26/12/07

Went to school for ISmeeting in the morning. (See! How no life can I get!! =// ) HOWEVER, I had life for the later part of the day. Met up Belle and we bused to VIVO to meet Val and her lil adult-like cousin who is only p2 going 3. Caught Alvin and the chipmunks. It was nice, chipmunks that talk and sing. (: Awesome. Belle resembles Simon. LOL!

the one in blue resembles her

us :D

Our 1st but not the last for sure (:

27/12/07

Project in school again. =\
Bought Ben&Jerry's choco brownie fudge & strawberry cheesecake home. (: That at least cheer me up a lil.

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How I wish school don't start next week. If only money can buy "HOW I WISH..."
My projects are like #?!@*& not completed. 5projects. Awww why isn't it as relax as sem1. Still have to prepare presentation slides, continue blogging updates for lms, and the most important one is bca tutorial which is due 2359 in another less than 24 hours time. I am like ants on hot plate now. Rushing against time to finish up my work. Awwww I need to be discipline enough to finish my work or else I think I can forget about countdown for the new year. It will be countdown to my 死期 instead. LOL! Choy choy~

Resolutions for '08?
I thought about it already. Perhaps I will post on the last day of 2007. (:

Hope those who are like me, rushing like hell (MADNESS is a nicer word) to finish their work, all the best yeah. =D

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Have a nice day. =D

Merry X'mas

Feliz Navidad

a merry '07 & lovely '08 ahead (:

It is time for us to celebrate Christmas, soon it'll be D countdown to 2008 yeah. Time flies, just another few more days and we'll all kiss goodbye to '07. Received quite a handful of sms(es) when the clock hits 12am sharp yesterday. I always thought it is sweet to receive greetings at the very moment, like counting down to that split second. (:

X'mas eve

Met up buddy and off we went to QP's hse. She used food and tempted us to go down, chickenwings, sambal prawns & sotong. After that, headed down Bugis to buy BUDDY's belated prezzie, got her a white bag. The village was packed like sardine and tuna, people mountain people see. I am not those who enjoy crowds and squeezing with human. Walked around parco, we bought the Merci choco. :D Bumped into Tyna who is working and exchanged a few words.

After quite some time, we decided to have zi cha and headed down a stretch of road with many delicacies. Settle down at Jin Ji, there are many artists who petronized them. We ordered black pepper crabs, fried you tiao w sotong paste & sourspicysoup. The food was good!

After dinner, we bought vodka and we walked to esplanade. The x'mas lightings were really dazzling and beautiful. There were groups of people who were carolling also. We sat near the stairs of the river and started drinking. I love the night scenery of the riverside. Ate the choco and almond really taste "GOOD". We gave choco to a girl who was trying to sell us soft toys.

For a moment, I thought I was somewhat drunk. But I wasn't. ;] Trained home and we still queued for 198 not knowing that we actually missed the last bus already. Took 240 instead. Reached home about 12plus 1.

It was really great to spend the eve with 'em. (:

X'mas

Didn't had any plans to go out or anything. Woke up and had a hangover from last night. Lol! Still remember I was out with HUIFANG last x'mas. xD Phone just keep vibrating during the day. Greetings keep coming in. It was nice though I'm not a christian, neither do I celebrate x'mas. =)

Received some cards from my sweeties already. Was quite touched by 'em. (:
Seriously. Thankyou guys! You made me understood the real meaning behind friendship.

FanQie;
really treasure u seniors from choir. It was really nice singing, laughing and not forgetting the times we played caps ball. It's been almost a year plus w/o a cca. I'll always remember the funtimes we shared. The christmas carols we used to sing during sec1 reg, the tune still lingers.

DAR;
u'll always be the first one I think of when I need the jokes and laughter to cheer myself up. =D thanks for the 9 going 10 years friendship. Up and downs. We'll still go thru another 10,20 years together. It's more than words to explain how much I really cherish our friendship. we'll always be like that always~

There's so many people whom I really wanna say a thank you for making my life so worthwhile and interesting. It's you guys who made me feel loved. <3

thankyousomuch!

xoxo,
xiaowei

Holidays has been great! Did you enjoy it? Though it's a short 2 weeks term break, I am :D with it. Met up with most of my besties.

