last dae of `05
woke early in da morn at 7plus? booo! was waken up by my uncle. had to go to tb control unit for a check up. coz my ah gong got mahz. so muz check whether we all got affect anot. shower. took cab down to thomson dat area. waited. filled up our details n particulars. =( had to take JABs!! can faint. i'm scare =/ went to the small rm n had jab. it's PAIN of coz but ok lahz. din cry. it bleed. needa go back ferr x-ray or watever on tue which gt sch. leaving sch at 2 bahz so cant go choir do banner.

took cab back home. go mac buy breakfast. da guy was so lol lahz. so de.. bought pancakes. watched tv while eating. xiao zhu de show. luo mi ou catch criminals de. went out at 1130 to meet hf. went jp had lunch. had sizzling hotplates at banquet. mango ice kachang was ewww. walked ard in search of baggies. went bugis. walked walked. went to clementi --> jp. cant make up my mind. any suggestion anyone?

went home. saw jm along da wae back. washed up. cedric called. blah. he was playing da music he used to sing making fun of my name. watever xwg~ >< tink muz be his bro lahz. crapped. i sent him wrong sms-es dat dae. wat 10min n orchard. oso dunnoe who or why i sent. unconscious~ asked him down ferr countdown but his mum.. so nah.

met dar n hf at 7plus. went shopping ctr photocopy dar de stuffs n collected my spects!! woots. went qh hse to put stuffs. ._. so ps lohz me. i peep into his bro rm denn i sae no one. next moment i saw one guy which is his cousin behind me. -_-'' me arz waited ferr qp to come n we went down for COUNTDOWN!! so crowded. hang ard. bought food n settle at a corner to eat. talked talked n played truth n dare. some approached ppl to sae hi or happy new yr. sae bout pri sch de crushes~ went up to carpark n played sparkles.

last dae of 05` time juz flies n new yr is here~

in this 2005, it has been a long way to pull thru this yr. it has been tough journey but w/o my buddies, i ll not be here now. haha.

graditudes to;

eeyore; really a big thanks! somehow or rather we can alwaes talk secrets n have been my pole where i can rely on. a friendship where we had cold wars for months in sec2` lil misunderstanding. somehow we alwaes can make up. ;) thanks for been tolerant n bearing with me. a friendship going on for 3 yrs. remain as best buddies alwaes~

shuman; man man. ermm a bubbly gal who alwaes jumps around. blur blur sotong dat can make us really happy. had great time with her. a nice man who really give us things. eg eating cheese BREAD in class. she bring de!! continue ur hard work in sec4.

sawbian; another gal who is impt in my life. why? we go to sch together in da morning!! or u can imagine how bored it can be alone? a nice gal who will not betray u, keep secrets. a good listener and helper for ur sorrows. never sae NO to frenz. where to find?

jazzrel; a good listener to share ur loads of worries. will not reject others. a very enthu gal who's on with anything. someone who can motivate to do work. a never giving up person.

tiffany; a super pleasant sun nu of mine. special mention coz i really find dat she's a nice person whom u can talk to. share lil secrets. someone who is really patient. alwaes bully me but can be really kind n nice. thanks for spending my last yr of open hse so wonderful n fun. adding colors to my choir life.

darcie; buddies since pri4? we had a big cold war of nearly 2yrs n we nv talk. but in p5/6 we made up. alwaes goin out tgt taking da same routine to jp imm on sundays. nv fail to make me smile with her cold n lame jokes. we 2 are big jokers. ahaa. enjoy ur crappings n chatting session. Os are coming n we will not be out so often le. but after Os let's go out more again!!

paul n kk; felt very happy when i heard those words frm u all. knowing dat u are still enthu in class stuff. making it possible to have our 2c spirit going on. the pillars of 2c. keep the fire burning n hope our class can go on n stay as best frenz 4va~

maureen; mummy! erm really abig thanks for all ur motivation n encouraging words when i broke down while doin courseworks. someone whom i can alwaes throw all my sorrows at. nv fails to make me feel good again. when i fall, u ll hold me. thanks!!

there are many ppl i want to thank but it's gonna be days n months to type all out. they are;

<3 weishan sioknah chien juen huplian siewming huiying joanna poh sin hsienjuen cheryl adeline qinghui siqi danlim cedric guohao hassan jaer joshua xinyi xuelian xueting wanting peiyong shujia shangyuan wingyi weijie yuying, qiuhui huifang qiuping all my 2c peepx & all choirians.

list will go on n on~

reflection
i ll work doubly hard for the year 06 coz its my major yr. Os!! same to all who are taking. not to slack n idle anymore. i muz try to be less sensitive towards everything. taking things openly n be less narrow minded. thank you ppl whom have been dere for me. anything u can oso come to me ;) i ll be here if i am not sleeping? haha. gambatte for the new yr. strive for excellence!! =] quoted from fuhua's motto. a smooth sailing future ahead. keep smiling!! =D

loads of love.

