Define happiness

What lies behind happiness?
What is the real meaning behind it?

你真的。。快乐吗？

有很多时候，我会放下脚步想一想
我到底真的快乐吗？

寻寻觅觅 兜兜转转
在探索的当儿 找不到明确的答案
仿佛迷失了方向似的小鹿 一直地往前冲

当生存是规则不是你的选择
你只好咬紧牙关 努力的走下去

脸上的笑容 只是在隐藏着悲伤 难过
到底怎么样 才能快乐 才算快乐
快乐真的那么难吗？

She can be sucha pain at times!

YET i do adore her as my FRIEND!

HAPPY 18th SMALLGREEEEEEN!

It's really amazing the way we knew each other. LOL!
Strangers to schoolmates to neighbour to now, who we are.
Sometimes the way can communicate can kill people de! She can be fun, cute and loving but also _____ you know! =P

Although we stay a block away, you always seeeeems to be ever busy uh! =X Shall meeet you up real soooon =D

All the best in everything & do well in life alright! =)

**
Happy birthday to Vincent 24/10! =)
Happy birthday to Shawn 23/10! =]

Make a Wish

Happy 15th to SHI TING~
Wish you all the best in everything and anything! =DD
Shall meeeeeet you sooon for the WONDERFOOL day!
from Smellies to you

cheers,
MAOOOOOOO

Enjoy > Work

Current wants:
1. Aston (sudden crave after niuniu's influence)
2. Skyride!
3. KBOX (more & more sessions)
4. Mahjong! (hands itchy)
5. Popeye! (should be satisfied tml)
6. Cold Rock

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Back to school after a good 7weeks of attachment!
I am still in the holiday mood. Went for some lectures.
I guess nothing much went into my head. Brain's not working! =X Well it was fun to gossip & share what happened during the ITP!

IS was quite interesting? Had ice breaking. It feels so much like a orientation. We were given markers & coloured papers! Designing name tags for another person. Sat in a circle. The "game" goes like that. A descriptive adjective that starts with ur name and food that you gonna bring for a picnic!

Rosy Rosa is bringing a Roasted Turkey.
Kind Kang Jie is bringing a Kinder Bueno.
Fantastic Faith is bringing a Fishball.
& the list goes on! (update when I'm free!)

Xtraordinary Xiaowei is bringing Xiao long bao. :D

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BOO! 27 Oct - 9 Nov Elective Selection For Year 3.

It's all about choosing & then fighting for a place.

HRM w PSY? Definitely no no to service mgt/mkting/ entrepreneurship. Not much of a choice left. I wonder why am I in business. =S

Enough of school stuffs.

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KBOX! with owl & puppy. 5hrs plus but it's still not ENOUGH! I WANT MORE... 是HIGH的咯！Been 98238399381 years since I last stepped inside. The service there was awesome. =)

ZOMGGGGGGGG it was pretty high singing w the 2 crazy zhar bo! They really can sing very well, I'm serious!! However, whenever there is a song with 无法 eg.（抗拒）, it will become 无法归类! & singing derrick's songs even though kbox dun have the mv!

Neoprints! It was fun luh. Been sometime I last took any since my neocraze died down. =DD I LOVE O''.O POKES puppy! :D owl noe u noe i noe!

A super FUN+CRAZY day out!

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Slept my whole Saturday away!~ I slept more than 15hrs! power or POWER!

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Just came back not long from High School Musical 3: Senior Year! All thanks to Nuffnang for the tickets! =) Niu niu oso think that Zac Efron is hot! :D His eyes are just too mesmerizing! Thumbs up for the show. Had Aston, like finally! Had a great day bullying moooooo! & his jokes are soooooo FUNNY! If you catch what I mean. Shall continue tml! xD






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The best thing is I have yet to touch my tutorials+report!
Enjoy > Work
Don't feel any stress from sch YET. =)

Gonna burn midnight oil but it's worthy.
I had a great weekend since Friday! =DD

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能不能给我一首歌的时间.

把故事听到最后才说再见.※

Graduation!

