weather is so ever changing. RAINY~
feeling so shagged now. why? coz din really catch any winks last nte.

fri 060106
lesson start at 8.05. so slept abit later than usual. it feels wierd coz ppl will assume dat u are LATE ferr sch. our class alwaes will tio something. not 4-D ot toto but p/vp take turns come in nagged. no pe coz of sec1 orientation. phor came in teach us CHEMISTRY. 3 periods of maths really wore my brain out. =x but can cope in mrs yip lessons.

had choir meeting. went home to wash up. went westmall meet siqi take candles n ribbons; thanks gal! took 187 to school. hang ard. started to paste da 'posters' wib siyun. went back helped out in drwing more posters. the sec2s go draw one wib my name dere de. to draw ppl to come choir. had dinner. thanks ms chua for the pizza n drinks. :) went off buying things. I AM NOT A ATM mind u. want $$ denn liddat. shoo far away~ damn. did some work n chit chatted wib sec2s.

rained so they had campfire in canteen. finally rain stopped. those scouts were trying to dry the area. helped jj looked after his cam while doin candles. campfire. can see those lil kids are really hyper. cheer so loud. =D orientation is getting better as kids join fuhua.

realised gold ribbon used finish. went out to buy. shop open CLOSE. so kill the thought of gold de ribbon n used silver de. talked talked wib sec2s. not used for me to call em sec2s. alwaes lil kids in my eyes. geraldine is nice to talk to. we can even talked to i really very touched. bout choir mostly. also talked to some others. hopefully they did learn something frm the cca display n stayover. seriously kinda regret. why? some ppl came n nv do anything. it's not bout play n play but work! forget it.

went to shower at 11plus. damn cold. think i bath nearly 12am coz i was last few to shower. bathrm flooded. =X cold. shivers. settle down n ate things n played games. chop chilli chop chilli chop. found i was alwaes the retard de. =C bully by sec2s. ate cheese powder. kinda sucky. till 3am, they were realli tired. shift benches to form our 'beds' cant realli slp coz it's NOISY. canteen vendors come back at 3plus to cook. managed to slp an hour or so. keep waking up. woke at 5plus. it's COLD! ><

sat 070106
washed up. changed. ate breakfast. helped to paste sweets. drew choir on our hands wib gold paint n soon many came. did a ar-ba cheer? nice. hang ard n parade starts. next was cca display. ncc n scouts were noisy. drums n lion. cant realli hear myself when talkin to sec1s. phyco em to go choir. quite successful. sec1s are realli nice. lil bois are so cute. managed to convince some guys to choir!! stupid sec2s down dere telling em join choir got me this crazy woman. =D woots. so got bout 50 names? cheeriors~

i see hopes!!
for the future.

but kinda disappointing in someone.
am i having second thoughts?

cleared up n went home. slp straight till late evening. when i slp is still bright sun n sunny. woke was raining heavily. tired. thanks to those who came down. esp our seniors. (:

so fast n i'm sec4. feels kinda wierd calling myself sec4. been to the cca display ferr 3rd time? ahaa. telling those kids i'm sec4 feels odd. seems i'm so OLD le. i dun wan! ><

thurs 050106
had lessons. hate f&n. got scolding but no big deal. COMMON. ended at 3.30pm. why must lessons end so LATE? went ikea wib choir de to buy candles? went home n it's like near 7? did my hwk n slept!

wed 040106
did banner painting todae. prefects came to help. crapped n joke ard. went off at nearly 7? dunnoe why i reached home nearly 8 le. shower n called up sec2s n 3s to do poster. did admin stuff. did my hwk n realli damn tired n drop dead.

roughly this is my week 1. timetable is even next week. sian coz 3periods of maths again. choir next mon! combined. (: cant wait ferr new sec1s to be in choir.

life is not just about playing n playing.
it's all about work n play when it's time.

i dun wanna have any regrets.
when i leave the sch.

can anyone stop the time.
dun let it pass so fast can?
i will feel sad when it's time to go.

u ppl will learn to grow up n walk wib others.
we cannot be alwaes there to hold onto ur hands.
but we will alwaes be behind u to push u.

emotional entry.

need to do my hwk ltr. needa buck up in 2006.
37daes to be older.