# counting down; 02 daes

thurs 291205
i seems so free to be blogging so often. nah is grab last few daes b4 i have a new start in 2006.

woke freaking early at 7plus. shower and changed to go sch. had choir pract. combined. con't to strive bahz. attendance ferr alto was great. keep on coming ;) rusty le so spent long on the songs. had meeting after that to settle admin stuffs. looking forward to it. muahaha. looked at class labels as they are up. my class din change? on same level same rm. beside is 4a. 5b n 5a.

ps to tiffany to let her wait so long. realli sorry.

had lunch wib her at banquet. intially undecided so walked rounds n ended up still dere. had chicken chop while she had her usual~ the plate was freaking BIG! went to buy bb tea. she din wanna go home so.. we went back to sch to talk talk. canteen washing so we sat at the locker corridor de benches talk talk~ bout tiffany de secrets!! wanna noe? shall NOT tell u. laughing off my head bout her childcare stuffs. a really stubborn gal. to alot of other stuffs. talked n talked.

rained!!! ._. stuck in sch. we hanged ard sch. we had lemon barley. walked one round ard sch n went to sch nearby the optics see see. NAH not nice. fly n explore the neighbourhood. go ntuc n this H2O tank wan water AGAIN so i buy. blackcurrent something de. nice lahz but sweet. parted with her at 4plus? reached home n shower.

dragged till late denn met qiuhui go boon lay make my spects. =/ go to the usual old uncle shop. YIPEEEE love dat spects~ woots. it's black framed de. i tinking of getting one white de oso. so chio. it's cheap too. my degrees juz 125 bahz? but in class i blind le cant copy notes~ shopped wib her for the bed sheet she gonna changed coz we goin over on 31 to stay overnite after the countdown. so excited. ;D cant wait. went to pasar malam got a coconut n some finger food. went to her hse n slacked~ went home n watched tv!! liang de ge so sweet.. :)

i got my spects! next shall be bag!! and hair. cut n make sure i bian mo shu become black my hair. =] happy dae~ lalala~

# counting down; 04 daes

wed 281205
WOOOOHOOO choir day!! BAH BAH~ ahaa reached sch quite early. only got me n 2 sec2s; yifeng n meixin? down dere talked talked n came tania! alto!! soon many came. joked n played ard. *fast forward* soon it was 10am! saw many altos de! so we all moved to facing parade sq dere. how COOLINGdat was. SUN !!! had sectionals.

i really will feel veri happy if u guys will he zuo. for example; we sae moved denn moved ok? (: or the voice will be so bits n pieces. dat will make us SLs n P more relax. really project ur voice ok? you sing in choir purpose is to lalala-ing de yeah. or else, so funny lyk dancers join dance n dun dance? c'mon we altos mahz. not scolding juz some facts to make us even better. alto de leaders all veri lenient n dun scold ppl de. so muz cooperate. =) a point to note when u ppl take over us. not much problem wib u ppl~ enjoy crapping n talking to u ppl~

seniors came back. quite happy. they kept their promises. their advices gave us more motivation to lead on. esp the talk wib xueting. we realli look up to her man~ ;) we needa be firm n draw a line of SL bahz or our words hold no meaning. FIERCE? cant bahz. ahaa~ anyway choir is one thing but we all are gd frenz outside choir oso?

went CU to makan. 17 choirians! 3 generations. seniors us n sec1s!! had you mian. cheryl go shake tiffany (whose sitting beside me) n the drink tiffany holding spilled on my bag!! OIE! nah not angry juz.. >< haha silly 2 was holdin keyboard trying to play dunnoe wad melody. walked back to sch.

sat at canteen to wait for ball. talked talked. ball came n went to parade sq to play. cheryl din play. nyny did. seniors [lao ren] vs us. they were still as strong. lost to em. tired so stopped. we sat down n chatted. bout camps`ghostly stuffs`dreams`our welcome party for sec1 choir-ians. so fun de water bomb. =] use plastic cups. all da UG falling in were looking at us gong gong. rushing to taps to refill n made the canteen WET. but fun dats most impt!! ;) ahaa worrying bout choir after us leaving~ population goes down. but jia you yeah!!

more ppl join in our conversation, sec4s. talked till funerals n coffins~ blah blah. had a nice talk. they so bad. take my fone denn tou pai my pic. dunnoe is who go used my fone go ring paul. juz got a call back frm him. ._. suspects are the 2 silly ya tou. oOps i mean sun nu[s]. ahaa~ talked till 5 le denn leave. went buy bb tea. had bread while they had fries. board 198 wib hy. needa settle loads of stuff during meeting tml. endless admin stuffs/work.

tml is 9am. =( how to wake up? i used to waking up at 10plus le. to those who din come today, i hope to see u guys tml. c'mon sectionals doesnt mean dun need to come kay. it is ur responsibilty yo come. not SLs calling u to come for pract. u dun come u dun learn n pract how to go for performance liddat? attendance was ok. for some who have valid reasons, u can set aside time juz merely 2hours to come, no matter wadever reasons/ excuses. u shld noe how to organise ur time. not meaning u have stuffs on denn u dun come. this is not scolding or lecture but u shld noe ur responsibilty. really appreciate ppl who came. ;)

really need MUST to have these b4 sch really starts
*school shoes
*a bag
*hair cut
*new pair of spects
-HOMEWORK n COURSEWORKS done- =X mission impossible!!

for now enjoy ur holidaes all ;) before whoosh it's GONE!!

finally i'm back to live mood. kinda crazy n physco by STUDIES. the thought of it juz eeks. homework

sat 241205
x'mas eve. rushed to jp last min to book bbq pit. thanks eeyore ferr pei-ing me! (: all pits at ecp nt available! only area f gt so no choice so booked. hang ard jp. saw many fuhua peepx. wanted to watch king kong but decided nt to. 3hours. too long. will watch some other days bahz. went to famous amos change my voucher ferr cookies. YUMMY! the packaging realli nice. biscuit oso. (: slurps. bought some necklace n chains. packed some food n eeyore gave me 2 lao po bing. home sweet home~

sun 251205
MERRY X'MAS ALL!!
santa ng blessed all kids adults old folks a blissful year ahead~
may all ur little or big wishes come true!! (:

received many x'mas greetings n sms-es. thanks peepx! to my surprise, some ppl lyk grads or nt veri familiar de oso sent me sms-es. dat's realli sweet. no matter is it the same sms or greetings, i save all in my fone in a folder. thanks!