Graduations are always part and parcels of life, be it in kindergarten, primary or secondary schools and colleges or Universities. You get to meet many strangers on the very first day of school and eventually, at the end of the few years of education, they become your best buddies!

I vividly remember on the graduation day, I feel so reluctant to go school to attend the ceremony. Despite the fact of being able to get rid of the textbooks and naggings from the teachers, it just turned out the other way instead of being happy. It's always tough to say goodbye but we got to accept the fact that we need to move on in life!

The videos flashing through the memories captured, the moments of joy & laughter and not forgetting how each and everyone grew mature over the years. The drastic change from a naughty boy to a young man and same for little pampered girls to well mannered young ladies.

The touching speeches by principals, teachers and fellow school mates which melted the hearts of many. Being in a school is not all about receiving education and having fantastic results, it's all about how you connect with different people. You hang around with not just your group of friends and classmates, but also many others like people from the same Co-Curricular Activities (CCA) and juniors/seniors.

I miss my classmates, doing all the silly & crazy stuffs together! I miss singing with my fellow choirians! & Most important character will be the teachers! I miss cooking (I took Food & Nutrition (F&N) in sec3) with the shoutings across the kitchen from Ms Lai. The way she screammmmm can turn you off!) However the care and concern she showered on us are more than what words can describe in a few sentence. She's just like a mom to us.

I remember going around with a camera snapping away with so many people! *snap snap snap* It's the best memory where one can capture. The process of the ceremony is less important, it's the people you are with that matters! & thanking the teachers, principals and fellow friends who have been there for everything!

Giving and receiving well wishes & cards is another thing I did. Seeing the smiles on others and seeing what others wrote on cards for me really touched me! =) I really appreciate all my friends that have stepped into my life no matter at which stage; be it during the primary or secondary and even now in polytechnic.

Video + touching speeches + camera snapping away + giving and receiving well wishes & cards = best graduation ever!

Graduation marks the last day of school. But it doesn't mark the end of the bonds and friendships. I am glad that I still do keep in touch with my friends from secondary and even primary school (we're still very close despite being in different schools).

Catch Walt Disney Pictures' High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!

Goodbye, Elpis!

My consolidated entry!
Do have some patience while reading! ^^

Thurs 09102008
Azean asked us to lunch in today. They had this mini "farewell" party for me. 7 large pizzas and drumlets from pizza hut. Seriously am touched because I did not expect that they will do this. Gave a "speech" which was like crap because my mind was blank. Haha!

The boss passed me a bag and exchanged a mini convo. He mention something like creating job opportunities for me after my graduation. He took photos of me and the others fellow colleagues + himself also.

Before I left the office at 6, Azean passed me a gift and card on behalf of the co with well wishes written by them! Another surprise that caught me dumb founded. =)

Rushed off to meet waynie to buy choco(s) and stuff @ vivo! He was NICE! He carried my carriers!!! good or GOOD? Which one sound more convincing? =P

Home around 9plus10. Wrapped the gifts & wrote cards. It was 1plus2 AM and I really cannot take it already & KO!

Fri 10102008 (Perfect 10)

IT WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I OVERSLEPT DURING MY ITP, somemore it's on the last day. I woke half an hour later!!! ZOMGGGG! Rushed like mad & thank goodness, I wasn't late!

It was my last day there. Somehow it was just mixed feelings. I am happy yet sad. 舍不得是难免的！The people there are nice! Nor came in and passed me a gift; bracelet & a card! KhengPuay passed me a photo of us and wrote some stuff behind. AWWW!

Mike (one of the advisors) came in and talked to us. I seriously admire him, in terms of his character and the way he do business. We teared upon hearing the things he said! (ZOMG! I can't believe I cried.)

Imagine A had a bazzar fair and asked you to go down and support! You went down to buy the stuffs. After the event ended, one group of people walked towards A with a cake singing happy bday song. (You did not realised it was A's bday until you see the grp) Then you see another group of 5 doing the same thing after the first group finished singing. After the 2nd song, there comes another big group of ppl doing the same thing! It was all pure councidence. The grps didn't knew one another.

