well. my mind is filled with so thoughts. feel so LOST.

. saturday 2210`05 .
dunnoe why i felt juz so sick. cant get out da bed n slept till 3plus in da noon. slacking at home. not much worries anymore. exams over.

. friday 2110`05 .
well today is totally so shag. not much lessons. enlighten by mr loh during physics lesson. i alwaes believe in him coz normalli wad he sae is true. YUPz i gonna work hard ferr physics coz i noe chem definitely cant make it. maths lesson checked 2nd semester result. so disappointing bah. why why why. damn. i wanna do as well as others. i promised i ll get L1R5 20pt. i wun wan to let myself down again. study is not ferr others but for who? myself!! yes n i ll do well.

EL C5
CL A2
AM F9
EM F9
SC C6
CH C5
F&N B3
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L1R5: 30
L1B4: 21

kinda sad. average not even 60marks. emaths; thanks to ttl got pull down so much n no moderation. results are down so juz gotta accept? gotta change my attitude towards study. wib 21pt which course or poly i can go? forget it, i will do better. and YES i will. enough of studies. its oso graduation dae ferr our sec4s. choir sang [till we meet again] seniors saw me n sae its not too bad. but personally felt not as good. watched da ceremony. realised how close can their frenship be. touched by da videos, singing etc. hope they do well in Os. saw mrs bala n she smile n said: yes next yr is ur turn. see how time realli flies.

went out sch to get bb tea. choco ice blended. sb was lyk so crazy over it. talked bout results n stuff. took pic wib xueting xuelian n co. xueting told us to jia you. hope i can realli hang on? chill in class waiting ferr time to pass to go NP. reached NP. our sch onli 45 awardees. other sch wib 300+ over? =X sat wib ws, apple n xinee. in front was honeydew, rc n marvin. we were all so crappy? sae wad honeydew veri nice blah blah. LOL. laughing over 'CHOU' jie lun. it kinda pissed da parent behind us. we carried on since she aldy not happy. keep staring at us. -.-'' yawn who cares. da ceremony start n we r still crappin away. laugh n laugh. zzz our sch was lyk so.. nvm. thanks apple n xinee ferr da choco. b4 leaving da hall stupid r****** wanna take pic. she expect us to climb up da stage? tmd la. scold us: YOU ALL ARE SUCH EMBARASSMENT to da sch n call urselves champion 1." dunnoe who embarassed who sia. we oso nv call ourselves cham. give her face we CLIMB. n gave funny poses since she wan. =s had refreshments n waited ferr bus at front foyer. we matchmaked ppl. apple n honeydew took their wed pic. they were so pai seh. wakaka. yewming look so cute taking pic wib his son n nu er. LOL. n atiqah wendy took pic n rc said do not feed da exhibits. went home after dat.

watched wang zi bian qing wa. was crazy over XU ZI QIAN man. he's so sweet. my god. sure apple oso same. wheeeee. nice story. going ga-ga. i am hooked. online. tired. slept earli.

. thursday 2010`05 .
got so crossed. due to some bullies who kick a boi outside sch. damn it. mood totalli spoil by em. well dun use violence to solve prob` any use? !@#$%* damn.

we are going ZOO on mon. been ages i have been dere. wheeeeee. maybe thurs to ECP. wOoohoo~ was relieved to see grandpa at home as he was hospitalised da thursdae.

its gone. perhaps its never been dat in da first place. never exist. gonna be erased. GONE. painless

p.s. kinda feelimg agitated wierd n cross in some parts of my entry. well doubt anyone will read oso. forget it i m crapping away. takkaire ppl. [livestronG]