back for an update. *drum rolls*

lol. *roll eyes* okay. juz got e urge to blog so here i am:

haha. WOW another week is almost gone just liddat. oh ya. 090806
HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE ~~
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sweet 16 to the monitress MAY!! got quite alot to blog on~~ juz pick some random few.

[wed 090806]
FIREWORKS kept my or shld i sae OUR spirits high up. the national dae spirit was not as gd as last yr. not many wore red tees. i wore white. sb wore pinkish (red) 3 quarters to prove her loyalty. haha. >_< her fav. met her and went shopping @ jp. got 2 polo tees. went to jazz hse. slack n fool ard b4 heading to je to meet mq hy n the co. of guys. took our own sweet time yet..

they were still late. tsk. cuz of the pola bear who come from arctic and needa wait for him. so we decide to cross the platform to go jp find em. bt they aldy board the train. so we got off @ chi. garden. board the other train n headed to KALLANG. heh heh. joke ard n telling cold jokes. reached there and saw people all ov'r the place. followed the crowd and went to the area outside the stadium. saw the paracutes. the place is infested w apn* we sat down and played the number game & zhong ji mi ma. had fun playing dat. waited~~

FIREWORKS lit up the whole sky. enhance the beauty of the city garden. =D took videos/ pics. but so unlucky. my eyes tio the fireworks as in the chemicals/ substances produced after it shot up into the sky. kinda dangerous as quite many tio and some got it on hands. so touched when meiqin was trying to ease my comfort by blowing my eyes n giving me water to wash my eyes. thanks gal! bt my eye juz felt very uneasy. it turned red. BOO! but afterall the fireworks were nice. xD

the place is really "people mountain people sea" and i tink someone stole things n the police were running after him. haiyoz muz takecare of ur belongings when u're in crowded places. DANGEROUS. we went to the mrt station. and there was this announcement; "the station is crowded. those who are nt taking the train, please leave the staton." haha. we took a long time to decide n headed to raffles. wanna hab mac for dinner. but instead the mac was crowded so went to BK. after finishing the food, we played games. MURDERER!! we got very high. keep winking the eyes. we were the last co to leave BK. left @ 10.30pm.

walked towards e mrt stn. carried our murderer spirit. played in the train. attracted quite alot of attention from the trainers. haha. but who cares. we're enjoying ourselves. i'm a bad murderer i guess. =/ haha. the guys are so cute lahz. if murderer is guy denn they will sae bastard, gal is jian. humourous~ haha. me & sb staying ov'r @ jazz's place. suppose to alight at je but we sat to jp. reached jp n played @ the benches at the platform. we got carried away. very late le, bout 11plus. we played till the paper rot le denn went off. had a fun dae out w my co. of great buddies, 5 feng dang~~ liften my spirits up. and not forgetting the co. of guys- qingde, happy chongwai, zhong sheng & ss yong meng. =)

stay overnite @ jazz hse. reached her hse at 12mn. pengz at 1.41am. though we sae dat we're not gonna. slept and our back hurts coz we slept on the hard floor. went to ''play'' at the fitness corner. it appeared dat we are still KIDDISH. haha. >D but who cares. slack at her place . talked about those prime daes in sec1/2. missing it. went hme n i felt damn shag. =/

*** i'm very proud of the choir when i saw em dancing & singing on the stage the day before national dae. recalling those times when i was also like them. i felt so reluctant to go up to perform. now i have no more chances. will there still be any more chance? i doubt so. but so glad to see smiling faces. esp tuan he. sweet lil boy (: missed those kids loads. hope siyun & the committee is doing fine. hang on~

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celebrated huifang's bdae in advance. ps ah coz i ll be having prelims during ur bdae (: heh. had a cake for her. xD we had some crazy mania singing to our heart contents~ the songs made us DAMN high!!

hope u like it though its way too early. 1mth plus earlier. thanks buddy for alwaes been there during those darkest times. ur listening ear and ur encouragements & advices nv fail to brighten up my life. a frenship dat started from p2. <3 u alwaes~~ i'll be there for u when u nd me and jia you for ur End yr exams and u ll make it to hwa chong next yr (:

woohoo. completed n submitted the coursework. finally!! no more courseworks~ mock exams n prelims all up next. muz really pia ah! one more mth to prelims. study study and more STUDY!!

got back chi O lvl results today. =D got A1 distinction~~ =D din really expect coz my oral/ communication skills very lousy. yayness 1pt dwn for Os. needa work harder. and happy thing is

• NO MORE CHINESE LESSONS for me. and some others who nt retaking.
• estimated 28hrs of free period to do self study till prelims, no nd do classwork.
• no need to sit for prelim chinese papers.
• most importantly, NO MORE WORRIES~

lucks to all those retaking at the end of yr.

thanks to a very special one- my HIPPOster who has been a great soul cum study mate. she taught & guide me alot. the days we soak ourselves in the air con @ the library. alwaes KAN CHIONG chop tables. the craps n jokes~ and not forgetting how u gt ur nick as HIPPOster. went tanning n become chao da~ the lil secrets~ thanks gal! u nv fail to make me feel better whenever i'm down. if not for u, i may have aldy gone into DEPRESSION. love u loads gal! special thanks to meiqin oso~ really wish to return to those daes when we were working. when we were lyk almost meeting everyday, and the lil diary. though i kept misplacing it.

felt distant from mybuddies, tell me it's not liddat.i dunno. [''] i dun feel as close now? why? -__- what's true & real friendship? no one to confine in. who to trust and believe? isolation often takes place in me. felt dat my frenz are closer w others. who to lean on? my old frenz? thanks to those who alwaes listens to me & there. u noe who u are. disappointing in a few. u all shld noe urself. i dun express out coz i'm juz being a lil selfish? hope my selfish thoughts will vanish but i cant help tinking so much. few more mths to go. if u dun treat me like one, i wun. i will juz stay away~ i hate big grps. i prefer to stick w only a few gd buds. being left out is why i stay away. so tell me, are our frenship drifting. times are different. dun sae frenz when u dun mean it. i dun wan/need symphthy.

lazy to load the photos, juz go to my flickr or photobucket =] more library trips, hippo! heh heh~~ weekend is here. make full use of em~ HUAT AH!! xD tataas~ tc all!