The point here is do you ever get to have so many people remembering you and celebrates for you? From this you can see that A is such a nice person that everyone will make the effort to remember his big day that is once a year. In life, relationships (人与人之间的关系) is very vital! No man is an island. How true...

3 questions to set you thinking:
When is the most important time?
Who is the most important person in life?
What is the most important thing to do?

(answers to be revealed below)

Had lunch w him & we got to know alot more too.

Back to work & time passed real slow.
When the clock hit 6, I really can't bear to leave!
Received my grades from Farrah! All I can say is I'm really :D w it!

Exchanged contacts and hopefully will continue to keep in touch w 'em! =)

I so gonna miss the peeps at work, my best buddy-scanner & the "matured" friends I had there! My most matured bud there is NOR; the hello kitty! The one who throws me scanning job. I tried doing scanning for almost one whole day!!!

I am really thankful to those who guided and assisted me along the way during work! =) & the friendly advisors who talked to me. There's a few who even came to shook my hands and wish me all the best in my future and studies! I am seriously thankful for all the well wishes!

Dined w KhengPuay @ PS The Cafe Cartel. Crapped & gossip alot! SHOO dipsy, _____, married yt! Gonna meet her up real sooooooon to help her countdown.

It was all so amazing how I started talking to this "MS OH-IS-IT". Her reply often will be "oh is it?" & I will imitate her and have my own version with the spastic face of hers. My lunch khaki since week3 day 3! 21days of lunching w her in all! We can go crazyyyy together at times but most of the times is me me and just me! LOL! Lame stuffs like I din (dean), then I will go "You dean?" and ... Like black wine (hei jiu) = hate you, white wine (bai jiu)!~

Maybe it's because we're aquarius! She's one yr ten days older~ :D Sometimes dunno to love or hate her. Can be qian bian at times!~ BUT in conclusion, she's nice!!! =DD (see this see this?)

This marks the end of the ITP but it's just the beginning of the bonds and friendships I had built there over the short 7weeks! (o",o)

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Answers to the 3 questions posted:

When is the most important time? Now (There's nothing more important than now! )

Who is the most important person in life? The person you are with.

Who is the most important thing to do? To cherish the person you are with.

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Sat 11102008
Woke at 9plus (of coz, in the morning) and receive impromtu sms from bighead for breakfast. I KO very early the day before due to the exhaustion accumulated from the attachment. Can you imagine I was in front of the lappy, but I had simply no mood to do anything; be it chat or surfing the net.

Showered & met them @ lib's cafe. Had the usuals. Yong Jun Kun went off as she had something on. (p.s. can I post the pics here?)

Headed down to Lot 1 for some mini shopping after leading a lifeless life for the past 7weeks! Trained back JE & had Anderson's! :D

That makes us happy souls after that. Played shoooo ____ married. Well ____ M- A-R-C-U-S hor, Ms Ke?! & the shopping trip make me realise someone got big ______. =X

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WHAT THE TOOT! SUCHA LONG POST~
CONGRATS IF YOU MANAGE TO READ FROM TOP ALL THE WAY HERE! =D

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I started at 8plus till now !! (time checked: 0116)

Kills lotsa brain cells editing pic and thinking of what to write!
P.S. Ms Ke, here's your long awaiting entry!

Needa submit online log & get started on report soon!~

Sch's starting real soon,

but well there is no class for me on mon so pack ur bags and get ready for sch!!! =DD

Extreme! Blueeee

Suffering from major MONDAY BLUES. I almost broke down. D: Can you imagine my face is as black as the chao da bread as shown above. I just can't stop ranting to KP and the rest. I am so shocked tt me & kp share same sentiments toward this particular issue. Too sensitive to be mentioned on published sites.

Felt much better while talking to KP during lunch but everything's back after lunch T.T I seriously can't wait for Friday to be here! I sick & tired of ____ .

You simply cross my limits and it's way beyond my tolerance level.

我就是这样！
My attitude. I don't care if you're dumb or what. I am so gonna remain like this for the remaining 4days.

