feeling so sober after drinking the volka n decide to blog.. juz type wad i've been up to these daes n some random stuff bahz..

=>on sat 21st jan, went back sch to paint n do new yr deco.. had fun lahz.. despite juz da few of us. spent da dae rushing coz 4.30pm needa leave sch. complete da painting on mon. claps* cheeriors ferr shawn n weiren. did most of da job..

watched co concert at cc on same sat. quite successful n it was great. but in da midst of finale clapping, someone shouted my name? o.O had supper at cu where shawn keep dsiao ms lai. lol.

=>learning journey. went to duck tour at suntec. not bad lahz bt got sea-sick.. lol. quack quack~ blew da whistle n sherlynn`jessica da monkeys call me duckie.

=>choir? nothing much. juz feel so exhausted coz lessons end at 3.30pm then needa chiong go choir. fed up when i sae "........" n some juz dun care. fed up. this juz a minority.. =/ *cool* gonna hold a sectional for lecture. i'm nice but.. nice oso gt limits.

=> had welcome party that thursdae. b4 dat was practical. =/ bt i was lyk da shi fu dat dae.

k da thing was nt realli smooth. bt nt bad le since its their 1st time. 20+ to 30 turn up? outta 42 peepx.. some had ccas?

was bad of me to take water to pour on em as forfeit. =/ this batch sec1s realli love being drenched. haha. i was being bullied. =[ started water fight n gt wet.

hang ard n played games. now at least noe each other better. tiffany *whack* anyhow sae me in front of those lil kids. talked to cheryl bout some random stuffs. think bright yeah~ ;D

=>co n choir. combined to perform on cny concert. so fresh yeah da idea. da conductor is humorous n interesting. was so touched when he sae co n choir can work tgt de! on da actual dae din realli sang out coz sore throat.

concert was so so. many ex students came back. whoa black monkey sae happy new yr wor.

=>cny period
on the eve
was damn sick so dad brought me to doc. 43bucks sia.. took medicine n zzz.. ah gong came back for reunion dinner. had steamboat. yummy~ got ang baos. went back to parents hse. watched countdown. cnt tahan n slept at 1plus.

dae 1
woke changed n went ah ma's place. had lunch n dunnoe y this yr all feel so sleepy. went back n played poker wib mum. lost abit $. slacked n zzz.

dae 2
ordered kfc delivery. went ah ma place n uncle came to fetch us to boon lay raja at je to dine. had yu sheng n we start using our chopsticks n mingled. had bout 8-9 dishes.

uncle was nice to send me to jp to meet eeyore. din catch movie coz tix was sold out. instead slacked at delifrance. had cafe latte n apple crumble cake. crapping awae. went toy r'us. 7-eleven to buy volka.

tml gg out to watch movie. a sian new yr coz din realli go bai nian.

=>feb is approaching. jan is gone w/o a notice. gonna get busier wib coursework coming. ;[ give me 48h a dae is oso nt sufficient. tick tock tick tock. guess will update less. i will not breakdown no matter how taxing it can gets. =]

life is tough
but.. we can be tougher!!

"life is bout choices"
i'll face it in a happy way than to frown.

wenDY wrote me testi n reminds me of..

sec1 - juz born
sec2- childhood
sec3- adulthood
sec4- senior citizens!

time when i'm juz born n childhood r memorable! laughters n joys u'll nv get to hear em again as u grow older. simply missed it.. the laughter fades awae as life gets tougher.. given a choice, how i wished these daes of joys ll last.. try b4 when u cry n ur buddy too cried? sharing laughter..

its coming in 2weeks. wonder if y e w ll rmb. guess not? doesnt realli matter. anyone share the same dae? yet to find any..

takkaires all` dun be lyk me.. fell sick. tsk tsk. drink loads of soft drinks.. oops i mean water! till then enjoy ur cny. 15 daes. =)

its the eve of cny.
i'm sick. sore throat`cough`fever..

nvm. no point to grumble.
update some other dae. lazy.