mon 261205
WHEEEES! a super duper fun nice dae i have had in my whole holidaes!! caught up wib my pri sch buddies!! how long has it been since we hang out as a group? maybe teachers' dae? BAH. whatever.

met up my beloved qiuhui aka kiwi fruit at her hse dere. she rebond hair liaoz. now chio chio. went to wait for bus. ._. so long nv come. suddenly turn my head n saw.. xiao qing lohz. saw pizza hut uni de ren denn tink of her. so long le din realise dat i was also staying near her. juz a block away. chatted n crapped. bidded bb to lao mu ji. went to mac makan. talked talked. time passed real slow. went to kiddy palace. courts to sit sit sofa see see furnitures. went to john big little to play wib cosmetics!! ><'' so fun. test out ALL diff products. eyeliner nail polish lipstick etc~ went to smell perfume. spray spray play play. my whole hand is so colourful. =/

12.30 pm strikes. BOOOs everyone was PUNCTUAL nvm. waited n more came. went value buy stuffs. off we went to bedok. kim so bo liao. tell leng leng de riddles. crapped our way to bedok. went off shopping coz lazy guo hao was at home though he stay so near, paya lebar. GIANT. dwarf. took a trolley`off we go taking things n stuffs. gh suddenly pop out frm nowhere n cedric oso. so ps to ppl who queue behind us. we were freaking slow. so many stuffs~ added to $100.05 hao CHEAP for a 10man bbq.

LAZINESS cause us to take cab. easier to get to pit which is 62 at area F!._. no more other pits available. we had 2cabs. one wib all da stuffs. of coz we took da one w/o things! thanks peepx who brought em to da pit. reached pit. settle down. slacked while da 2 macho guys start fire! due to ... SHI BAI ! we played murderer n it was a HARD game. cute murderer qh was lyk.. ahaa. dunnoe how to kill ppl. blink eyes face will cramp. dai di too. n HEART ATTACK! really attack. gh was SLOW!! alwaes kanna hit hand reddest! mine was bloody red nia. we ate tuna wib bread jelly n drink.

we went to start fire. not really successful but we continued to bbq. qiuping came after pang seng-ing her mom n buying our needs. yipeee! started bbq-ing n our main focus is on TSUNAMI coz gt rumour sae todae s'pore will be hit. looking at ecp de high tides. we all were ._.''' chua tio. talking bout we will all perish together. drizzle came. so there we open hf de umbrella. close after it stop.

our worst came. RAIN + thunder storm + abit of lightning! BAH. we jian chi till cannot when rain realli pour meow n woof. tan to shelter wib all our stuffs n food. FIRE was so perfect under my control but.. RAIN!! >< worst still is our grill keep catch fire. LOL stupid peepx next pit BOOO us. they no better. ate wad is edible. squeeze together under the shield of ONE umbrella! how pathetic? =x but it was heart warmning coz we all were freaky COLD. wind blows~ took pics. did silly things lyk doin pri sch song cheers. solo by cedric. "kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa la~"

ppl will all laugh n look at us. NVM. coz we bad enuff to claim we were frm xxx sch. bleahz. stupid ppl frm da other side dsiao us nor. we laugh they oso. nvm. we oso did something bad. BLUE under.... =X we yum senggggggg~ for dunnoe freaking how long no breathe le. they oso copy. thanks to the nice ppl who gave us a white color de thrash like bag. we use as shield wind. COLD mahz.

rain finally smaller. YEAH! charlie angels me dar n qp went out to stroll. jumping on water! SPLASH~ woots. how nasty can we be. strolled n see see da other side de ''talentime or gathering" big grp of ppl. compared to 10 of us. cleared up. went toilet wash up. stinky toilet. we use da open shower area n play! water fight. kanna water while trying to hai others. GUOHAO came to female toilet. but.. it's OK! we're sister mahz.

walked from area F back to mac. it's like F to C? FAR sia. crapped n sang along da way. fun lahz denn ate our tibits. slacked at mac n went finding our way to marine parade. rmb da times when 2c de some fo us went off in da morn ourselves. same feel. YEAH! found our way out. caught 197 to go je. stupid gh leave da tongs etc so i bring em home. we were talking craps down dere. serious stuffs. our experience of late home phobia. scared em. went by many places. so freaking long journey!

The Promise
5 buddies ever qh qp dar hf n me shall celebrate one another bdae together next yr. i ll be da reminder!! yipee among all mine will be 1st! feb. next is dar in may. qp in june. qh hf in sep. STUDY together! next meeting is HARI RAYA next yr. or countdown for year 2006. stay over at qh hse. xD hooked fingers le yeah on bus.

visit to mrs tan hse next yr!! during chinese new yr! HONG BAO!!! :D

chalet for our class. the first one! die die must have. after Os everyone shld be FREE!! yippeee.
work together at robinson or somewhere together if can!! (:

got off at je library opp de stop. bidded bb to da rest n me hf qh took 198. long~
HOME SWEET HOME~

muacks to all my 6.1 buddies. had a nice n memorable bbq. in da rain!! takkaire n shall meet up soon.

came: xinyi kim qiuping qiuhui huifang darcie guo hao cedric n ME! (:
6.1`02 rawks!

ups and downs. there'll certainly be happy n sad times. let all my saddness go down the drain. happy moments i dun expect it ll last but vividly i ll rmb. it's all because of you