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On a cheery note, caught this awesome movie w loves after work.

Painted Skin has a simple plot, however it shows how love drives one to do all the nasty and evil stuffs & how noble love can actually be. Am touched at certain parts where the main leads actually thought of their love ones and gave up their lives just for the other to be safe and sound.

WHAT IS LOVE?

"Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit." - Peter Ustinov

"Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever." - unknown

"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes

Chen Kun & Donnie Yen are so so so charming !!!
The ladies (Zhao Wei & Zhou Xun) were pretty except for Sun Li (tomboy-ish)
Qi Yu Wu is so cute in the show, heart digger.

All the laughters make me forget the blues i had.
I hope to MJ soon uh. =)

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女儿红 - 周杰伦

雨停下的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺. 灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
rap部分. 你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆
Over...

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confession or CONFESSION?!
at least this cheers me down up! :D

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I hope everything will be fine.
I should not be complaining or grumbling.

是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤

Peace out!

Only they can do it!

MAYDAY is D BAND!

屹立不倒的天团！

They really rock the stage man! HIGHHHHHHH~

Liked 五月天 since N years back. One of my favourite bands. They can sing and play music really well. As compared to some bands that are really CMI. Superband is like _____. Season one is so so much better definitely! The 默契 MAYDAY have is totally awesome! They never fail to create a highhhhh atmosphere in all the performances!! In short, they're the best luh!!! (:

eat the spongebob! PATRICK says "NOOOOOoo"!!!!

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MY BFF, WAYNIE (as shown above). Well I don't post your picture because I know you wouldn't want to get famous. WELL WELL (wishing well), I so gonna post someday alright!

BFF 2; Eeyore!~ Awwww pictures need to be scanned through before posting so well well, this will do right. LOVE LOVE! ai wo!~

P.S. Membership fees to be accounted for asap. :D

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无法归类 dropped 3 positions, from 8th to 11th.
你走天桥我走地下道 jumped 5positions! 13th to 8th! :D :D

I must say JAY! is really power!~
The song, 稻香 is 12th on the first week on the charts!
SHE 's 沿海公路的出口 champ with the 3rd time.

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random.
my bones are giving way after one day of intense 12hrs work! i heard the cracccccccck sound. zomggggg i am exaggerating? but is really sour dao max! Slept for hours, but it ain't enough. Met up q & for the first time in so many months, I see the shelves in ntuc stocked up w pocy pocky! took 3 while q had 2! =)

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hope everything is alright for ho! =)
stay strong gal, i know you can de!

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Hope no MONDAY blues. Check out JAM 蕭敬騰's BLUE.
Totally left me in awe listening to him singing rock!



Just finished my online submission for the itp!

Time for bed, 1.17am aldy!

Movie after work tml :D
Fast forward time to 6pm!

HELLO i am Bernice ,
XIAOWEI! =D

Peace out!

Loves of my life

I really love these peeps so so so muchie!~

SMELLIES uNITE! :D

They made my world go round. LOVES

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I miss so many many people now !

you you & YOU !!!

p.s. no time for a proper post.
Busy like a bee these days, update real soon!
(I promised!)

40hours to end the pain! =D

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我可以选择哭
我可以选择倒
但我不可能选择忘了你的微笑
我仍在默默祈祷
八月三十重新来到

随别人惨留错
也等天荒地老
为何着眼睛深泪般我重老
在破碎的泪恨前
我显得如此渺小

A day for you and me!

祝大家快乐小孩子天!
(as the owl says, direct translation!)

我们都是长不大的小孩 （大孩子）！=)

&

Selamat Hari Raya!

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A day out w BFF(s) - High Five! :D

Updates with photos real soon!~
Stay Tune!

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*SCREAMS*
I hear the smellies & horfans screaming!~

most awesome/cute/yan dao guy on earth, non other than Derrick!

Finally, he's heading over to Taiwan soon.

Really am happy & proud tt he got the opportunity to go over!

I hope he can do very very well in tw (!!!)

Hope he & his album can earn the hearts of the peeps there!~