16th dec

Met up with HUIFANG, smartkiddofromhc after 937325482740 zillion years. Hohoho. It was raining cats and dogs. So instead of going shopping, we went to kbox. (: Smuggle quite alot of food in and sang too. Someone only know how to sing chorus(es). HAHA! Took neox (: Nice nice~ Heh! It was great to catch up with u. Still as crappy and crazy like before xD I still owed you a present!

2007 v 2006 (:
11 years bestie, xoxo

17&18th dec
Despite the monsoon season, went over to ecp with buddies. Stop by Sheng Siong to do some shopping for bbq at night. Bought quite alot of stuff and cabbed to ecp. Set up the tents and sat down to play cards. I love playing CHEAT! Others always got cheated by me. :D I am a conswoman.

It started to drizzle. ): However it did stop. Had bbq, ate prawns`wings`mashmallows etc and drank quite abit of red wine. (= Played zhong ji mi ma. Forfeit was to drink, truth or dare. =// Stayed up till quite late and eventually fell zzz while still chatting subconsciously. Shared secrets. (:

Luckily there was no rain or else we'll be floating on water.

Woke up ard 6plus and din feel like sleeping anymore. Sat by the seaside and i realised the sky and waters were really beautiful. :) There are many people jogging, strolling with dogs and some doing taiji. I wanna stay near the sea next time. QP woke and we chatted quite abit. Went up the breakwater. Packed up and we walked quite a SHORT distance, area F to C. Like WHOA! ~~ Had brunch at parkway parade's hk cafe. Eeeeew I don't like the food there. Xin wang's way better. Bused home and we were all so tired that we fell zzz.

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21st dec
Day out with dearestMQ and CS. Headed to Marina square for yuki yaki, had steamboat + make our own ice cream. The manager there is really nice, showed us how to make soft and yummy ice cream. Caught up quite alot with each other and keep "BULLYING" poor cs. Haha! But we know he wun mind de. Oh yeah, dunno why after the PRAWN king (p.s. not PROM king) peel finish his prawns, the aluminium* always chao ta. Can't be our cooking skills not good. Changed the alu* many times. Thanks dearest for always 夹ing菜 for us. (;


Strolled over to Suntec, took sweet neox (: heh then i bought em donuts as belated b'day prezzie. It was donuts day as we all had donuts. =D Camwhored madness on train. Bought candy canes. Wheeee~ xD I am really a joker man. PS for twice, once in yuki yaki and once in the train, no idea why i said I _ _ _ _ _ Ghost. RAHHH~ I am not racist. I am just outta my mind.

hah! SAY WE LOOK CUTE!! if not... (hiak hiak!!~)

headless creature?
everybody smile w/o teeth, 1 2 3 *snap*

-loves1stdear '03
onceadear,alwaysadear

p.s. the yellow thingy above is not pizza, it's ice cream (candleWAX!!! -.-)
we are happy kiddos

besties = love ;)

attn: msDARcieCHOY, where's the x'mas neoprints? hur hur.. meet up soon yeah. don't abandon me because of... hehe! u know who~ (:

One week gone, one left. Gotta make full use of the time to finish the oh-so-crap projects & the unfinished business-tutorials. I just cannot settle down and work on 'em. 5proj on hand!!! zzz~ But had fun w my grpmates during proj meetups in sch & at jelib. Sometimes sch is really ______, but they esp hobelle added colors to my life. =D

Today is 冬至，a day where the Chinese eat 汤圆。
Happy Tangyuan Day to all~ We're all one year older, thats what the elderly says. =]

Oh yeah moving house soon~
I guess I will miss the old building, afterall I spent my 17 years here.

all i want for christmas is ...

Finality of outcome is that CT is finally over and done with :D :D :D


YAYness~


After blaw paper, headed down town w BUDDY. Lunched at HK Cafe. (: Shared porkchop rice, dim sum and french toast. AND icedMILKTEA of course.