Mon 191205
waited quite long for this day bahz. our 2c`04 chalet once more at pasir ris bungalow. woots. started off the dae by goin aljunied wib eeyore. met at 8.30. was LATE. took train down. took 125 n climbed da dumb flights of stairs. tiring man! >< i took videos wib my fone every level we go. went back je makan lunch n waited ferr da rest to come n meet. many were late. left when all came.

reached dere n put down stuffs. 7 of us went out to buy groceries. went to elias mall. shopped shopped take take n pay 70odd bucks for all stuff. we wanna buy things n da guys render help to take all stuffs. we were goin in circles coz dunnoe where 7-11. bought .. n DNA [ a drink dat's only 5% alcholic] charcoal n ice. went back n played some cards games. slacked watched tv.

had steamboat. we had a photo taking. kahkin set timer n ran down frm da stairs, juz in time. we were to yummmmm seng~ took 2 shots. will upload if i can get kk coz my msn got some probs now. bOoooo! did washin up n watched tv. slacked.

played this game wib eeyore manman n cs. we were playing some silly games n cards n losers will have to be sprayed n punished. punishments were lyk to hug someone frm da back. or sae i love u. haha. it was so ps when i had to sae i love u to ys. ahaa.. as he's those kinda.. how to sae.. shy de.. >< cs was a funny de. he tio denn punishment is to hug ****. but he shy lahz. denn we down dere shout includin peepx on mahjong table "bao **** bao ****" so high nor. almost scream out my throat. tio punished got abit wet. we were all coverin our faces so wun tio.

suddenly oso dunno how started.. me n paul started da chase ard da hse.. i was chasin him after my squirtle. he took it n i got his wallet. we were on da 2nd level tryin to get back each other stuff. kk was down dere stoned. din help me. >< dumb paul go hide in da room. he wanna tear my squirtle apart. separate da head frm da body. lol. others were dere taking down video n pics of da 'fight' TRUST? can trust him lahz he can keep his promise. da chase din end. coz i had his i/c. he snatched it again n chase. really sweats~ ended. da process was really lol lahz. kiddish us. da guys all ended helpin him. screamed so much n losing my voice.

played mahjong. rc taught us. sk came too. he stupid de nor. hai wo de. >< took my watch dat's lyk a ruler to play. whenever da tv channel u got da merry xmas song by superstars he will sing~ lalala~ shall made him go choir someday. lol. he sang n sang~ he love da part where jy n wl goes [but if u hold me tight~] played da small mahjong set wib rc. we had to play 2 person's role. keep running about. had a long game. before i slept on da sofa.

heard noises. brian may they all came. saw a golden man when i tried looking up. went back rm played cards. sk rc had this fight. recorded wib my fone. dunnoe how n i slept.

tues 201205
woke up next dae. was shivering coz da air con was really string. saw manman n sk when i opened my eyes. they came to slept. stupid sk keep ka jiao n snatch blanket. he bo liao till play wib da blue eeyore n my squirtle. he tokin craps. really cant sleep. he's lyk da olden daes in june 04 de chalet at coasta sands, [[TRUMPET]] !! so NOISY! woke up n went over to guys' de room discuss bout food for bbq. on wad to buy n pay etc. was sitting in dere wib my blanket. da guys went out on da shopping spree. so nice yeah. 2c guys are nice.

continued my beauty sleep. got up n played mahjong. i was bad at it. they were back n in kitchen doin most of da chores. *claps* din really enjoy da noise level n feeling quite sickly so went back rm to slp. thanks haris who climbed over frm da window next door n asked if i'm ok. a few others too. my son of coz too, shawn. he was tapping my head n got da others to be less NOISY happily w/o knowing slept til 5plus.

got up watched tv. thanks my mummy maureen ferr da words. da guys came back frm fishin or watver. nice yongseng gave me his drink. coffee de. nice! =D thanks coz nv expected he can be nice too. they were busy preparing bbq. me n few others were glued to da tv. fighting remote controls. sk n cs insist watch channel 8. took turns.

went out wib son to fetch yy lp n angel. tok to him alot n hope he can change bahz. wish him all da best in his re-exam. wanna see him in 4e next yr. they came n we stared tokin rot. lyk DHL? DZ? ahaa. angel got teased. din had lunch but somehow i'm not hungry. din ate much when son started to feel worry. he got me food. thanks boi. haha. ys so cute. he was eating hot dogs dat he juz made. he din dare to eat when i was lookin at him. he moved n got away. he came back awhile ltr n passed me da hot dog. ^^ he's a sweet boi.

watched superhost. we all went WOW when we saw da artistic human. i was wondering how come they dare to.. oh nvm. seeing how each react was cute. when time arrived to annouce da marks n position. scream n cheer dat my fav will nt be ranked last. was happy kyrist was in top few. sadded when m1 gt last. voted ferr him.

bidded bye to da gals n son. slacked watchin tv. while some played true or dare? stupid soemin jumped frm dinnin area to where i was lying n tapped my head. n sae something. watched da result. was really touched by wad zhengbang had said. i was dere cryin. Nah. is my tears juz flow down liddat. u may tink it's stupid. but i was really sadded. lowest in popularity was my another fav. m6 kyrist. well. i lyk both but i prefer zb more. when he said his one min talk i cried even harder. too sentimental as well i was tinkin of some other stuffs.

wiped away my tears n got to bed. thought of alot of stuffs. listened to radio. n soon i was in my dreamland~

wed 211205
slept all da wae til 8plus. washed up packed rm fold blankets. y in same room we still i try to avoid? i dun juz dun wanna weep n pls dun give me..