GONG XI GONG XI ! =)
xin nian kuai le~

a blissful doggy yr..
thanks all for da greetings``

wheee. juz came back. feeling double shag n tired now. =X but still hyper to update.

chi new year is coming in lyk 2 weeks? i'm so excited nor!! esp when u walk down china town hearing those cny songs n shoutings of those goodies seller. 1 for $5! 3 for $10!! humming the tune in ur head.

met up wib lao de at my hse dere. saw hk darence when walking down the stairs!! >< went to shopping ctr look shoes. NAH cant find. BOO!! had roti boi set while walking to lakeside mrt stn. chit chat n crap lobster. boarded the train. headed for the s'pore most cny feel [[chinatown]]

reached n walked ard. went people's park. saw many new yr stuff. clothes goodies. tempted lyk crazy to buy all!! =x had a nice sandwich. yummy!! crossed the bridge to e other side. god. people mountain people sea sia. shopping for new yr mahz.

went to makan. at the dian xin shop. had porridge n side orders. 20+ bucks. cheaper than i thought. went to catch train to tanjong pagar for the testing.

find our way easily coz i'm a walking dictionary!! lao de was so silly!! go press the bell when the thing can open easily. not ONCE but TWICE haha!

taste the drink. lime coke of 3 versions. give comments took $$ n went off. fizzy~

went back chinatown. coz haben shop finish!! so cont' our hyper cny spirit. buy loads of stuffs~ gween nail polish`jeans`shirts`cute cute de pyjamas`goodies pineapple tarts at 1buck each`some new yr deco`accessories`a similar tee n chain wib lao de.

had coconut to quench our thirst. SUN was really big n scorching! first time in this 2006. >.< shopped til we reali drop le n went to catch train. went jp walk walk. bought breads n choco cakes at breadtalk.

took 198 to boon lay. saw jayne's mum. sae i change alot? ahaa can sae so since pri sch bahz. ;) buy stamps n rushed to post em coz postman was dere. >< stupid postman so rude. throw my letter in da bag.

*home sweet home* shagged. so tml is da dae i ll chiong!! all my work n revison! :D gong xi gong xi in the air. i'm NOT done wib my new yr shopping. awaiting more $$ to go gai gai~ wheee xD

>>exactly 30daes

finally the week ends by this 'GOOD' fri 13. * counting down one mth later* nothing good or bad happen even is 13. lol. who saes 13 is bad? haha. =p just blog bout random stuffs bahz. even week seems juz as tiring as odd. rainy this few daes. but!!! i saw the sun todae but now it starts the sky starts to CRY again!!

wed 110106
lessons as per normal. which day we don't have? YES YES!!! sat n sun nor! o.O 3 periods of maths kills brains cells!! had assembly. bout wat sch mission watever de. our final year liao still stress on this. sian-zation.

when assembly gonna end, got a speaker frm outside wanna talk. =[ so lunch break was delayed. 3 cheers coz we no nd hab cme lessons!! so rot 1 n 1/2 h in hall.

went choir. ms lim is here. :) w/o her life is miserable. again was bully by those lil kids aka my sun nu[s]. how pathetic can ah ma be? old liao bone break denn they noe. sang new yr songs. sec1s joined us. not bad at least 50% of 50+ turn up. WELCOME. :D my sweets were all gone during da break.

got to noe some sec1s. woots. stupid tiffany n others down dere phsyco they all bout me. =C i hate *shim refers to neither gender so i din wanna meeting n went home. not gonna be angry bout shim. get lost if u are not suppose to be. shut ur trap n dun give any comments! shucks *home sweet home*

thurs 120106
lessons. stupid phor n lee. scold n scold. a few ppl's fault n blame e whole lot of us. yaya. a leopard will NEVER change its spots. zzz f&n. scolding AGAIN. still ask me to remind not to SCOLD in da future. used to it coz can kill time. no lessons!! ><

went home n a boi sms me. da lil boi i persuade to join choir. yipeee.. he sms me n sae he wanna join choir!! cheeriors~ sadded he will not be in my section.

fri 130106
nothing much. bored chia can dun nag so much. =s pe was fun. played monkey. jessica n sherlyn monkeys of da dae!! haha. 1st time feel happy bout pe. lessons~ yipee we goin duck ... de excursion next wed. but still we had MA. 3pm so gotta rush to choir after dat.