Bused to Bugis and bought earrings and slippers. Headed back town and shopped around Far East. Got 2 tops and a belt. Spent quite alot. =) Sat down at mac cafe and had Himalayan tea frappe. We can just go on and on talking about anything under the sun. Girls can just go on and on NON-STOP.







BUDDY :)

-what a beautiful day

Have you ever board a wrong bus before?



DANG!



I DID.



My first time I ever took a wrong bus. I saw 183 as 185 and blindly board it. I was still happily thinking that I no need to be drench coz 185 stops at the bustop. The bus entered the industrial park at Toh Guan East. I started to find something is amiss. Called Yvonne and glad to know that it will stop at JE interchange. (: Took 99 home and yeah, got drenched.



I used to laugh at peeps who take the wrong buses. But now, I realised it's no fun and joke taking the wrong bus. At one point, I felt so lost that I just wanna alight and cab back home. >D



Yeah had subway for like 4times since last Fri. Super Hero's meal :D Yummy~







ISABELLE's shirt is K________ inner wear. =x LOL! Ok la.. She is definitely nt zhong se qing you de k. She and her aherm* sit bus gt pose de. Very seh. Haha. xD

PBL2 up next. I or rather we notice a change but I hope it will be a permanent one though. Set aside 3days for all the projects already :)

Alright manage to clear another 2 chpts of POA during the long miserable 3.5h break.Oh ya, I realised retarded games like Burger Shop can make us so high. Especially with retarded peeps mumbling away beside you. But it's really fun, helps to kill time also. :) Wahaha.

BLAW was so-so. Test results is not as bad though. ;]

Woohoo CT is coming. It's coming. CT's coming. -.-"

Shall refrain from coming online unless neccesary. [''.]

I'm not sure whether the decision made is right or wrong.
But I just HOPE that history doesn't repeat.

My mind is still in a swirl ): ): ):

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Overnight bbq after exams w buddies (:
Time to party~~ 17/18 dec

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Completed 2/6 of revison for POA. :)
Four more chpts to go.
I finally understood the first two chapts.
I hope I will like it as much as I like bstats in 1.1.

Oh yeah, I think the 9 o'clock drama sucks, the storyline and the cast. Period.

silent.mugger
mug silently
silently mugging

sometimes it's just so hard to find someone you can really trust and confide in
unlike the good old days
<3 misses DAR, Kiwi, HF & MQ
the people I know I can really blabber about anything under the sun.

Warmth & love is in the air.
Sending x'mas cards to dearest.
X'mas carols played down the street.
Spread the love and joy.
I love the month of December.

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Gotta start shooping for pretty cards. (: And finally 2 years has passed. It's time to throw away the old one and get a new phone. Wheeeee~ Eyeing on W910i. Awww $$$ saving up in progress though.

Caught the early & empty 154, double decker somemore.

Bump into MeiQin early in the morning :D

Day dream almost the whole day.
From BCA to POA lecture to tutorial.

BLAW article due today. I always remembered it's 3rd dec but I din realise it's 3rd dec already. I'm still stuck w Nov. =/ Stayed back to find article. Found one but stupid article !#@$%# the court's verdict was no one is at fault so we found another article. Bump into THAT CS also. I emphasized is THAT cs. Always having peer tutoring. Confirm get 4.0 GPA le. SO damn hardworking mugging.

AND THANKS TO THAT ERNIE! I SCREAMed LIKE TWICE IN THE CANTEEN! Somemore it's like there is still human beings around. GRRRR..

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Common Test is just in one week's time. So excited. It means holidays is coming. So before we taste the fruits, we gotta go thru the bitter part first. But still don't feel the urgency and heat of CT, like =.= I guess perhaps it's only 3 modules.

I gonna start intensive mugging tml. YES! I AM!! =) Ace it all. Lucks to all. Though luck don't really works at time. :D But somehow it will boost your confidence yeah!

Coffee and more coffee.
Burn, burn the midnight oil.



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The bus rides are like a poison.
To and fro.
Maybe it is just to meant to be this way. (:

HAPPY B'DAY MEIQIN dear :) :)

stay pretty and cheery always <33

I'm seriously tired of putting up a mask everyday.
You wouldn't know how I feel if you're not in my shoes.