all gathered in da living rm. realised dat my watch spoil le. da second hand drop out. =C kk sk are culprits. whole chalet my watch wib em. went outside gate to wait. took some pics b4 leaving da place. all will lies deep under our memories le bahz. reached pasir ris n began our journey back to jp. were debating where to go. je? westmall? or.. final decision is JP! i put my wallet in da steamboat dere coz easier fer me to get. stupid of me dat din realised sk they all took my wallet n took da $$. bleahz. started da body search aka molesting session. gt back 20bucks n 10bucks they returned by telling a story. wad $$ on da floor. lookin at videos took were memorable. joked n laughed n reached jp.

went to mac to makan. had mcspicy. no more DOUBLES? coz save $$ mahz? order medium coke n fries i can hardly eat much. ended me hassan kk eeyore having chi kou ba down dere. loser eat. ahaha. they suggested watchin movie. was wet blanket coz i nt in mood watchin mahz. went off first. reached home slacked sleep. watched repeat of superhost. cried AGAIn when i saw da results. somehow tears juz gt down. slept again got up watched tv. star idol was ok ok. lyk only bryan wong. YIPEEE he got in. cheeriors~ drank da DNA. was bitter man. ><

thurs 221205
had tang yuan todae. yeah i'm 16 le! wish all good things come along n bad de all shoo far far ok. (: eat more. i gonna have exactly 16 tang yuans, NOT in a dae. BAH. greedy~

<3 2c`04 loads, a class where there are warm peepx ard. hopefully we still can go out next tyme? now dat chalet is over. tyme to come back to reality to do work n watever i needa do. settle buyin of books cuttin hair etc. thanks my lovely duckie to send me xmas card wib a candy n letter in dere. realli treasures u loads. muacks! stay as besties alwaes! see u real soon to take xmas neoxx! tml is a better dae. upload pics if i have em.now my voice is damn coarse after da yelling n shoutings C=

no more eye contacts or watever or it shall kill me. EYES HANDS made me feel so down!! gonna put down or..
who can tell me wad shld i do? con't or give up le?

dear all, i've change my hp no. yeah do take note k? =) or if ya cant contact me dun sae i nv sae wor. ;)

well finally got a change. got a new fone [N6230i] at 228bucks. sign up starhub's student plan. yeah! thanks meiqin ferr pei-ing me in da morn n listenin to my grumbles n naggings bout what fone n which company i shld sign up. thanks ferr da advices. fone doesnt really matter but it's da plan. POD LITE is OUT woots. met her in the noon n went ard searching n looking at fones. we paced up n down till da sales ppl see us till sianz.

next had lunch at mac. chatting away bout movies. anyone KING KONG wib mq? explained coursework to her. we were lame enuff to copy WL etc de signature. dat's us. accidentally spilled coke on da floor. ps to da lobby de. :) used to work dere so can ming bai. went off to look at da fones AGAIN to confirm.

saw py at shopping centre. spotted da N6230i at starhub. bluetooth mp3 infra-red radio camera~ perfect ferr me! double confirm da price wib da guy. CHOP CHOP confirm. woots. send mq off. was kinda worried n nervous coz i din noe how to tell ah ma. plucked up courage n told her. expected i had to create a fuss before she ll agree! however nah. questioned me n went to da shop wib her. da short guy so kawaii. keep smile smile de. attempt to speak hokkien to my ah ma. ^^ picked my new no. settle everything. got a voucher frm famous amos. free COOKIES! pei ah ma go shopped shopped buy food n back home charging my fone now. muacks to my ah ma!! cheeriors. love my fone! =D

now my ah ma happily looking at my new no n making 4D out of it. finally change! now all my worries gone by half. coz wanna change long ago but.. now is DONE! still have digi cam which i wan get by next yr april! =D

tml n sunday is da dae i gonna chiong my f&n! ><>RESPECT ME! as i said AGAIN!!
i had enough. rubbish craps nonsense

The Promise
A beautiful Princess, a courageous Slave, an ambitious, charismatic Mighty General, an evil and cunning Duke, each propelled forward and entwined by vehement passions: greed, ambition, loyalty, revenge, the unremitting search for true love.

it shows n proves me dat slaves are really loyal to their masters. was really touched by the show.

``speed is not what u can see or feel but..
it's something dat ur desire really shows n prove.
you juz keep on running non-stop til..
u wun realise dat leaves turn yellow
the sun and moon are on the same sky
u wun realise u fell in love``

is there TRUST between human kinds?
sometimes i realli doubt so.
how many frenz u can really trust.

PROMISE dun make one when u cant afford to keep to it.











Chicken Little
this show is oso not bad. quite cute lahz da chicken. =D it's abit too short, an hour or so~ but chicken little is a nice fellow. sometimes we needa give trust to others. love da fish too. so de cute too..




