

loving hy with the bear

testing out the timer


u see lotsa xiumin coz it's also a farewell meetup as she had flew to wuhan & only back in july

hope she's doing fine over there! (:



♥ won't you sing along w us?

it was great catching up w one another! xD

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On the last day of Feb

bbq & hy bday celebration

Happy bday girl & hope you enjoy yourself despite the poor weather. Welcome to the 19th family. Cheers!~



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1st day of March



bought chicken essence and fruits for Mrs Tan before poppin' over.

天不作美 started drizzle and the heavy pour w lightnings. gotta borrow umbrellas from the kind neighbours. despite so, we're all still drenched like 落汤鸡. Mrs Tan got us clothes to change as she afraid we might catch a cold. Most of us were in black, after changing, you can see lots in white.

It was just like before, sit around like primary school kids & listening to her stories. She could remember me! Heh~ She haven't age much since the last meetup, seems that she's younger after retiring. It was a great catching up session and bringing up those past memories way back in 2002/1. ;)

Can't wait for another round of gathering perhaps w more peeps.

Dined with the rest at Bukit Timah Market before heading home. =)
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SUNDAY= Rest Day


I'm seeing the 女人 above almost everyday due to work. SIAN. Even rest day also see her. *SIGH* Kidding!!! (ur tone) poof

She went to beautify her hair while I had tiramisu. Caught up w owl on the line & gotta meet you soooooon ok for k or something w yuxuan & maybe shiting? ;) Bused to Queensway and heavy pour began soon after the sky turned grey.

Girls are still girls. Chatted non-stop along the way. We see each other almost daily, how come got so much things to say? lol. But that's how we get to know each other better. Hur hur.

Lunched in at HK cafe. That ban ban must be jealous coz she rotted home for the whole day! =P Trained down to Lot1 and began shopping. (Why do we have so must energy?) Cotton On - Body Shop - Sa Sa - JP

Total damage for the rich poor kid is estimated to be $120+

I'm a happy kid! Got masks for my face ^^
Time for mask & off to bed. n.n

Cycle repeats tomorrow.

S.M.I.L.E =DD

Eating makes our world go round

the coolest among the coolers

reported to work in shorts and the guys could be thinking are the girls crazy when the place is freaking cold. lol. It was another great day as time passed QUITE fast. Found a fellow co worker who turn out to be my neighbour. No wonder he looks familiar. &another guy who share same surname. That's random.

Sometimes a smile can melt the tension between people. It's kinda nice to befriend with the peeps there. =D

Poor ah Ke's 3rd setback of the week. Pinky is attached. *glass heart shattered into pieces* He's so freaking young like only 21+? Ah ke stay strong, there's many trees out there. Don't give up the enormous forest! =]

Met up with mr.lowprofile for dinner @ Astons! Most decent meal I had ever since ... SHIOK. As usual he's damn grumpy (used to it) and ranted about his attachment and stuff. He's very smart coz he dunno what's AR and AP. -.- Acc receivable and acc payable. CLAPS. Filling dinner w Hickory Chicken & yummy coleslaw+onion rings & soup!

Vanness wanna cut hair so we trained back to the flooded JP. The salon was closing so no choice, gonna chop the hair tml. Patient Mr Grumpy wanna have something so we pop over to

记得吃 & have some desserts. Durian paste with pomelo THUMBS UP! along w papaya white fungus & sesame tofu? Roamed around Xtra after that & got ourselves sweets & snacks for teabreaks. Nice grumpy helped us carry our stuff. =) Shopped around & ended the day @ YUMI yogurt since greedy grumpy forgo amos for the yogurt. :D Sometimes Vanness just ask some illogical questions that are harder than differentiation questions. =/

Makan Day Out!Like the title suggests. Vanness always say only when she's with us then she will eat all sorts of stuff. Good exposure you know. We didn't charge you any fees hor!

I know you enjoy the beatings and ''scoldings''. We shall meet again soon for talk-crap-session and I will prepare my ears clean clean for you to yak away. Train up your MUSCLEs dude! ^^

I'm getting exhauted as I'm like yawning away now... Time to hit the bed soon and watch out for more photos in the next few entries. Till then~

Beautiful Black Friday

This cutie was at Mac. She adores the ketchup alot. She's really a darling luh but just a lil too playful at times. She's sweet when she kissed my cheeks automatically. =D

It was only moments ago I realised it's Friday the 13. Last month was also the black Friday. It was a happy day back so was today.

[Blogging in a way where ah KE will be happy]

It was a wonderful day due to the boss's kind words. Hai Wei want Xiao Wei... It was quite awkward luh. ._. Somemore it's like so many ears heard. He's really a gentlemen. =) After I went down with him, ah KE went crazy upstairs. She's kinda scary when she smile at herself.

Work can be extremely interesting when the population of guys to girls is like 3:1. We're quite low-profile there but still we got to know quite a few. One of them is Xiao Bin, a damn cute plus EXTREMELY SHY TO THE MAX guy or rather boy.

ah KE show interest in this cute dragon boyboy. So she took the initiative and talked to him!!! I was a happy girl today but she's heartbroken ttm. SIGH! He's attached. That's not the point. He rejected her kind offer of sweet. *saddening music playing*

Feel for her but well... Cheer up yo~ :D

Working life is mundane but it's the people that makes a difference! A totally happening holiday.

Weekends approaching. Time for a decent dinner [I'm feeding on 3 in 1 riceballs almost daily for dinner] and catching some movie to get a life~ (:

I AM

1. Happy to have a job $$

2. Exhausted due to work

3. having NO LIFE at all despite it's the holidays

4. Looking forward to SUNDAYS = Rest Day

5. in the WORK EAT SLEEP mode

6. feeling chirpy when I am listening to ss501's songs esp I AM

7. dying to visit Marina Barrage & miss boardgamings

8. stunted when kiwe cannot do simple calculations like 9+2+9

9. elated coz someone treated me fish&co.

10. SLEEPY now.

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MORE UPDATES on chorians meetup/ Huiying's bday/ 6.1'02 w Mrs Tan?


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