Once bitten, twice shy.
I will not want to repeat the same mistake of grouping with someone I know I cannot work with. Period.

My mood seems to be like roller coaster, going up and down.
I think I have a split personality.
Oh well.

I need my buddies~
ARGH!!~ I'm like tied down by projects and stuff (like always) and keep postponing meetup(s)..

1. Huifang
Been 9268299912372 zillion years since I met her [hope she become more gentle, but quite impossible since she's in tkd now xD]

2. Casper aka DARcie
Last meetup was 14Oct, one day before sch starts. Miss her craps and "lameness"~ We're just so so crappy. Crappy buddies..

3. Qiu(s) Hui & Ping
Awwww the last outing was a few weeks back then.. Yeah let's go KBOX~~ Sing to our hearts content.

4. Mei Qin
Though in same school, but as compared to last sem, we seldom meet each other. Haa always say wanna meet up but then I think quite long never go out le. Aha shall go out some day ah!

5. My moron- Siya
Yea now that As is over, hopefully we can meet up someday k. (: My very beloved and retarded alto 2. Lol!

the list go on and on.. Only if I have (365 x 2) days in a year. Yeah IF ONLY.

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The common test schedule as follows;

MAEC
MACROECONOMICS (MAEC) (60 min)
Mon, 10 Dec 07
1:30pm - 2:30pm
Sports Hall


POA
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING (POA)
Tue, 11 Dec 07
11:00am - 12:30pm
LT20 / LT22

BLAW1
BUSINESS LAW YR 1 (BLAW1)
Wed, 12 Dec 07
8:30am - 10:00am
CC Level 1 / 2

At first, I was like cooooooooool~ Then I paused and think for a second or so.
MAEC + POA + BLAW = Shit

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Have not been digesting whatever that is taught in lecture and tutorial. Gotta pull up my socks, hair, whatever that can be pulled to make sure my gpa don't fall below 3.0

Alright! There's presentation tml and I just wan to get it done and over. Oh ya, I think I am super high today (in lib), was like laughing like some madwoman and making the rest laugh also. Ernie's really good at acting, damn hilarious. Warping others is fun (:

WOOhoo. Nights peeps. Don't really know if anyone is reading, but who cares, I update for myself to read de. :D :D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHUINSOON aka doraemon.
5years already. Yeah same class all the way up till sec 4 and now same course. Yeah so you gotta spend your b'day in sch till 7 for peer tutoring. Awww will have make-up celebration and belated present for u k. (: (: How about double choco donuts? Lol! Donut freak. So hope you have a super-duper wonderhuuuuu b'day and finally 17 ah! I'm turning 18 in a few mths and you just 17. Ok nvm sweetest and funkiest 17 la. Weeeeeeeee~ HUAT AH!


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I LOVE MR. PIG xD
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS~~~ =]
TAG and I WILL LOVE YOU MORE.
Ok I like going high again so hang on peeps esp those who are damn stressed up like me.

RELAX and tell yourself;
tomorrow will be a better day =)




If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down but the staying down.

- Mary Pickford

!#@$%*@#$%

I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF THIS KINDA ATTITUDE! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! IT'S GOING BEYOND MY LIMITS AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I SERIOUSLY DESPISE FREE RIDERS. I DON'T SEE ANY CHANGE AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO BE BOTHERED WITH THE PROJECTS AT ALL.

I don't know how am I going to pull through this tough period. Especially when deadlines draw near, the tutorials left undone, nothing seems to get into my head and worst thing is common tests is coming. Everything is going in the wrong way. Fed up with studies, people and myself. I just can't face you like how I used to. It's very obvious if I don't like someone, I will not bother about you and there will be minimum or rather NO eye contact at all.

I wanna confront you and tell you how we actually feel. Even when you receive negative comments from tutor doesn't seem to help. You're just ike that. What can I do? I feel so helpless. I remember you told me you wanted to change. But is that all just bullshit? I don't trust you anymore.

I really miss last semester's grp mates. All so nice and great partners to work with.

I realised I have been very hot-tempered for this period, ever since sch starts. Even small trival stuffs can also irritate me and trigger my anger.