Star Idol
he was OUT! abit sadded lahz. juz 17 nia. so cute n kawaii! >< regret nt voting. but still young~ future is still bright ahead ;)




# thursday 151205
ooh met huifang in da morn at 9plus. but she's LATE! waited so freakin long~ nvm.. haha! at least i'm punctual! went to take 198 to je library. reached bout 10plus. freakin early yeah. coz wanna chop seat n get my comfy bean bag. woots. settle down but cnat realli focus lahz. >< played ard n drew on da floor. =X met tomato at jec to collect books. heavy sia.

went off at 1plus. got sianz of hwk. =/ took 97 to habour front centre makan. had mac. played da game where we mixed da damn chilli sauces etc wib mayo n loser eat wib fries. LOSt so many times. =s had hard time tryin to clear em. blah blah. took train back to jp. chatted bout our past. days in pri sch. Oh my.. it's been 3yrs le. talked bout lovely n embarassin stuffs~ my grp RAINBOW! kinda dumb da name but had nice tyme wib my buddies!! was laughin at some stuffs when tryin to recall. so many quarrels n conflicts. but still frenz morever~ next buy tix ferr [the promise] actually dun wan coz dunnoe wad da story mahz. but still watched. no KING KONG! coz hf dun lyk. ;(

walked ard. bought popcorns n went in. liew eh~ my theatre is 4! happily me follow crowd n went to 5! found our seats gt ppl so we sat next to em. hf asked em n we realised we were in WRONG theatre. how stupid can i be. so throw face sia. nvm we got out n went to da correct de. tink many ppl oso went wrong so it's not realli pai seh lahz. overall it was realli nice. characters were shuai n chio!! nicholas but he's kinda mean n cruel. he could nt believe others n includun himself after da female lead lie to him. the slave, kunlun killed the KING! whoa. cool yeah? he saved the princess n brought her away. he wore a mask but princess fell in love wib him~ w/o seeing his face. he jumped off the cliff ferr her. how sweet. he told her; you must live, must live for yourself. she was kinda touched. loads of fightin went on. bloody scenes. peepx frm the land of snow are ppl who are kind hearted n really nice. ;) slaves are also nice de! dun look down on em. willing to do anything de.

after da show went home n watched tv. reaching for the stars. watched coz of jianyi's twin!! the rainbow connection. woots. tml last episode le! fast yeah. kinda sadded chen sheng was dead. he's michelle de papa. gosh dumb da guy who threw da letter away! >< nice hope will have happy endin since now yoyo leg's in prob.

RESPECT
been thinking alot these days. RESPECT. have i ever been respected? sometimes i hate the way some really treat me. dun treat me watever u like can. i'm also human. so kindly show some RESPECT. jokes i can take it. but rmb dun cross the LIMITS! dun wan respect denn kindly shut urself. watever i'm juz ranting away. RESPECT i nt referin to all. but some. be nice to me i ll oso.

Chalet
3 more days to go. can meet all my lao peng you, 2crazirians. my 3rd year le! our 3rd chalet ferr many of us. quantity doest matter but quality is most impt. whether many goin or less, it's da thinkings dat matters.

enough le. shall update some other stuff i did again. though i tink i have forgotten le. =) shall look ferr phones n change my contract! student plan bahz. yeah! i look forward to 191205. may it be a nice n memorable one!! ;D

yeah finally settle down n do some report writing [updating] after a week? a secret to share; i settle most of my stuff thus i can spend time updatin le! shhh~ dun tell others. tsk tsk. so xw is back to blogging! woots. care to read on? update to gib my grand baobei, nyny face.

# monday 121205
whoa a great day i can sae! met up at jp control stn at 0845. i was punctual n reached 1st. waited. looked ard but nv realised sy came le. ALTOS are punctual peepx as usual. waited. huppy came`hy came n mokky was last. thats y i'm late to meet da rest at je [CHERYL] saw dat? i'm not LATE. ;) next caught train to je. saw nyny n cheryl so i followed em w/o em knowin to da provision shop. they din realised. till cheryl was looking n giggling away. BOOOoo! bought some stuffs n waited for vincent n junwei. how FAST are they man. haha n set off to habour front. so cramped n crowded. =C they kept laughin at my tee coz of da word #01. shorty well its design mahz!!

reached habour front. called nyny n they were still at h.front centre. in mean while i pei mokky go buy zui [water] there came da 2 crazy gals. bought red bull [myself] n green tea & crackers [ CHERYL made me buy!! =X so i blanja her] worst i'm made to carry all da stuffs! nvm.. boarded da bus. we had odd no ppl so i sat wib someone i dunnoe. a lil gal. i got attack by 3cameras. [huppy, mokky n rryl de] i siam n siam but dunnoe how they still gt my pic. strange. bought entrance tix n happily took yellow line to palawan beach.

crossed to other side of da bridge. throw down our stuffs n went to da water. took suntan lotion. everyone started applying happily. i aldy sae its suntan lotion. sprayed abit on my 2 sun zi n they wan more so i give nor. zzz~ next they started complainin. nvm da rest of us were desperately blackie wannabe. saw fishes in da water. we had captain ball match. fun lahz. but splash water cham coz salt water is so damn SALTY!! *pukes* we few sec3s had a mi mi discussion. next moment we sat down in da water n got wet. but it's COOLing lahz. saw a ang moh n his dog went into da water. pro ahz can swim de.

went back to da other side n some went off to BK to makan. we aint hungry so we stayed on n played. cant go da plafform coz i dunnoe how to swim. =X stayed ard n we constructed a 8 shape by diggin holes. nyny was attracted by da orange trunks hunk! i was bullied terribly by da 2 kids. keep puttin sand on me. enjoyed da breeze n soaked quite long b4 me n sy went up n showered at da open shower.

hungry so we ate tibits we had. saw da dog n it showered. it was reluctant to go when his owner asked him to. so cute when he rolled on da floor. da 2 sun zi came up frm da sea n washed up n ate too. cheryl; rmb bring towel next tyme! she wet my greeny towel after it sort of dry. went to 711 to buy food. got milo freeze n mee hoon myself. a super big gulp ferr all to share n cheryl da sweet [in return got a fish ball]. hmph cheated my $$ sia da stupid guy!! >< suan le.