stupid eddie brian they all. made me so ps. wat i wan gib yz prezzie? i became a molester?! lol. many started eating chocos todae.

not dun wanna talk to u all but ur all needa bond!! haha.
haha msn lazy repair. now sms rate is high coz of ms tiffany sun nu. ;) bill comes n u shall pay OK? alright!!

tml needa go da stupid place. hope i can find my way!! ;) loads of hwk n assgn!! tests coming up next wk almost everyday!! =X grrr. but still i ll finish em up!!

let time go SLOWER pls.
i dun wanna pass out. tink its april? ltr same as last yr cry till lyk it's end of world.

it's coming.. 1 mth time. i dun wanna be old!!
but.. i can watch wat many cant. =p

Ateens Firefly
When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

it seems so simple yet complex in someway
avoiding hiding seems the only way out

tell me i'm wrong.
let me give up gween

breathing is a simple task but i'm running outta breath``

happy hari raya~

a holidae ferr me. (:
a dae to clear my hwk. how sad can it be.

chi wb/ws
chem ws
left ss wb & maths =x

cries. maths is simply..
i ll try to clear all the qns!! :D

sun 080106
spend my dae at home clearing courseworks n maths qn. nice times w/o maths hwk ferr a yr ended since the year 06 starts. gotta focus or i ll suffer when Os approach me.

lyk wad she sae: life goes on~ nobody/nothing will wait ferr u.

shed my 1st tear of 06 at nite. u may tink i silly? =x watching ren ci n realli touched by ming yi fai shi. patients are realli so poor thing. called the donation hotline. find myself so blessed compare to those needy.

mon 090106
as usual lessons goes on. pe!! my muscles hurts now! stupid jumping~ blah. i may be serious at times in class so try dun talk to me yeah. except ENG!! :P struggling hard to focus. since sec4 le shld noe yeah. :) self discipline.

had lunch. followed by 3 dread periods of maths. only our class have this kinda special treatment bahz? she dun let us go so was stuck in class n late ferr choir.

sang chi new yr songs. combining wib CO? haha. idea is fresh.

attendance was.. some pon. but it's ok. wad for get angry over it? tiffany cheryl n others keep making funny faces at choir. *arbish* ask nyny take attendance still sae dun mark my name!! >< settle admin stuff nyaa n went off.

went boon lay shopping ctr wib yuanshan. she wanna buy chocos. had 1 pkt n blue coral.

*home sweet home* shower n watch tv. sianz. sms chat wib tiff. ^content not disclose to protect privacy^ blah. i am realli da sotong! left my pe shirt in sch!! pray it dun becomes a rag after tml. haha.

to her: dun worry, no matter how many sun nu[s] i have, u alwaes the most dear de. (: msn cant work but if u sms ah ma sure reply 101% de.

i'm loving my juniors more! *nice n monkey like batch
i'm also loving my buddies more n more!! *nice peepx
wo bu xiang zhang da!! can mahz?

i was really damn tired!! ps to many whom i nv reply ur sms-es. slept n woke at 1130pm. to see results. struggle to force my eyes open. i find dat it's actually not nice the show. go back to lala-land after dat.

now i'm awake. gonna do finsh my hwk. ;D can i?

*whoosh* disappear go do work~

<3 greeny more n more.

weather is so ever changing. RAINY~
feeling so shagged now. why? coz din really catch any winks last nte.

fri 060106
lesson start at 8.05. so slept abit later than usual. it feels wierd coz ppl will assume dat u are LATE ferr sch. our class alwaes will tio something. not 4-D ot toto but p/vp take turns come in nagged. no pe coz of sec1 orientation. phor came in teach us CHEMISTRY. 3 periods of maths really wore my brain out. =x but can cope in mrs yip lessons.

had choir meeting. went home to wash up. went westmall meet siqi take candles n ribbons; thanks gal! took 187 to school. hang ard. started to paste da 'posters' wib siyun. went back helped out in drwing more posters. the sec2s go draw one wib my name dere de. to draw ppl to come choir. had dinner. thanks ms chua for the pizza n drinks. :) went off buying things. I AM NOT A ATM mind u. want $$ denn liddat. shoo far away~ damn. did some work n chit chatted wib sec2s.

