well it's another boring school day. =x sch is alwaes nv interesting perhaps? lol. nowadaes go school kinda meaningless. but life needa go on.

.tuesday 1810`05.
well felt so listless n not motivated n dragged myself to sch. basically was juz slacking in sch. no power to study on. after sch went out buy bb tea & bread as lunch. had choir pract. was kinda okay bah? found dat low oso not veri cham. entertaining. =s seeing a vivid future. wanna see da powerful us again. realised my skin is redder --> stage to become chao da le bah. good at least tanning is not wasted. heng i din go LABRADOR alone. or.. [quoted frm tagboard; hy] i'm blessed kay.

.wednesday 1910`05.
got back more results. stupid assembly. watched de OPERA todae which made me go zZzzzZzz' "ni yi qian dou bu hui zhe yang de' dun realli understand or figure why or wad they fighting ferr? =x *yawns* go thru O level de security measure. n sec3 de extension. hopefully dun need go. but.. wonder if i am prepared fer sec 4? haiz. life's so tough. n now class fav topic is who gonna retain? -_-'' had lunch outside. we had chicken rice. nice.

went back sch. we were playing "scissors paper stone denn" .... " mickey mouse ar mickey mouse` donald duck ar donald duck" realised we quite retard. pro is da banana. fun~went ferr choir. had practice to polish up da song. oso passed duck amaths paper. *cross fingers* friday it ll be okay. tink we ll sing till cry. haiz. seriously cant realli bear to part them esp da choir seniors. da laughter n joys we shared playing n singing together. hopefully can hold back da tears till after singing bah? ooh yeah fri goin NP ferr dunnoe wad YEAH prize ceremony. low got zi lian. look at mirror make hair denn smile smile at me. =X

to those; do not be too upset kay. there's a reason why behind. think positive. =) really hope to see more improvements. esp da juniors. all really rely on u guys le. do come ferr practices scheduled. everyone is an impt element dat makes up fuhua choir. =]

reached home n watched wang zi bian qing wa. so crazy in xu zi qian. he was cute. "ni di ban na men zhang, ni bu hui yao wo shui ba.." his pact wib tian yu. lol. so nice i goin ga-ga.. they do make a perfect match? tired now, gonna zzz. look forward to da graduation dae. =) next yr will be our sec3's turn to sit dere le. time flies, agree wib phor. LOL. i make a deal wib sb dat after we grad, we ll go watch choir de syf. hopefully it will be promising?

.results E.Y.E 2005.
+most satisfied is chinese bah, my only A1.
+='( maths was horrible ferr a/emaths.
+eng was lucky to pass most section.
+combined humanities 6/7 marks are added across da sec3 level. so lucky again i got 50 denn.
+f&n was disaster. -_-'' dun compared us wib others. but overall can pass bah.
+sci juz manage a PASS. it's okay, no point being despair.
*conclusion* how to take O next yr.


dun feel real` i wun probe too much more.
it's tiring` dun wanna feel this way again
it's killing me` nv read beyond one's mind