"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned."


"For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness."

I am losing so much happiness. RAHHHHHHH~ because of you.



Enough of the rantings. I just need a fire extinguisher or something. Must really make full use of the weekend to get things done. Sun Tze, here I come on Sat to finish the pbl and revise poa w hobelle.

ending the post with the peekture of 傻大姐 & me (:

We love to sing at the lib to irritate 老三 ！！！

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.

三个心愿

沁:我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面
想带你环游世界

飞:我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok

副歌(合唱):第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
哦~~~

沁:为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman

飞:这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪

下一个心愿给你最好的自己

Problems.

Yes, problems just keep surfacing one after another. When I just managed to solve one, another pops up. I find it almost impossible to communicate and work efficiently. It's very irritating. Why must there be such people who exist. Free riders. Are you one? Hopefully not. Well is it true that a leopard never changes its spots? It's tiring and really makes one blood boils. Is it so hard to get things done. I don't know. I really wish this semester to end and get off all this shit.

All I see now is deadlines, and just more deadlines.
Presentations. I have no idea how to deal with it.

I hope you really take initiative to do work before you're mark down in the evaluation.
Prove me wrong.

Grouping can really make or break the group.
It depends on all the people you're gonna work with.

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The modules are already very _________ (fill in the blanks) and worst off is that your tutor makes it worst. Schooling use to be so easy and sweet back in secondary sch days. You just need to drag your damn-so-heavy bag to sch and sit through the lessons from morning till mid noon. Who cares about participation in class man. But now, no participation = lower grade. I guess I frown more than I smile now. Maybe what really makes me smile is the silly jokes from silly friends like Isabelle.

Luckily it's Thursday. A day where I ended class QUITE early, 1plus and headed to BT market and had happy duck rice and black white ( a mixture of soyabeanmilk and glass jelly) w ho & belle. I also bought the smooth smooth bean curd home. Just took a short nap. Btw, taking afternoon naps help to reduce the chances of having cancer so if you doze off in class, just tell the teacher you're kia si so you zzz. ._." Wahaha!

No need to chiong any tutorials or pbl. So just relax and sit in for LMS tml. (: It's odd week!!!

Frustration and disappointment are primary emotions before it lead and contributed to ANGER, the secondary.

I guess I need to attend anger management class to calm myself down.
Haha! Actually I'm not so angry afterall. I'm just not happy with that attitude you've shown towards work.

Alright. Teebee and it's time for bed. =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SIYA!!! sweetest18!~ my beloved "moron"
& yes we'll meet up very soon after ur bigAs.
-ur monster

Pleasure is not happiness.
It has no more importance than a shadow following a man.
- Muhammad Ali

Yeah the weekend comes and goes so swiftly that I feel like weekend = weekend.

To SHUNA;

生日快乐，
福如东海 寿比南山！：）

Sweetest 17 yeah~~

I start to feel the rush of sem 2. Seriously I think I will soon have the i-really-hate-sch syndrome. It's like work piling on top on (still) WORK. When can I ever finish them? End of the week/ month? (Yeah right!) Nothing seems to be right. Some modules are driving me crazy. POA, BLAW, BCA.. I hate excel, i hate POA, i hate everything else.

On top of that, groupings also can make me go MAD, real madness. I really dislike that kinda of attitude I get from that particular person. I don't think any of my other friends deserve that kinda attitude also. Sometimes I wish there's no need for groupings and this kinda of crap won't happen. I don't really care if you read or know about this. RAHH! And in the whole 17years of my life, I have never met someone like this before. It just makes my blood boil again thinking back of that day's tutorial.

Alright I'm just releasing my ANGER instead of kicking a big fuss with the other party. I must learn how to be "nice" even though I am very reluctant. Sheesh. Often people have to put on a masquerade, I am just one of those. Somehow I really envy those who can really have zero hatred in them and treat everybody equally nice. No discrimination, nothing.

Note to self;
BCA e-learning work & PBL
POA/BMGT/BLAW/MAEC tutorial(S)
LMS blog entry on self-awareness & self-esteem

-Loads of work to be completed.
Buried under the whole chunk of work-