rained so they had campfire in canteen. finally rain stopped. those scouts were trying to dry the area. helped jj looked after his cam while doin candles. campfire. can see those lil kids are really hyper. cheer so loud. =D orientation is getting better as kids join fuhua.

realised gold ribbon used finish. went out to buy. shop open CLOSE. so kill the thought of gold de ribbon n used silver de. talked talked wib sec2s. not used for me to call em sec2s. alwaes lil kids in my eyes. geraldine is nice to talk to. we can even talked to i really very touched. bout choir mostly. also talked to some others. hopefully they did learn something frm the cca display n stayover. seriously kinda regret. why? some ppl came n nv do anything. it's not bout play n play but work! forget it.

went to shower at 11plus. damn cold. think i bath nearly 12am coz i was last few to shower. bathrm flooded. =X cold. shivers. settle down n ate things n played games. chop chilli chop chilli chop. found i was alwaes the retard de. =C bully by sec2s. ate cheese powder. kinda sucky. till 3am, they were realli tired. shift benches to form our 'beds' cant realli slp coz it's NOISY. canteen vendors come back at 3plus to cook. managed to slp an hour or so. keep waking up. woke at 5plus. it's COLD! ><

sat 070106
washed up. changed. ate breakfast. helped to paste sweets. drew choir on our hands wib gold paint n soon many came. did a ar-ba cheer? nice. hang ard n parade starts. next was cca display. ncc n scouts were noisy. drums n lion. cant realli hear myself when talkin to sec1s. phyco em to go choir. quite successful. sec1s are realli nice. lil bois are so cute. managed to convince some guys to choir!! stupid sec2s down dere telling em join choir got me this crazy woman. =D woots. so got bout 50 names? cheeriors~

i see hopes!!
for the future.

but kinda disappointing in someone.
am i having second thoughts?

cleared up n went home. slp straight till late evening. when i slp is still bright sun n sunny. woke was raining heavily. tired. thanks to those who came down. esp our seniors. (:

so fast n i'm sec4. feels kinda wierd calling myself sec4. been to the cca display ferr 3rd time? ahaa. telling those kids i'm sec4 feels odd. seems i'm so OLD le. i dun wan! ><

thurs 050106
had lessons. hate f&n. got scolding but no big deal. COMMON. ended at 3.30pm. why must lessons end so LATE? went ikea wib choir de to buy candles? went home n it's like near 7? did my hwk n slept!

wed 040106
did banner painting todae. prefects came to help. crapped n joke ard. went off at nearly 7? dunnoe why i reached home nearly 8 le. shower n called up sec2s n 3s to do poster. did admin stuff. did my hwk n realli damn tired n drop dead.

roughly this is my week 1. timetable is even next week. sian coz 3periods of maths again. choir next mon! combined. (: cant wait ferr new sec1s to be in choir.

life is not just about playing n playing.
it's all about work n play when it's time.

i dun wanna have any regrets.
when i leave the sch.

can anyone stop the time.
dun let it pass so fast can?
i will feel sad when it's time to go.

u ppl will learn to grow up n walk wib others.
we cannot be alwaes there to hold onto ur hands.
but we will alwaes be behind u to push u.

emotional entry.

need to do my hwk ltr. needa buck up in 2006.
37daes to be older.

happy new year!!

school really dun SUCKS
now time is 9.43 am and guess where am i?
*drum rolls*

at HOME!!
not a april fool joke.
dying my hair BLACK n eating mac de pancakes happily. (:

take my time n shall be back in sch b4 1125am. woots. =p
sickening *** get away from my class man~

i spent my very 1st few seconds of 2006 wib my 4other buddies. screamed n hugged each other when the clock hits 12am. cheers~ boon lay was really filled wib ppl. hang ard the rooftop de carpark. it was really a nice experience though it's my 2nd time spending my new yr liddat.

checked my fone n it was jammed wib sms-es wishes frm my frenz! thanks ppl.

happy new year!! =D

any new year resolutions?
hoping dat everything goes on fine this 2006!
all da best to all! ;) a new yr a new start!!