went back n enjoyed eating. cheryl was so silly dat she was keep goin ard asking ppl who took da sweet. it was.. in my pocket lahz! hohoho~ ate finish n crossed over da bridge again to play! junwei tagged along coz he cant find vin they all. got he to take pics. pose so long n he took only 2. -_-'' saw some small crabs n we dun really dare play dere.

went back n constructed a bigger hole. da lifeguard came over.

lifeguard: rmb cover up da hole [grins on his face]
us: OKAY!! [more grins]

reasons to cover up hole
1. coz it's not nice
2. the guard himself is afraid dat he may fall into da hole [in times of emergency while running to da sea]

ans: 2 [ so obvious!! ]

the hole was real big. jw kept remindin me dat i got da buried him at 12 mid nite. lol. leave it alone n went to da water again. mui vin n sk left first. jw was hesitating but he din. by then all of us were red lyk lobsters n ang baos. i got bullied by my sun zi[s] again. picking up leaves n claimin its my hair pin. put cabbage lyk stuffs on me. i hate SAND!! they attempt to pull me out further into da water. i was lyk huh. coz i cant swim. at least a bit improvement. my 2 nu er[s] hold on to my hands. stayed in da water n finally we got up after jw de naggings. we went to our hole. all got inside n we destroyed our hole. =D cleared up n went to shower n change.

we shower in da public de coz too many peepx. washed n changed. while packing stuff. some stupid guys frm da toilet next to us threw crabs over to our side. *screams* n chiong away frm da lockers. poor jw waited quite long bahz.went to take bus but damn many ppl. y da bus got so many apnn. stupid lohz made so much noise as if having ktv session liddat. -_-'' laugh til busrt then u all noe ar. waited long b4 we got shuttle bus. keep getting suan by em ferr my #01 shorty tee. =( ahaha.

reached n went pasta mania. ate ham & sausage bake rich. ok lahz. not bad. better than al funghi.;] let em try mine. jw was last to order n he even forgot to pay. ._.'' his was so COOL. garlic pizza bread $3.20 it was bigger than his face. i added cheese to it n cheryl added da tomato sauce. he din finish. haha.

done n we went ard takin pics. took wib my idol barney, dong fang bi li oso hab, ronald too, xmas tree o.O took train back. we sat on da ground. me jw nyny cheryl discussing on [[sunburn de effects]] they were afraid lahz. ranking is nyny is reddest, cheryl is 2nd n jw was blackest! they got off at je.

reached jp n went to pasam malam to walked ferr 5-10min b4 rushin off to watch jianyi! bought 2 coconuts so did sy. pei my 2 nu er[s] walked n crossed da road to take 198. hmph so long lahz da bus n missed 8mins of da show. nvm lahz. however i had hard time trying to open my coconuts at home. chopper is too weak. hammer as some suggest? i ll try bahz. ;D went online n slept till todae de 10plus 11am denn wake.

kinda missed da greeny cabbage` sand` sun`water~ update again~ xD brain dead. skin peeling~ how's others? burning yeah. feeling pain + itchy? ahaha. bah bah bah [[bah bah family rwackxx]]


greedy me.


nice scenery


caught unprepared


the 7 flowers

us n my idol barney


the x'mas tree~ *ring ring*


grab grAB GRAB!!


my egg


i look so sleepy


look into da mirror


dats RONALD!!


hearing if he've got heartbeat?!


kiddy us~


family portrait


our reflections


gosh my face!!

xw: should update mahz?
wx: nah. waste time only.
xw: but..
wx: but wad?
xw: i'm bored.
wx: ok lahz. update bahz or else u ll bored to death.

yupx. time flies. seems lyk juz yesterday since i blogged or started holidaes. =/ OFFICIALLY now LESS than a month le. ='( as well today is my FINAL day dat i ll slack. coz hab many stuffs to do. for eg, most IMPT is courseworks [dragged somemore i ll slaughter alive when sch starts], assgn[s], choir proposals [*cross fingers* it ll works- for now remain as a secret. sHhhhhh~], get a date ferr da gathering i organise at sentosa wib my lil n OLD kids, my pri sch gathering [bbq?], 2c chalet..

looking at all da stuffs, TIME is realli ESSENTIAL! ><'' god pls give me MORE time. so wad did i do over da days? *whoooosh* recap;

. friday 02dec`zer05 .
mmm.. suppose to go out ''TREK'' but.. both of us got so lazy so din go out in da end. slacking n packing my stuffs in my cupboard. YIPPEEE~ clear finally after dragging ferr one month. RUBBISH online watched tv the rainbow connection rawks! perhaps not da show but.. da characters bahz. JY~ he looks cool in GREEN! show is getting more.. coz xiaoqian will be kinda 3rd party between yoyo n JY. nvm ending is still nice! muz watch! die die oso muz! online till weeee hours as usual.

. saturday 03dec`zer05 .
woke early in da morn. keep draggin da meeting time so end up met at 10plus. hohoho~ walked to boon lay hawker centre makan. CARROT CAKE! yum yum!! went to buy drinks; sugar cane n hei bai. nicer w/o sugar? haha. my eyes super sharp. saw cedric dere sitting down. grrrr saw n faster siam b4 he hit/ abuse me. not so scary la. juz dat he loves ''bullying'' ppl.

strolled to cheena garden n trek dere. nice scenery. saw a grp of boys kayakin/ canoeing? ._.'' haha seems cool, isn't it.walked to je to catch train. how to catch? xD muahaha. saw xuelian on da way takin 97. actually oso wan take de, go labrador see sea.

caught da train[in my hands] and off we went HAPPILY to aljunied to collect pay. reached. DUMB n DAMN da freaky shop, not open. we CLIMBED da freaky flights of 6levels. goin against da damn flights kill. or u try. BOO da shop n went off. something ps happen. we were in 125 denn saw one lorry of ppl n ask mq look. they actualli waving back lyk crazy. =x hide lyk siao. mq love seeing gays. oOps guys.

took train n went habour front. SENTOSA!? nah. went labrador park. <3 sea <3 sea breeze <3 sun it was freaking and damn COOLING dere man. wind blow n blow lyk mtv liddat. woots. sat dere chit chat n see see. walked ard da park see see look look.

shucks we missed da bus by a step so have to wait ferr another 1/2 hr. crapped n joke n lame ard. haha da song nen ai jiu ai by guo yan fu n ou xuan?! lol lahz. mq tot they danced so they sang. ermm its JASON n ruth okay. haha. ARGHH !! wu chu cai hong rawks totalli! wheeeee..

caught 97 back to je n off we went to westmall to buy my stuffs. thanks mq ferr pei-ing me sit bus or i ll be so lonely taking bus alone. she saw her relative ke MEI qin on bus n she sat wib him. haha pls remove da MEI to noe who is HE* LOL me.

went online n chatted wib cedric, my tu di. bout choir n stuff. he still kinda enthu in 6.1 yeah. *claps claps* he told me alot of true facts n be strong bout cca. yeah sure WE can de! i ll use ur story as a gd example to follow. hang on coz of our juniors. nv rely too much on past. standing on our own.

well we laughed bout choir costumes dat we seen so far since syf. da ntuc costume n many more. so LOL lo. BAH! haha. one touching thing is he ll get angry when ppl sae guys who are in choir are sissy. guys in choir is have POTENTIAL compared to others who cant yeah?! i told him dat i cried badly during my speech day when we it's our last performance wib seniors. well he told me he cried too. ermm emotional yeah. choir is realli a nice place where i have learn alot of stuff. ^^

cedric is slow! he's "smart" haha! =D

i may not be a good leader but i am willing to lead. i cant teach but i ll try my part to. i may not perform n sing veri well but i try. no one is perfect yeah. *cross fingers* but at least i try my best. now is dec. next yr is Os. leaving choir kinda soon. few more months to go. wonder how many will be =( to see us leave.. or.. haha i dunnoe.

but nv regret joinin this cca. noe many nice seniors juniors buddies! singing together~ joking laughing n kanna scolding together~ having a nice commitee when we can joke laugh n work together are all endless memories i will have in choir.


loads of admin stuff n here i go chasing my assgn n work. star award tonite. muz watch. coz superstars coming! time now in 1212h. long way to go~ tml man man goin m'sia. rmb buy us.. thanks wor. gd luck to our sch band ferr competition in genting. ta taa~ takkaire to all. ;)

yeah backie, from my tv n stuffs. life's juz so rushin n busy nowadays. can i have more than 24hrs per day? god listen up, i wan more time. yup so fast and one month is gone frm my holidays. poof. did nothing realli useful. ._.'' looking back kinda regrets.

. wednesday 30nov`zer05 .
mmm.. last day of nov! so fast. it's as though i blink my eyes since holiday starts n it's gone. when i blink my da other eye, tink it'll be dec end le? rotted at home. woke at 1pm coz slept at bout nearli 2plus am. staying up so late as usual. doin senseless stuff online? looking at blogs n findin blogskin. cant realli find any.

watched tv all day long. star idol!! albert is cute! =D luckily he's not out. the rainbow connections is nice! of coz, coz got jian yi mahz! yeah me n qinghui tinks alike. she oso likes em! yeah lyk her mum, tink alike.

. thursday 1dec`zer05 .
it's today!! woke late in da noon. changed my blogskin. it's NOT green. lookin out ferr greenish ones. nvm. juz stay wib this. a new look since it's a start of new month. juz find this skin nice n cute bahz. changin when i find another nice one. sms eeyore go out. she slept lyk a log n we went out at lyk 3plus. coz i wanna get stuff at westmall. it's nt good to rot too much at home too. get out to get fresher air.

she came my hse here. we tok n tok n missed da bus. saw med. well she said i changed alot? so cant realli recognise me. haha perhaps she nv see me in casual before? tsk. went to mac get fries n walked to lakeside. *aherm* saw preys din she? so obvious. da badminton guy keep.. blah n took train to westmall. walked ard, got my stuff. went burger king makan. FULL!

went to imm hang ard n buy stuffs too. walked to take 198. da uncle was nice to let us board 1st. so packed la bus. peak hrs. poof. bought a pkt of milk. sadded la. the side was caught by da door n it starts leaking. control but no avail. alight at fuhua to throw away. saw danlim. took bus n HOME!

watched POH, shower n my fav! wu chu cai hong lohz! jianyi is so.. cute when he blush? haha. he's juz so.. sweet~ muahaha. qinghui click on me after da show. she oso went crazy! =X haha. me oso. watched yummy yummy. online~ time is realli not enough! to meet up frenz` do up own stuffs etc. BUSY! better time management. better start on my assgn before cryin lyk hell before holiday ends. coursework` mindmaps. anyway da time i blogged is crazy. but nvm bout dat. help~ =) takkaire all~

yeah!
updating later..
watching jianyi in few minutes time..

woots.
change a skin.
no GREEN!
will continue looking ard.

shall update again! =D
jianyi rawks totalli~
the rainbow connection.
ta taa~